Do you want to read some poetry with me? I'm sure I can make it interesting for you😳 . I may or may not have recorded a video in this outfit... Who knows, maybe you can even hear my voice in it😋 Are you curious yet? 💕
2021-04-21 16:06:54 +0000 UTC View Post
Now that is a sharp looking booty😳 Suns out, we're still locked in, so why not take some pictures of my ass? Hope you enjoy this booty loaded set! (No booties were harmed in the making of this set🍑) Side note! I got new tattoos! The one on my wrist and the one on my nipple! Do you like them? . . (VERY) Overdue update: As you can see, my uploads are still extremely sporadic. As much as I'd love to jump right back into my old schedule, it's not realistic. What I originally thought was just a mental health dip, was in reality a burnout (imagine that, a burnout at 21🙄) which makes recovering a little slower than expected. . But now that I know, I made sure I was better prepared. I've set up a plan on how to get back at it! (like I should've done in the first place) What does that mean for you? That I'll not only be getting back, but also consistently post! (loads of videos to make up for going MIA again😅) . So there's that. It's not really a long update, huh? Ah well. Thank you for being here, and sorry it took so long! 💮💕
2021-04-14 16:02:04 +0000 UTC View Post
Could I maybe interest you in some shower time? 😳 We can enjoy the nice warm water flowing over us. And who knows, maybe we can enjoy some other things as well... 😋
2021-03-22 16:46:24 +0000 UTC View Post
Something cute, something soft and something pink! And I'm not just talking about my outfit 😉 A lil lazy day, comfy outfit that hopefully puts a smile on your face just like I have🌸
2021-03-16 17:48:04 +0000 UTC View Post
Wow whats this? A new post!? 🌸 Okay my mental health break took way longer then I hoped, but it's about time I get back to everything. I'll still take things a bit slow, but I am ready now❤️ I was not sure if I should photoshop the new scars away or perhaps even hide them. I chose to do neither. They're a part of me and they're not going anywhere anyway😅 Hope you dont mind!
2021-03-09 16:31:44 +0000 UTC View Post
Okay, I know it's not quite the noodies you were expecting but I still wanted to post these cause I thought they were kinda cute...😳 I ran out of my precious daylight (I only have a few good hours in winter) but I still want to finish this set, So you can expect a sequel for it hihihi I have loads of fun thins on my to do list, including a fuck ton of video ideas that I can't wait to work on and show you guys! I'm still taking things slow and being very cautious for my mental health. Winter is a tough time, but I'm trying to make the best of it!💕
2021-01-12 16:56:28 +0000 UTC View Post
A long, long time ago, I bought some lollypops. But I never found a purpose for them... Until now! I love to lick and suck on them, even if they make me drool a little. Maybe you can get a hint of the flavor in this extralong set!💕 I couldn't help but feel a little bratty, and what goes well with that? A streetwear type of formal wear, don't you think? Would you mind if I would act a little bratty? Or do you prefer if I'd be a good girl and obey you? 😳
2021-01-09 17:04:56 +0000 UTC View Post
While the start of the new year is still fresh, Join me in a little bit of selfcare! Fresh out of the shower, I'm soft, I'm clean and to top it off, I'm rubbing My favorite smelling lotion all over myself 💕
2021-01-07 16:32:10 +0000 UTC View Post
Okay so I actually wanted to post some pics in this for so long! Someone got this for me from my Amazon Wishlist. I really wanted to thank them, but they never left a message or anything. This legit made me sad, so I hope they can still see this. It's a really really pretty outfit, and I hope you'll like it as much as I do! 💕
2021-01-04 17:08:28 +0000 UTC View Post
Oh my... It's been a hot minute huh? Now that it's officially 2021, I really want to try to get back at it. For those wanting a bit more in-depth explanation, I'll write that below. But firstly I just wanted to thank you all for staying by my side, I might not be back to posting daily but I'm at least aiming for an every other day kinda schedule for now! I'm not accepting custom content requests yet, I hope that's all right ❤🌸 Okay so a little recap of what happened. While I'm not going to dive into any details, December started off with a hit that caused my mental health to plummet. I never wanted to take a break, but every time I touched my camera I'd be filled with anxiety and panic. After a while I told myself okay, I need to really focus on getting my strength back. Every time I felt like I was getting some more grip, something would happen that took that all away. In those few weeks, I received 4 of those hits that at the time, I couldn't quite handle. The last one being on Christmas (So unfortunately no, my Christmas was not good... not at all) Right now every thing I do takes a tremendous amount of energy, followed by more time to recover then I'm used to. Which is why I'm changing my schedule for the time being. I'm trying to get back though, I've missed you all and I think you missed me too (I think). I unfortunately can't make any promises about my upload schedule, since I'm not exactly out of 'crisis' yet. But I'll definitely try my best.💕 So that's kind of the story. I don't really know what else to say. I never expected this many of you to still be here, to still support me after I needed so much time. And I will be for ever thankful for that. I hope we can make 2021 shine bright, for each other and for ourselves. ✨❤
