My butt is coming back 🥰
My butt is coming back 🥰
2021-03-10 00:44:22 +0000 UTC View Post
becomingrose posts
Since about middle of December my sex drive decided to doubl..
Since about middle of December my sex drive decided to double. I have been so desperate and needy. In the last three years I have never begged my owner for an orgasm more then I did on Monday or even in the last couple of months. Sunday I spent 2:30 pm to 11:30 pm just edging. I was hooded and had my lightweight muzzle on for most of that time. I only took the muzzle off for water and food breaks. Once to wear an inflatable gag to humiliate myself. I felt so mindless and all I need was the next edge. I didn’t care about anything else. I eventually plugged my ass, I felt the emptiness and needed it filled. My owner states that I was finally at the place he wanted me to be. So needy and desperate I am willing to do anything to cum. I’ve been a bad girl with my ruins lately. I have to get those under control before he will even think of letting me cum. Sunday was a amazing. I have never let myself let go like that. Feels like a new chapter for me.
2021-03-09 19:45:01 +0000 UTC View PostFlowers make me feel pretty! Slowly dropping weight to fit i..
Flowers make me feel pretty! Slowly dropping weight to fit into the corset.🌹🌷
2021-03-05 04:11:11 +0000 UTC View PostI keep slipping out of this dress. 😦
I keep slipping out of this dress. 😦
2021-03-02 22:20:14 +0000 UTC View PostI am a hooded desperate drooly doll.
I am a hooded desperate drooly doll.
2021-02-25 03:16:12 +0000 UTC View PostI’m in love with gear, I really want a full collection one d..
I’m in love with gear, I really want a full collection one day. Preferably the size of a closet. Shhhh I have issues. These are pictures of my muzzle, and some of my fave pictures in my muzzle. I use it a lot. 💜💜💜
2021-02-21 17:28:18 +0000 UTC View PostPart of being a slave, is being uncomfortable. Learning how ..
Part of being a slave, is being uncomfortable. Learning how to embrace it is another aspect. A new rule helping sculpt my life, whenever I go shopping I’m to wear these boots. They stand at 5 inches, and make me 5’7. I don’t know how tall people do things. Though it is nice to be able to reach things on the top shelf. This has created some interesting times at the grocery store for me. I also am aware now I need to practice bending at the waist to pick items up.
2021-02-07 07:18:55 +0000 UTC View PostThis was a fun one to record and end up much better than I t..
This was a fun one to record and end up much better than I thought. A friend requested my dildo gag and my all time favorite, microfoam tape. He wanted to see me struggle behind the tape. I also was required to plug my nose for some slight breath play . Needless to say I was a drippy mess in more ways than one.
2021-02-04 00:42:39 +0000 UTC View PostA quiet pink doll for the day. A look into my lazy Sunday, c..
A quiet pink doll for the day. A look into my lazy Sunday, can’t say how many times I have edged today. <3
2021-01-31 22:55:51 +0000 UTC View PostLace and steel, Soft and hard. Somehow make a beautiful comb..
Lace and steel, Soft and hard. Somehow make a beautiful combination. My owner asked me to take this photo set after sending him a candid photo of this dress and my muzzle. I was hesitant to post and take the photos, as I have a hard time being vulnerable and I shy away from full body pictures. They ended being quite pretty and I became proud of them. I love my hoods and muzzle. It was very hard to see through the hood, so it created quite a challenge. I did the thing tho, and now you get a look into my submission and slavery.
2021-01-31 02:52:30 +0000 UTC View PostAbsolutely in love with my new hoods, I popped one on today ..
Absolutely in love with my new hoods, I popped one on today and fucked my throat. I might have added a ring gag for fun. Wonderful drool and gagging. A messy bimbo is a good bimbo. I would like to be better and better at deep throating.
2021-01-25 01:42:47 +0000 UTC View PostI was used and I love it. This is the end result of a task I..
I was used and I love it. This is the end result of a task I did for a good friend. A twenty minute audio of me and my dildo gag, begging and pleading to have it taken out, then begging to be allowed to suck his cock. He used that audio later that night to orgasm. Even without being able to physically be there I was able to bring him pleasure and fulfill on my purpose. I do sell this audio, just gotta message me 💜💜💜
2021-01-21 19:22:58 +0000 UTC View PostMe to google: can you wear a ball gag with Invisalign?
Me to google: can you wear a ball gag with Invisalign?
