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2022-01-31 17:34:47 +0000 UTC View Post
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Had some fun again today! (And okay, I admit it's basically ..
Had some fun again today! (And okay, I admit it's basically every day, I just don't usually film it.) By request, this time I got out the doppler--and EKG, because I like the combination a lot more than either by itself. The sound of the monitor beeping faster and faster while I can hear my heart valves working and the bl'ood rushing.... 🥵
2022-01-28 01:47:07 +0000 UTC View PostFirst came pressure (the last video), then came release. 😅 P..
First came pressure (the last video), then came release. 😅 Please be nice, this feels a little more explicit than usual.... even for me, I know I haven't exactly been shy.
Play-by-play since it's long:
From ~1-4 minutes, fingers only.
4-5 minutes is clitoral vibration.
5-6 minutes is getting ready for the vibrator because I forgot to bring lube (though homemade worked just fine 😉)
6-10 minutes is fucking myself with the vibrator, in time with my heartbeat. At least as much as I could manage while... rather distracted.
By minute 10 I was getting desperate to cum, which I can't do without clitoral stimulation so I had to get creative to keep the vibrator inserted. Hopefully not too weird for you!
With my heart pounding faster and faster, I came around the 12:30 mark. And the rest is riding the wave back down and letting my heart settle down again.
This is a longer video than usual for those who like such th..
This is a longer video than usual for those who like such things. I did three rounds of pressure and I think the second was the best one, so if you just want to watch part of it, I'd skip to ~6:40.
Steth + EKG is definitely my favourite way to do pressure play. Hearing and seeing at the same time as my heart struggles and stumbles is SUCH a turn-on, at the time and later. I love the distorted pattern while it's crushed against my spine, but maybe even more when I release the pressure and my stressed heart is trying to relearn to pump again. It beats arrythmically, with skips and double-beats, and long pauses between some beats and then short quick runs of pounding. I picture it squeezing desperately in my chest, on the verge of quitting. Maybe someone standing by with defibrillator paddles to revive me if I go into arrest.
I know pressure isn't everyone's cup of tea, but my next video will probably be the aftermath of it making me super horny, so I hope those of you who skip this one will at least enjoy that. 😉
I've mentioned this before, but even when I make basic video..
I've mentioned this before, but even when I make basic videos recording my heartbeat, I tend to need some "me time" afterward. Here's my session after recording my visible apex heartbeat the other day. Thinking about someone being able to touch my heart so directly was a massive turn-on, so this didn't take too long!! (Apologies that my headphone cord is semi in the way of the visible neck pulse. And for stomach noises near the end. Unless you're into that, in which case: bonus content!)
2022-01-18 17:09:16 +0000 UTC View PostMy p0ppers heartbeat video got taken down! I'll make sure th..
My p0ppers heartbeat video got taken down! I'll make sure that future videos don't refer to or depict any illegal activities.... perhaps my heart is racing, but who can say why. ;)
If you really wanted that one in particular, DM me.
Someone asked me a while back if I could film a visible apex..
Someone asked me a while back if I could film a visible apex beat and I didn't think I could... but I was wrong! It's subtle and it comes and goes, but it's there -- you can see my heart pumping between my ribs.
I want you to put your palm against it and feel it pulsing against you, then switch to fingers and press against it--it feels almost like you're directly touching my heart muscle. It's such a simple, real-life fantasy but it would be incredibly arousing and intimate to experience someone palpating my heart like that while listening at the same time. 💓
Caress me, restrain me, compress my heart and listen as it f..
Caress me, restrain me, compress my heart and listen as it falters and fails. Continue until I fall into complete cardiac and respiratory arrest... then fuck me while you pump my heart for me and control every piece of me. 💓
2022-01-11 14:56:34 +0000 UTC View PostI tried out a different angle here and it doesn't have great..
I tried out a different angle here and it doesn't have great visibility -- sorry, I didn't realize my sweater was so in the way! But I hope you enjoy anyway... my pounding heart, EKG spikes, and erect nipples were all part of a very good time for me. 💓
2022-01-07 15:30:03 +0000 UTC View PostCrushing my struggling heart with a 25-lb dumbbell. 💗
Crushing my struggling heart with a 25-lb dumbbell. 💗
2022-01-03 14:51:46 +0000 UTC View PostThis is the extended version of the diaphragm and bell tour ..
