ALAS, shit went absolutely bonkers for me again. Instead of over-explaining, please accept a quickly edited collection of thirst traps as an apology to tide you over until I'm back. (First one is of me today 😘)
2023-05-24 20:49:00 +0000 UTC View Post
UPDATE: a sweet lil puppy got it for me 🥰 I said I DIDN'T NEED IT but then my friend told me you can fuse crazy shit together and people are breaking the game, and now I. NEED. IT. Buy me the new Legend of Zelda and I will love you foreverrrrr 😭🙏 I'll private livestream myself topless while I start playing it or something, idfk I really haven't thought it out I'm just a hyperactive lil nerdy babe and I wanna gaaaaameeee https://throne.com/xilbabe/wishlist/item/637aec21-e327-49cf-a340-15aeb81afb03
2023-05-15 21:01:57 +0000 UTC View PostFricken dying over how I start with "even though there's really not a lot to say" and proceed to have to cut this down from 12 full minutes of ranting 😂 This is a full fledged med/life update, not an announcement of a comeback (let alone a cumback). I really don't have it in me to feel the pressure of being constantly any form of sexy/cute or interactive when I log on, but I'm considering uploading some more previously recorded PPV (when I can handle editing) and maybe doing some more ranting educational/info dumping if anyone is interested? Either just about me personally, or about the random medical shit I legit use all my free time researching when I'm not trying to hold my bones together. I actually do know a fuckton about psychology and communications, specifically (even as a 5 time community college dropout), and would be inclined to post more if y'all would be receptive to armchair-specialist posts in poorly edited video form like this one. I also understand if that is COMPLETELY not your vibe, and I'll probably make a poll about it, and won't be offended by honesty. But if you by chance read this and would enjoy that content, I would adore a comment on this post to let me know. Thanks Babes, 🖤 Xil
2023-05-15 02:10:35 +0000 UTC View Post
Biopsy is tomorrow. Withdrawal from Cymbalta still in full swing Met my new sleep doc today. Turns out sleep apnea can cause excess amounts of adrenaline *Screams in norepinephrine* Ordering the CPAP next week. Then I still have psychiatry and regular therapy on Thursday. And then I gotta drive on my sciatica ass for hours for a tv show concept meeting this weekend. I do not feel good and I'm still not checking messages at this time. If I read any messages later that feel like a guilt trip, you're getting charged the Douchebag Tax, which will be a PPV DM that's actually just being a list of every single side effect and symptom I have been going through in 💥graphic💥 detail. My persistent chronic illness is more important than your boner.
2023-05-02 02:01:54 +0000 UTC View PostI'm not checking messages, I'm just popping in to let you know I've been having mad medication issues and am currently dealing with the withdrawals of my current SNRI. I don't feel good and it ain't cute. 🖤
2023-04-30 02:14:39 +0000 UTC View Post
Update: a very good daddy got it for me 🥰 This collar is my featured gift on my Throne account and I can't lie, all I think about when I masturbate is getting to wear this shiny number and show off 🥵 Be the one to buy it and I'll make SUCH a fun thank you video 🥰 https://throne.com/xilbabe
2023-04-22 23:21:28 +0000 UTC View Post
While I'm over-sharing: Just rage wrote my psychiatrist about these antidepressants I've been on since February. If ya haven't noticed, I've been a lot more sporadic and uninspired. If you've never been prescribed, PLEASE realize that it takes weeks to months to even see any type of results, good or bad. And it's a pain in the God Damn dick. My jaw hurts from nervous clenching, I'm emotionally drained from doing even one simple task. I have MOUNTAINS of doctors appointments just trying to figure out what underlying bullshit is making this Long COVID chronic fatigue SO debilitating. And then my body enjoys taking medications that are supposed to ease some pain and instead make it SO MUCH WORSE. So, follow and enjoy my free page for the sexy and adorable moments, but also remember that I am literally a human being and I don't owe it to anybody to pretend that I don't have shit going on. Tbh, I ONLY want fans that respect and care about me as a real person. I am an intelligent, multi-faceted, eccentric, and nuanced woman, and THAT is the niche you sign up for when you decide to be a fan of my page. I'm a pissed off and disabled anti-capitalist and I refuse to put up with bullshit that doesn't promote those very important parts of myself. In conclusion, idfk go read The Wife Of Bath's Tale in Canterbury Tales and get back to me kthxbye
2023-04-21 01:26:24 +0000 UTC View Post
I've legit lost some fans since my post last night which, ngl, is some pretty weak shit. But ALSO a very good boy 😘 bought me a fun new present from Throne AND it came with these fricken dope ass stickers that they'll NEVER get to witness now!! So, whose loss is it REALLY, hmmm???
