Hi. Sorry we've been quiet. Life has thrown some shit at us and we're trying to deal. We'll try to get back to things when we can but gotta deal with burning fires. Dm us if you have questiins/concerns.
If you can purchase/tip on anything that'd be boss bc we're having to raise emergency funds and need all the help we can get.
Thank you.
The Collective
Happy caturday our lovies!! If you have a kitteh wont you pet your pussy for us today?! We miss our furbabies.
Things have been kinda stressful. Sorry we've been quiet on here. Our modeling IG page got friggin deactivated for sexual content. Which is ridiculous bc we've seen accounts wayyyy racier than ours. Basically anytime we've posted a picture as trans queer it's been flagged. So it's really frustrating when your body is being policed as inappropriate just bc we're fucking trans. This is just a taste of the bullshit backlash we teceive as a queer person.
So yeah. Our ig is down and we're having to decide whether or not it's worth putting up a new one. We dont get much interaction on there anyways... dunno. Just feeling defeated at the moment.
The part we enjoy the most out of being here on OF is talking with yall. Those of yall that message us are so friggin sweet and we love yall so much. It means so much to us the friendships we're developing with yall. Hugs.
I'm just feelin some ways. I'm not all bubbly like A and Star. Lol. Dont mean to be doom and gloom.
We just want to be able to share our art. And modeling is an art form in our mind at least. The body isnt inherently sexual. It can be artful and not a friggin object. It gets annoying when we are simply viewed as a woman or an object of sexual desire. We are more than that. We are energy and love and connection. We just want to connect with you. Have a moment as 2 beings on this spinning rock sharing a breath and energy. Is that so wrong?
Anyways, we hope you have an amazing weekend. If yall ever want to talk to us and we havent been on here, always feel free to ping us at spooniewitch76 on our art ig.
Want to sit under a tree with me?
Jadeπ
It's titty tues! Here's some fun times when we were a 34F!!!! Our right nipple is pierced. We give you options. One with metal and one without! Lol
Today was a shit day that made ys cry. Tips would be fantabulous. Then we can buy more art supplies and be in our happy place
Jadeπ
Jade (they/she)ππ
Age 30s
Demigirl and demisexual
Nickname: office jade
What i want most in the world is time to sit quietly under a tree feeling its roots going deep into the earth, breathing with the tree swaying in the wind.
Gatekeeper and protector of The Collective
Figured we should show yall what we look like inner world. Might help you understand who each of us are a bit more. We appreciate how open yall have been and accepting of us. We are who we are and we're honestly just trying to live our lives being as loving and kind to others as we can. We know we're different. Why hide or fight it? That energy is better spent connecting with others because gods know we all need connection on this spinning rock.
I'm a workaholic. I like coffee with vanilla creamer, whip cream, and caramel sauce. I make it at home cuz screw spending 7 bucks for a cup! I have panic attacks frequently and have OCD; especially regarding my work space. I like smart ass highly intelligent people. I'm damn quick to defend others but suck at defending myself. I love to work in excel and my art is incredibly detailed oriented. My signature lipstick is matte black thrill seeker by maybelline. And my favorite color combo is neon green and black. ππ€ i love to read but it's been forever since i've picked up a book. Man saying "i" is weird. So used to referring to us in the plural now. Which is intetesting cuz we've only been "out loud" about our plurality since 2020. I get turned on by kindness and intelligence, not brute force.i've been told i'm incredibly intimidating. I cry when i'm furious. I love a good snuggle. Apparently i attract sociopaths. Lol.
Alright. Enough about me cuz it feels so weird bein all "blah blah blah me me me."
Hopefully the others will remember to do this. Or maybe they have? Lookin back through all the posts is a pain in the butt. π€£
I hope each of you are having an awesome friday. Whatcha got planned for the weekend?
Hugs.
Jade π
All work and no play makes jade a dull they.
So gonna go play!!
Lol did a lil bit of animal crossing. Now to art!