This is the extended version of the diaphragm and bell tour I posted on Tumblr. Skip to about the halfway point for topless.
2022-01-02 15:26:57 +0000 UTC View PostIn case you were wondering what I was up to prior to that la..
In case you were wondering what I was up to prior to that last photo! I did about 20 minutes of pressure play (only a bit included here) and got worked up enough that I wanted to ride my biggest cock. It's pretty massive so I can only take it if I'm really turned on and go slowly. You'll see it's a bit of a struggle. But I love how it feels and it makes my heart beat a little differently, sometimes even skip. 🥵
Some caveats: (1) There are some sound issues throughout the video -- sorry about that! I'll try again another time but it was okaaaay so I figured I'd post anyway. No refunds. 😉 And (2) please ignore the weird splotches on my dildo. It's clean, but I stored it one time with audio cables and they somehow dyed it. idefk.
Happy holidays, all!
Two days before Christmas and I'm doing my best to end up on..
Two days before Christmas and I'm doing my best to end up on the naughty list. 😈
2021-12-23 19:34:54 +0000 UTC View PostI received a request here on OnlyFans for an exercise heartb..
I received a request here on OnlyFans for an exercise heartbeat exam, so of course the full version is OnlyFans-appropriate, versus the shorter one I posted on Tumblr. What's a proper stress test without nipples?! 😉
I hate squats, but I love hearing my heart’s reaction to them. Gradually quickening as I hold the first one, pumping harder and harder, shaking my chest with every beat. It gets a tiny break when my legs started burning too much, but not much of one, because I just went up and down instead. Poor heart, barely keeping up with the stress I put on it. So close to fibrillating... just a few chaotic beats away... 😅
Steth me thoroughly and check me over, please. I’d never re..
Steth me thoroughly and check me over, please.
I’d never really tried palpating my abdomen before, or even thought about it prior to being exposed to some of the more general medfet folks on here. I liked it a surprising amount!
To the person who is submitting these questions on Tumblr: J..
To the person who is submitting these questions on Tumblr: Just stop. You're wasting your time -- I'm not going to answer them, no matter how many you submit. They have nothing to do with cardiophilia, they're not about Tumblr content, and frankly they're pretty dumb.
Edit: I hate posting things like this because I don't want other people to worry about asking questions. Please do! I don't mind questions/suggestions as long as they're on-topic (cardiophilia, resus, medfet, etc.)! And even if I don't like something, I'll usually just ignore it because I'm not perfect either. This person (if it is just one person -- seems like it from the content and writing style) is just getting on my nerves.
I did some pressure play earlier that you can see on Tumblr ..
I did some pressure play earlier that you can see on Tumblr and it made me *really* horny, so it seemed like a good time to record that dopplergasm some of you have been waiting for! I also brought out my favourite vibrator for the occasion. Not my most seamless production to date, lol--I could use more hands. But I hope you enjoy the authenticity... I certainly enjoyed. 😉💓
2021-12-06 00:19:55 +0000 UTC View PostMore playing with the doppler, just listening to the sound o..
More playing with the doppler, just listening to the sound of my heart pumping.
Warning again! Please mind your ears, as I'm still getting used to how much gel you need to avoid distortion.
Thank you very much to those who donated to support my purch..
Thank you very much to those who donated to support my purchase of a doppler! There will be a NSFW video in the future, but for now I just wanted to try it out... and ended up playing with it for 2+ hours last night. 😅
I have this video where it's paired with the EKG -- which I think is my preference -- and another one with just the doppler that I'll upload in a minute. I love hearing the sound of my heart working. Something about the doppler makes it so easy to picture the thick muscle pulsing with every pump. 💓
Warning! Please mind your ears, as I'm still getting used to how much gel you need to avoid distortion!
This is the final video I'll share from my bath the other ni..
This is the final video I'll share from my bath the other night, and there's no sexual content in this one. I hope you're not too bored of them! I personally enjoy the sound of my pounding heart in this one, and the thought of someone running their hands up my hot, wet skin to feel it thrusting against them. If you wanted to put your hand on my chest and force my head under the water, well... all the better. 💓
2021-11-28 18:42:27 +0000 UTC View PostEDIT: It's happening! Thank you so much to those who contrib..