2021-01-02 15:41:46 +0000 UTC View Post
Though I have not yet been able to shoot, I wanted to give an update/show I'm still alive and thought why not give you guys some teasers of an upcoming SuicideGirls set? The full set won't be available for 3 more months, but I'm really excited about it. 😊 The little update part: Thank you all so much for being extremely understanding and patient with me. It's been rough, especially since my country went into full Lockdown last Tuesday. Thankfully I am still able to see my psychologist and keep working on improving myself. I was getting a bit more steady, but unfortunately the news of the lockdown took some of that away and caused a pretty heavy panic attack. I've tried getting ready to shoot a few times, but wasn't quite there yet. I do want to keep on trying, without pushing myself of course, so that I can start giving back some of the love that you've been giving me. 🌸 I always say "I have the best people supporting me", but I never expected this. Thank you so much for your patience, for the kind words, or just sticking around for me. It means a lot to me. 💕
2020-12-17 17:46:54 +0000 UTC View Post
I had actually shot this a little while ago, but never got to editing it. But here it is! I hope it's not too early to get into the holiday spirit. Though it might not look anything like it, this ribbon felt suspiciously similar to a set of nipple clamps.😳 The last picture is just cause I wanted to show how much effort I put into my pics, or maybe I just sweat a lot... Could be either one!💕
2020-12-08 16:03:53 +0000 UTC View PostHey there, I know not all of you follow my instagram, so you might not know what's going on. I feel like I owe you a little explanation on why I'm kind of absent and my posts haven't been as steady as they normally are. As mentioned before my mental health is still continuing to decline. I'm getting to a point where I am unable to handle the severity of it. Proper phrasing for that would be "crisis", though that alone is already hard to admit. There are many reasons why it got to this point, and non of them really are the main cause. I wanted to point that out, because after sharing the news that I was dumped this weekend, a lot of people criticized the person who I was with. However, just because he ended things with me, does not mean he deserved hate of any kind. It is a collection of events, things, whatever, that became to much to bear at once. This was just a final push, so to say. I'll spare you the details of my current state, as it has no added value to be known. I'm still working on fixing myself with my psychologist, though right now we're focused on avoiding any serious incidents. I wanted to say I do not intend to take a 'full break' but I can't guarantee daily posts at the moment. I can understand if that uncertainty is a reason to cancel your subscription here. And that is okay. You all know I'm not here to force you to stay, since I believe that should be your choice and your choice only. I didn't share this with you all in order to get sympathy or to be pitied. I care about my content and the people who I make it for, which is why I felt like I owed you some clarity, or transparency rather. Thank you all for being here. It's hard to put into words how much it means to me, and how much you've helped me even. While I've put a lot of pressure on myself for my content, I've also gotten so much back for it. And I'm not talking money here. Before starting my onlyfans, I had a lot of trouble enjoying anything sexual. Due to certain traumas I ended up with a lot of issues. One being, how an orgasm would hurt, a lot. And I thought that was normal. But one time when I was recording a video, it didn't. I never ended up using the video, because I started crying immediately after. Realizing what I've been missing. Though the pain still happens sometimes, I owe you all for the times when it doesn't. (If I giggle after I came, you'll know I genuinely enjoyed it) Okay, this once again ended in an essay. But I didn't want to only talk about the negative things. I guess this is the most personal thing I've shared online, but I wouldn't have been able to if it wasn't for you guys. So again, Thank you. 💕
2020-12-07 11:26:04 +0000 UTC View Post
These were taken with my camera before the battery died on me. When I looked at them, I couldn't just toss them. I hope it's alright that I'm posting some more little light pics😳💕
2020-12-04 17:11:12 +0000 UTC View Post
Little lights cheer me up, I hope you like them as much as I do! I always love seeing all the lights during December, might be my favorite thing to see all year. ✨ I was actually using my camera at first, but both batteries died on me... So thankfully I hardly use my phone so it's never empty. About yesterday, it pretty much was a non stop crying day. Which doesn't look too great on photos. However, I did not update you guys, and for that I am sorry!🌸 (I just put updates at the bottom now, since not everyone reads them, for those who do want my updates, they're here!)