It's thundering outside. Sounds awesome.
We love storms. It reminds us of our inner world which we call The Cave. There's a waterfall outside the cave and a lush forest with a beautiful canopy. The rain makes the leaves create music. Makes it wonderful to sleep in.
We hope each of you has an amazing weekend. What are you doin?
Sending yall so much love. Wanted to say ALLOS! to our new followers. Welcome welcome! We hope you enjoy the musings of The Collective. We're a motley crew up in this noggin and we share our art as well as ourselves. And to those of you that have stuck around for the past several months, thank you!! Getting to chat with yall has been so rewarding. We love getting to know yall and try to connect with yiur spirit just a lil bit to make you smile as much as we can. Yay!
We see you!
We love you oodles with noodles!
You hecka matter like a whole lot!!
Hugs
Jadeπ
Hey everybody! It's A!
Just wanted to say hi and let you know i'm thinkin of yall today. Hope you're doing well!! Miss you!!!
Was havin fun with my purple packer! Squee
I'm a good boi! Promise!!
This is the horizontal shot that's gonna be in the book. If you're on IG check out gonzorrific. He makes amazing schlock feminist movies. We've been in 2 of them! Foxxxy and Athens Camp Killer. They were a blast to make.
Our screen name is Tori Nova. π
What we love about this shot is that we are both powerful and vulnerable here. We spent an hour exposing damn near just abput every flaw and issue we've had with pur physical form. And then we took these pictures. Instead of continuing to try and hide we're showing you the stretch marks that graced us at 10 yrs old when we suddenly developed hips but not breasts, and the bullying that ensued. We are proudly displaying our surgery scar from a ruptured appendix at 9 yrs old; we're one of the youngest cases. That double stomach that is oh so soft touch, has looked like that since we were 9. Imagine how uncomfortable dressing out for pe waa.
Everyone has issues with their bodies. Rather than try to hide behind angles and whatnot, we are chosing to finally embrace the shell that houses all of us. None or few of us may identify with the body, but Shelly sure has gone through so much to get us where we are today.
So thank you Shelly.
And thanks to each of you that are here and along for our journey. We have no clue where we're headed, and maybe that's ok.
Happy sunday to yall.
-harley
Enjoy the moment
This was a candid shot pur friend took during the interview for his uocoming book Everybodies.
We really really fucking love this shot. Normally we hate our legs and our rolls, but here were just vibin and feeling comfortable in our skin.
It's amazing what being in a safe space can do. It allows you to just be you and know you are accepted and loved.we invoke safe space here with you. Know that you all are accepted and loved by us just as you are.
We love you.
-harley
Ps it's jade in this pic btw. I think that's why we like it so much. Jade looks really happy here. A nice but rare moment.
Worked 13 hrs yesterday. Jade is fucking wiped. So my boi A and i are gonna paint a gigantic canvas entirely in glitter. Who says Pride is over? Nah fam, pride is every day you live as your authentic self.
Felt kinda cute, took a selfie.
Really wish my voice was deeper. Oh well. Being a male in a female body is weird sometimes.
-Harleyπ€π€
Happy titty tuesday cuties!! How are our lovies doing today? Ping us if you need a snuggle. Chat's always open and tips always appreciated.
Inside are a bw professional titties shot and a color selfie shot.
Enjoy!!
-jadeπ
So this passed saturday we got to sit down with a dear friend and journalist for an interview for his uocoming book Everybodies. These are the favorite pics from what he took and 2 of them will be in the book!!
In the interview we talk about how our relatiinship with our body has changed over time and what levels of acceptance and dysphoria we're at with ourselves today.
So if yall ever wondered why our tummy looks the way it does, it's bc we had a ruptured appendix a long ass time ago. And we've had a "second belly button" (the scar) ever since. We've always hated it and have always been insanely self conscious and people were cruel. But it's a part of us, just like our thunder thighs!!
Besides we are very sof!
