Running to get tested and picking Sandra bullock up from the dragon sitter today !!! It hasn’t helped my moodiness (yay for post concussion moods) that he has been gone since before my birthday.
I finally found a lizard whisperer and she has been helping me nurse him back to vitality as he was having a couple of issues that were out of my ability to handle. The internet is sadly not a great resource to giving dragons the best life.
Today at 4 pm I’m wrapping up “under the skin” on my discord channel. Come and join !
Jerk off energy will be later tonight 😜 🍆 ✊💦
Meow 😢 i have a bath bomb that vomits rainbows with my name on it. I love being female but periods are the worst 😖
Excuse me while I hide a good chunk of today, I’ll let you know if im on later 💕
Getting rdy and spectrum just sent me an alert about a service outage.
I may have to Mcgyver tonight’s show with my phone as a hotspot ?
Streaming from my phone would be impossible as I cant really read what you guys say 🐒
The Urge to People.
Annoyed with limitation from the last week, and headed home after shooting a Perv Doctor scene in the valley; I was in Friday night traffic already. I got a wild hair to message a couple of friends to see what they were doing.
It’s been years so this came out of the blue for everybody who knows me; I wanted to get a drink. Those close enough to have gotten a text from me also know I’m recovering from a concussion.
I blame burning man in restoring my faith in humanity and bringing me out of my comfort zone of just people who know me.
I wanted to talk with strangers.
I have not had this urge since before Covid happened in 2020, to be honest.
Not really up for drinking and after years of driving past the blinking sign on sunset I rallied a friend to Los Globos. We’ve known each other for a while and he wasn’t sure if it’d be a sexy outing.
I wanted to just go out dancing, and said I wanted to go out as plutonic friends. It was such a relief to have that safe zone and not have to fight off unwanted distractions. I had just shot a threesome and it’s literally been a years since I’ve gone out to dance until the music ended.
I’ve discovered that while my gym opening at 8 am has been my bane, I’ve been missing out on an opportunity of dancing the night away and sleeping in. Building activity into my lifestyle with social fulfillment has me happy.
I have a fast nap after brunch and a kinky pool party to attend !
If you end up not going out tonight, I’ll be online messaging while I get caught up and rdy to get my cameras rolling again!!!!
Luv💕
Jess
Resting and healing ❤️🩹Healthy groceries delivered first thing in the morning and I’m going to do a smol hike to keep my 🩸 pumping. I feel like I’m getting so soft with the one week in the desert for burningman and now this 🫠
I had the chance to speak with my dietician, Adam (legit a priceless friendship and health ally) so I can best keep my body fed with the nutrition it needs as not going to the gym has negatively affected my appetite. Plus the nausea, etc.
He has tasked me with a new smoothie to try and I’m instructed to not go longer than 4 hours without eating. I’ve even been given the green flag to indulge in my gluten free egg rolls and potstickers 🥟 🤤
Good food to feel better is logical but challenging when I’m not moving enough imo to justify eating.
Tonight, It’s the first night going to bed, I don’t feel like my skull wants to crack open 💕
Progress 🙌
I’m hoping to be online more tomorrow to test my stamina so I can get caught up and set the live show in stone 💕
Sweet dreams and thank you for being amazing 🙏 Your love and patience excites my mind to create something new and yummy as a “thank you”.
What should it be ?🤔
The customs first and then the thing, but this lady loves planning. 🤓
Rise and shine ✨ Summer is almost over 🍂 Can you feel that autumnal equinox around the corner ?! We should celebrate the season change soon !
How do you feel with a Sunday or Monday live show and the another during the equinox (sept 22nd) for some yummy sex magic ?
I managed a smol hike yesterday and will do another smol hike this morning. I suppose as I dial back the intensity of my life to accommodate healing I may have to adjust my foods 🤕 ruuuuuude!
I still have customs to shoot, it’s like the universe is giggling at me and telling me why I should always seize the day to get shit done 🥴 I’m sorry ! My solo edit is almost done and I’ll be sending a special thank you for your patience 💕 Life lessons come in many types of packages and this one comes as a foot to the head while shooting an orgy 🙈
Go figure they suggest aerobic exercise now with concussions ? I don’t think my dr understands that when I say weight lifting, I mean heavy lifting as he gives me the thumbs up. But maybe it’ll be ok ? I’ll have to test my limits as hiking uphill had my head threatening to throb yesterday.
Screen time will remain limited as it really does exacerbate my fatigue 🙏
💕Jess
🧠 update: CT scans done 🤞 your fingers I don’t get a call back about them. No visible bruising yet and ever so slight swelling on the bridge of my nose. A vestibular specialist will be scheduled in the next week to hopefully help me with the dizzy.
Screen time needs to be limited as well as excessive stimulation. Proof comes in as a nap after my errands today, but my energy levels are somewhat improving? It was insult to injury that I get home as a dump truck was loudly banging and I could barely think to walk straight.
Cleared to workout, I just need this nausea to calm tf out. I’ve been prescribed a thing that should help me.
I’ll be sending a video out, but my messaging will be limited today as the screen fatigue is real. 💕
Concussions are no joke 🥴 I’m taking one more day to recover as the screen and my eyes don’t like each other very much 💕
Tips for ice cream and little things just to make me happy are always welcome 🐒
Will do my best to be online! A minor concussion and a pending urgent care visit, I’m terribly nauseous after getting kicked in the face while on set yesterday 💕
Unpacking and getting rdy for tonight’s show ! There is a special insult to injury after enduring a dust storm addled heat wave in the desert, just to be confronted with a tropical storm and heat wave in LA 🙈
It was a pretty good pic birthday candle IMO