2023-04-20 23:32:24 +0000 UTC View Post
Update: Had to schedule a booby biopsy due to some results at the doc today. My lil bitties; my Adorable A-cup Apples 🍎; the nip noppers that I Adore SO much 😭 To show them the love they deserve in the 13 days until that appointment, I'm offering a Hail Mary Special: send me a compliment and an $8 tip (because it looks like sideways boobies 👀) and I'll send you a candid, flashing, titty pic. The gals could use some support rn (not just because I refuse to wear a bra), so any love and good vibes are appreciated 🙏🖤
2023-04-20 04:03:29 +0000 UTC View Post
Trying to FINALLY finish my taxes, but Yara said it's time for a break. Even I'm pussy-whipped 😽
2023-04-17 20:40:11 +0000 UTC View PostUmm EXCUSE YOU, my eyes are down here 😛
2023-04-14 03:27:39 +0000 UTC View Post
Maybe you just wanna see me as a cum slut ready to swallow your load. I get it, I have a very fuckable mouth 😈
2023-04-10 02:14:35 +0000 UTC View PostMe and my worship kink when I get compliments
2023-04-10 02:04:54 +0000 UTC View Post
Wanted to make an artful piece about my stretch marks and belly and how real my body is, and how I'm a sucker for compliments and would love to be buttered up some more. But omfg my photo editor has a specific lens flair option and I am SCREAMING laughing at how funny I can edit all the pics of my nip noppers from now on oh my GOD 😂 *Pew Pew* mofuckers!
2023-04-10 00:59:13 +0000 UTC View Post
If you watched my stories today: couldn't stand it anymore! Forgive me Daddy, for it has been WEEKS since I've cum like a good girl 🥵, and I needed it soooo bad. 7 minutes of me grinding my vibrator on my clit, wishing it was your mouth 🤤 Hope you don't mind my chubby belly and how funny my expressions are every time go off 👀💦 (Sometimes I'm embarrassed by my red little O-Face okaayyy)
2023-04-08 22:39:24 +0000 UTC View PostOkay legit I didn't even connect making this a type of ad before BUT I have some hands free clit vibrators on my wishlist that would seriously make all facets of my life easier AND I always send a personal thank you message with me using/wearing/playing with any gifts you buy me. (You can also suggest something that you would prefer too...) I hate popping on here all grumpy all the time. Even if you're curious, take a peak? throne.com/xilbabe/wishlist
2023-04-07 05:20:33 +0000 UTC View Post
I'm also more than aware that my lewd posts gets more interaction than my real ones do. But y'all might not realize that my most spoiled daddies are the ones who love that side of me the most. And who spoil me first 😝 If you haven't noticed, I'm here for quality, not quantity.
2023-04-07 04:01:06 +0000 UTC View PostGot real mad about capitalism again oooops
2023-04-07 03:47:08 +0000 UTC View PostCan't masturbate with this neuropathy. Taking out my frustration with sass and smoking.
2023-04-04 23:44:45 +0000 UTC View PostPopped into do a little update during my health hiatus, only to be absolutely shooketh that my page made it over 700 fans?!?! Lil pic to showcase my gleeful surprise! Video is the personal update (if you're into those). Thanks for always being the bestest babes a girl could ever ask for! 😘
2023-04-04 22:21:51 +0000 UTC View PostSmoking kinks always welcome (I'm doing it anyway lmao)
2023-03-28 03:10:59 +0000 UTC View PostThe one I forgot was a Long COVID clinic!!!
2023-03-28 02:58:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Love love LOVE getting surprise presents in the mail! Anything you'd like to see me in? Suggest it on my Throne! https://throne.com/xilbabe
2023-03-24 21:08:54 +0000 UTC View PostShould I re-bleach the under layer of my hair
2023-03-22 06:09:28 +0000 UTC View Post