We wanted our poses to be more natural and to show the battle scars we wear proudly of our continued existence in this flesh suit we call home.
Here's to trying to love ourselves at 47!
What do you do to accept yourself?
-Jade π
Playing around with faerie lights.
Spent the evening with a friend being interviewed and photographed for a book! So now we've been photographed for 2 books!
We are incredibly excited about this project. The book is going to be called Everbodies. We talk about our relationships with our thunder thighs, surgery scars, and how after a lifetime of battling weight and body dysmorphia we're finally starting to accept our body in its natural form. We are learning to appreciate our body rather than think of its value solely in how others view it.
It's broken as fuck but it's ours and we're appreciative of it.
And before the interview we took some aesthethic wedding shots for the neighbors of their reception area.
See. Multitask!!
And then we took these shots for yall.
Whatcha think?
Here's some A selfies for yall!!!
Our sweet sof boi just wants to love everyone and make sure you're happy and taken care of.
We feel so blessed to have this sweet shape shifter dragon in our Collective.
He/they loves to say "briiiii!!!" *that's their happy dragon noise. Lol*
Love this theyby sooo much!! @jacquefaeenby we are sorry there have been rough days. You are so amazing and we love you so much. Thank you for being our best and truest friend.
If you love seeing us together please tip and go check out their page too (know most of yall do). Ps thank you for supporting their page too. It means so much to us! And thank you to those that visit us from jacque's page!! Hugs to everyone!!
Please send tips!
Feeling soft and blendy today.
Days where you dont really know who you are are difficult.
No one is fully fronting, more like a miasma of energy and emotions.
Wanna cuddle?
Our partner took these pics.
If you wanna help us escape the bible belt so we can find a place to live without so much fear, olease consider tipping or buying pics. Pleaae and thank you. And remember we also sell our art!!
Blendy collective
Sending yall oodles of love
Oh, and if anyone is interested in like dedicated chat time type of thing it's something we're wanting to offer. Gotta figure out pricing on that?
Hugs!
These popped up in our fb memories today and thought yall might like to see them.
Floofy selfies of Star!
We loved having red and peacock hair. Jade likes our witchy mane but star misses the red. Giggle. Gotta love it when everyone inside has different hairstyles. Demona just wants it long and wants an undershave again.
Anyways, happy friday everyone!!
Wanted to take a moment to say thank you for following us. Thank you for talking with us when yall do. Thank you for bein cool with us being a system and being considerate enough to ask about us individually. Our own family wont do that. So ot means so much that yall do.
We see you. We love ypu so much. You all hecka mattee. Truly. You matter cuz you're matter!!
Wish we could just hug yall all up!
Love
A
Throwback thursday pics of when we first moved in with @jacquefaeenby
Bare walls and an open heart
-Demona ππ
Ps look at that sof tummy. This was like an in between weight time. Not the heaviest not the smallest. Smol floof.
Titty tues throwback edition
Clevage through the years. Lol
Enjoy!
Please tip us- we're trying to escape the South bc being trans is life threatening currently. We also sell our art so if you want our energy put to paper/canvas let us know!!
Good evening our sweet pet. We hope you enjoyed your weekend. We missed you.
We want to ask you something? What would you like to see here? If we were to have a menu, what sort of items would make you squirm?
Domme/sub dynamic
Feet worship
Courtesean play
Personalised photos/videos
Snapc
Asmr
Art videos/nekid drawing times
Those are just a few ideas. What do you think? Dm us and let us know. Also let us know who you'd want said things from: Demona, Jade, A, and/or Harley.
Imagination is a beautiful thing. And those of yall that have a mind's eye and can see inside, yall are super lucky! Cuz we dont have that- it's just darkness. All that to say, let your imagination run wild. We dont judge (unless you're into that and then we can totes do that). The worst that will happen is if it's something we're not comfortable doing, we'll politely say no. So let us know what you'd really desire from us?
Xo
Harley