2020-12-03 17:06:44 +0000 UTC View Post
Oopsie, I'm a little late. I wanted to shoot in this lingerie (again) cause it didn't really get the shoot it deserved the first time. Did I redeem myself?😋 I got this for my birthday actually, Do you like it? 🌸 I feel like the problems might be due to my eyes and not actually Lightroom (Who I keep blaming). Maybe I need to take breaks, adjust my display, or go to an eye doctor (as a last resort.) When I'm editing it appears as though the colors keep changing, so I keep editing and editing eventhough they probably were good the first time 😅 Oh well things happen.
2020-12-01 18:38:41 +0000 UTC View Post
It's the last day of November already. At the same time it feels like it went by so fast, while simultaneously it feels like it took forever! And that's why I just had to do a lil Black and White combo set! Did you enjoy this month?
2020-11-30 17:04:12 +0000 UTC View Post
This is from something I originally wasn't going to post. (So no new tattoo here yet) Just some quick pics I took with this (Fish?)net dress/top ehm what ever it is hihi. I got home after a full session of tattooing at 7pm yesterday, and just fell asleep.... I do apologize for that! The result is already amazing, but it needs a couple hours of work still. Those are planned in 2 weeks! And today, eh well, I was just very zoned out the entire morning and early afternoon. Just kinda stared out my window hehe... And that's when I saw multiple neighbors cleaning their windows... I think we know where this is going. I HAD to clean my windows too, and then my balcony glass panes too, oh and this and ugh...
2020-11-28 21:01:52 +0000 UTC View PostJust wanted to let you know that I will not be uploading today. I've already been getting more tired lately, but today I'm just exhausted. Tomorrow I'll be getting a new tattoo, so I want to be well rested for that ofcourse! I have no clue how long exactly it will take, but seeing that I'm her only client for the entire day, I'm guessing quite some hours. Super excited to show you tomorrow! 🌸 Thank you for always being so sweet and understanding. I'll make up for it, I promise! ❤️
2020-11-26 15:04:20 +0000 UTC View PostWell... So much for not spoiling you. Where I'd normally cut some bits out here and there, this time I didn't. Which led to a 17 min video😳 Though the audio is minimized (still that dang dryer), I didn't put any music under it. So maybe there are some parts where I managed to outdo the whrrrssshh sounds my dryer produced hihihi I wanted to leave both videos I made in this outfit to stay long, to make up a little for not being able to deliver my usual standards. ❤
2020-11-25 17:04:07 +0000 UTC View PostMy guess was right! It didn't fit in one video... or it might have but with a 20 minute video I might be spoiling you a bit much😉 I've been getting a lot of lovely comments on my feetsies, So they definitely play a big part in this video. Other then that, I was just having some fun! Oh I had to significantly lower the audio since my dryer was on... and well I didn't want to wait for it to finish... Keep watching till the end cause I also added a mini-blooper! Tomorrow the final part will be available! The little butt-plug isn't the only pink thing I'll be playing with😳
2020-11-24 16:28:28 +0000 UTC View Post
Oh my... I shot so many things in this outfit, it might not even fit in just 2 parts😳 But first! Picture Time! Not all moodswings are bad. I was not doing very well, or well I was doing really bad. I had this outfit layed out and put the cap on. And suddenly everything went from "This is pointless, I want to give up" to "OH MY GOD this cap is the best thing ever, Problems? What? Have you seen this cap!" So I spent the ENTIRE day shooting and filming things in this outfit cause I didn't want to take the cap off😅