EDIT: It's happening! Thank you so much to those who contributed -- the doppler is ordered and I'm excited to make a video once it arrives! 💓
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I'm thinking about buying a doppler (audio only) on Cyber Monday so that I can hear my heart in a new way. If you have a few bucks and want to see a doppler video, add a tip to your favourite of my posts!
(As always, only give if you want to support my kink-sharing. Many people need the money more than I do this time of year; this just for fun. )
Bath fun, part 2. As I said in the last one, I usually liste..
Bath fun, part 2. As I said in the last one, I usually listen to my heart with a stethoscope when I'm playing alone and that's what turns me on. But this time, with my heart pounding so hard and visibly, I didn't need it -- I touched myself in time to my heartbeat throughout a lot of it and could feel my pulse through my whole body.
Side note: For those who have requested a vibrator session, I'll get to it eventually. I use fingers more often and in the bath was definitely not the time, since my favourite vibe isn't waterproof. ;)
This evening, I spent a very pleasant hour torturing my hear..
This evening, I spent a very pleasant hour torturing my heart in a hot bath. I love the strain the hot water puts on it, pushing it up to about 160 BPM in this clip while I just lay there enjoying its struggles. I could feel my poor heart pumping harder and harder as it got faster, until I could feel it pulsing throughout my entire chest, in my throat, in my belly, everywhere. I normally have a second steth when I'm recording so that I can listen while you do, but I didn't need it this time -- my racing heart was all I could hear and feel. 💗🥵
(I recorded a few clips in the bath but I don't want to spam you with them all at once! You can expect one or two more in the next few days.)
I'm curious, which type of content do you most want to see (..
I'm curious, which type of content do you most want to see (or see more of)?
2021-11-16 21:55:59 +0000 UTC View PostBy recent request, an EKG recording from resting HR to clima..
By recent request, an EKG recording from resting HR to climax and back to resting. My audio cable for heartbeat sound died so I'm limited to other things right now, but I hope you enjoy regardless! (I did.)
2021-11-16 17:46:42 +0000 UTC View PostThis is in response to a recent request: My fist mimicking t..
This is in response to a recent request: My fist mimicking the pumping of my heart, as its beats are monitored by the EKG. (In hindsight left hand would have been better, but I'll remember that for next time.)
2021-11-15 02:09:30 +0000 UTC View PostThe sedative has been administered, doctor. The patient is m..
The sedative has been administered, doctor. The patient is minimally conscious and stable. As you requested, her heart activity is being monitored continuously by the EKG, with every beat captured for your examination. Her heart rate and breathing are steady at this time; you can begin your work.
2021-11-12 20:57:00 +0000 UTC View PostHi, welcome to my channel! Below are a few notes that may be..
Hi, welcome to my channel! Below are a few notes that may be useful, but feel free to skip right past this to the naughty stuff.
💓 Why no subscription fee? I don't like feeling like I owe anyone a particular type or frequency of content. I'm doing this for fun and I'll keep doing it as long as it is fun and doesn't feel like an obligation.
💓 Tips are welcome! If you like what I'm doing and want to thank me with a tip sometimes, please do! But only give what you can afford. Any tips I get will go toward cardio toys.
💓 Commissions vs. suggestions: I'm not going to take commissions for the same reason as above, but suggestions are always welcome. Please DM them to me if you have them, don't spam the comments.
💓 Please don't send me heartbeat recordings or other media (looking at you, dick pics). And if you're thinking about it, with me or anyone, ASK FIRST. I will probably say no, but you owe me the courtesy of asking. As for why it's a no: I'm a sharer, not a listener. And unsolicited dick pics are just gross. Trust me, no matter what you look like, it's not gonna turn me on.
💓 I post more regularly on Tumblr than here, and you might like a lot of the content even though it's not explicit. My username is slightly different: add a 'ure' to the 'tort' and you've got it. (OnlyFans doesn't like that word.)
💓 Thank you for being kind to me and each other in the comments! We're all just weird humans with statistically unlikely kinks up in here.
Love,
TSR
This is kind of like a behind the scenes of posts like my kn..
This is kind of like a behind the scenes of posts like my knifeplay and breathplay videos on Tumblr... though more of an 'after the scenes' I suppose. This is why I make content -- this happens after most of the things I film. 😅
2021-11-10 18:31:56 +0000 UTC View PostMonitoring every frantic beat of this pounding heart. 💓
Monitoring every frantic beat of this pounding heart. 💓
2021-11-08 14:20:48 +0000 UTC View Post