2021-01-19 17:43:07 +0000 UTC View PostOne year and 6 months of denial, as of 1/17/2020. I received..
One year and 6 months of denial, as of 1/17/2020. I received a call from my owner after begging to cum, and he told me no. To which I then edge for hours after. I have an edging addiction. Later I put on a new corset, I’m slowly tightening it down. It’s a pretty thing!
2021-01-18 19:01:27 +0000 UTC View PostCorsets, stretching, and kitties, these are just a few of my..
Corsets, stretching, and kitties, these are just a few of my favorite things. <3
2021-01-16 01:31:59 +0000 UTC View PostLet's talk about Peach and Browser for a sec.......
Let's talk about Peach and Browser for a sec.......
2021-01-14 04:06:24 +0000 UTC View PostFun times, got roughly fucked after a wonderful spanking.
Fun times, got roughly fucked after a wonderful spanking.
2021-01-14 03:23:13 +0000 UTC View PostBack to when I first got this corset, of course I had to pai..
Back to when I first got this corset, of course I had to pair it with a pretty lingerie set. It was one of the first times I've felt pretty in a long.
2021-01-14 03:16:35 +0000 UTC View PostI am desperate My owner couldn’t have chosen a better word ..
I am desperate My owner couldn’t have chosen a better word to put on my collar. I’m desperate to edge, I’m desperate to cum, I’m desperate for cock. I’m a desperate happy little bimbo. Today marks a year of not cumming. I am not cumming today. He says there is possibility on New Years. As long as the year is 2020 I won’t be cumming. I took to time to reflect on the last year. I do not regret this. I have grown into a blossoming bimbo. Being less for him makes me a better woman. I am better without cumming. I am better for Him. I am better for myself.
2021-01-14 03:10:51 +0000 UTC View Post"I'm publicly giving my word that for the rest of my life I ..
"I'm publicly giving my word that for the rest of my life I will never cum without permission from my owner. I need to be a good girl more than I need to cum. I need to know I'm doing the right thing. And the only person I can believe when they tell me it's okay for me to cum, is someone that I trust enough to own me. I'm giving up the right to make this choice because it truly doesn't belong to me. This is a permanent change in my life. It's a realization of my true self. It is 100% wrong for who I am as a person to cum without permission. It means if I'm ever un-owned, I cannot cum, and I promise I'll never give someone ownership of me just so I can cum. It also means that if the people that own me over the course of my life are sadistic enough, I may never cum again. It's still scary even though it turns me on, but it's also reassuring that it isn't my choice. There's nothing I can do about it. Which is exactly how it should be."
2021-01-14 03:01:11 +0000 UTC View PostThis is Mine. This my collar, and my commitment. It does not..
This is Mine. This my collar, and my commitment. It does not attach me to anybody, but my submission. It is an extension of how I feel on the inside. It represents the journey I have taken, and the journey I still have yet to go. It represents the healing I have done and the healing I still have to do. It’s the symbol of the journey I have chosen. I am a bimbo. I am an object. I am property. Denial makes me better, denial completes me
2021-01-14 02:22:48 +0000 UTC View PostI am living my truth. Sometimes I forget that many of my des..
I am living my truth. Sometimes I forget that many of my desires have already turned into reality. That I am being, in my actions, the (non)person that I truly want to be. That I am no longer at the beginning of my journey. Sometimes I have to remind myself. As of right now: I've permanently given up control of my orgasms. I don't leave the house without making sure I'm as pleasing to look at as I can be. I consistently obey the man that owns me, and the men that use me, with much less resistance. I keep myself desperate and needy, so that I am more eager to please and more willing to degrade myself for the pleasure of those men. I'm constantly working on myself; obedience and appearance are the two most important things in my life; I am dedicated to them and I have made real progress in those areas. And, on top of that, I've forgotten what it feels like to cum. I actually can't remember the sensation of the body I inhabit experiencing its own orgasm. It's just a concept for me now; it's not a real thing anymore. What is real for me is feeling a man cum inside of me or on me. Feeling a man use me to reach the peak of his pleasure. Which, now that I don't cum, is also the peak of my pleasure and satisfaction. I can clearly remember what cum tastes like, and what it feels like leaking out of me. I don't know how many orgasms I've given other people since the last one I had. The orgasms of men that use me are real to me. My own orgasms are not. This is now part of my reality. Part of who I am. I am living my truth.
2021-01-14 02:20:54 +0000 UTC View Post