2020-11-23 17:48:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Comfy selfies on a rainy day🌸 It was such a dark and sad looking day, which is always the worst for shooting anything... I had to move my mirror to directly below to the window, Good thing I haven't mounted my new mirror to the wall yet! 😅 For some reason my normal camera kind of spazzes out when it's not quite dark, and not quite light enough. Good light, yes I work. Very dark, yes I work. Some vague spot in between, hur dur I dun do no work🙃
2020-11-21 16:52:37 +0000 UTC View Post
Oh my gosh! Look what someone got me! 2 bodysuits AND 2 sets of piercings 🥺😳 I would've never imagined someone wanting to buy something for me. This felt really really special to me and I just wanted to share that! I've been wanting to get a PO box for a few months but never really got around to it. I finally got it though! I'll share the info for that soon. Don't feel obliged to get my anything! But if you do, whether it's an outfit, toy or just something nice, I'll send you some personal thank you pictures with the gift! (You can either add a little note with your name, or let me know by chat so I know where to send my thank you to!)
2020-11-20 16:36:32 +0000 UTC View Post
I wanted to make a completely blue outfit, and then I remembered I had some blue ears too! What was I supposed to do? Just not wear them?!! Not a real kitty set, but it's definitely blue! If you like my feetsies in socksies, there are definitely some pics here that I think you're going to like! As you see, I am trying out to wear some make-up on my left eye again. So hopefully I can finally catch up on those requests! If this looks a bit different then my normal edits, there's a reason. ,Apparently it was time for my Lightroom (Editing Software) to update. So why do not do that randomly, mess some stuff up so that it needed to be completely reinstalled, OH! and let's delete all my presets... I.. was not thrilled.
2020-11-19 19:07:13 +0000 UTC View Post
"Leave something for the imagination" Say no more! Today is just silhouettes! (And a teeeeny beeeny bit of light) Let your imagination run wild! ❤🌸 I could say that this is a great way to not focus on my eye, but he truth is that I felt creative/artistic. And this is something I've been wanting to do for so long. I think I I definitely improved compared to my other low-light photos. So I hope you can appreciate it!
2020-11-18 18:48:06 +0000 UTC View PostNow it's your turn to decide, are these holes convenient or not? 😉 I had way too much fun editing again. No Joke! I even made an outro that I'll probably keep using. Do you like it? Or maybe you couldn't care less, which is okay! you're here for them noods, not my fantastic editing skills of course😋
2020-11-17 16:54:20 +0000 UTC View Post
Oh how convenient, all these holes. Maybe I should find out just how useful they are 😉 Or maybe I already did, You will find out tomorrow 😋
2020-11-16 18:27:56 +0000 UTC View Post
There have been so many black, themed, dark or just very extra sets. It was time for something casual, casual cute. Having some fun with my humongous pp. If you ask nicely you can join us! 😋 I'm only wearing makeup on one eye, I partially hid the other. I did Photoshop the pics where it was looking pretty bad still. But it's FINALLY Improving!!!
2020-11-14 16:48:52 +0000 UTC View Post
I was so prepared today. Was having so much fun too, untill I made one fatal mistake... Enjoy my lil comfy cape, and a weird ass video where I play with my dirty hair. Not intended to be sexual, it's just weird but I was feeling it. I became one with the crowsnest on my head. Can't always be perfect and clean! Right...?😅 So, I finally got some wigs that I ordered in May. Yes May... Anyhoo, dumb ass me was so excited that I had to wear it/style it for a bit. Since you know, I had the time. What dumb ass me forgot is that 1 my hair was already in need for a wash (tonight!) but wigcaps/wigs just make it absolutely unfixable. So here I was mid shooting, want to get back to it... Yea not gonna happen. 😣 For some reason today I didn't mind looking gross, heck I was vibin with my selfies and my weird video. (still not sure if I should've left it out) 🤔
2020-11-13 17:40:33 +0000 UTC View Post