It has been just over a year since top surgery, and just under a year since I took the photos on the left. It's hard to put into words what I feel looking at these comparisons, but I'll try.
First I notice the purely physical changes: puckered fresh wounds healed to tight scarred skin. Wider lats and shoulders. Thicker neck. Bigger arms and abs and pecs. Leaner face. Longer hair.
Then I see the more ephemeral changes. The ease of posture. The more confident smile. The lack of makeup. The healing bruises from a good weekend. Their collar on me.
Despite all this, I've felt a little lost with myself, lately. I can feel myself changing and growing at a rapid pace, so fast it gets disorienting. At the same time, I'm the happiest I've ever been. I am so grateful to be alive and to be myself and to have the life I do. To know the incredible humans I do. To be open to the world in the way I am safe and healthy enough to be.
A year is a good time to reflect and marvel at how much has changed, and look forward to the next. ❤️🔥
👹 🎃 🥀 𝔸𝕤𝕥𝕣𝕒𝕝 ℙ𝕣𝕠𝕛𝕖𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 🥀 🎃 👹
First, please congratulate @u85034347 for winning September's raffle!!!
***By joining or rebilling my VIP page in October, you are automatically entered into my monthly raffle!***
On November 1 I will use a RNG to select one winner from my list. That person will get a ***free 5 minute custom video***!
(Terms and conditions: No purchase necessary; this is simply an extra prize. I'll use your name in the video if you want! 😊 Prize will not be private / exclusive unless negotiated for under regular price structure; meaning, I have the right to edit and resell. I have the ultimate right to refuse or modify any request.)
***Thank you for being an amazing bunch!! Good luck!!*** 😚🖤
A love note to my hands... They are strong. They are scarred. They survive. Their strength isn't hardness - it's dexterous, caressing, carrying. My hands give and receive pleasure. They nourish me and exert my will on the world. They open for blessings. They close around blessings.
𝙎𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙮 𝘿𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙪𝙥 𝙋𝙚𝙜𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙅𝙊𝙄
I picked out an outfit for you, baby... I show you each piece, telling you how good you're going to look wearing it for me, as I strap on my big harness to fuck your pussy like the girl you are. 😈
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If you didn't grab my latest scene with @knottyrellkey you are MISSING OUT. It's got fucking everything - anal, pegging, spanking, spitting, and even somehow-pervy kissing. 🥵 Check your DMs or tip $10 for all 52 minutes. 🖤🔥
***FOLSOM STREET FAIR***
If you've never heard of it, the Folsom Street Fair is an annual outdoors kink festival in San Francisco!! It is huge and amazing and wonderful and beautiful - and I hadn't been since 2019! It was so fucking good to be back and to see all the beautiful free people who attended! 🥰🌈
After attending the amazing Twisted Windows show Saturday night, I walked the fair on Sunday, soaking in the sights and sounds of live kink performances, demonstrations, and happy attendees. I got to say hello to other performers I've met before, catch up with friends, and even shake hands with folks I only knew from the internet!
If you ever make it out to SF, try to get to Folsom - there's nothing like it on earth!
***BLOOPER ALERT!!*** In our latest video, @knottyrellkey and I both REALLY wanted to try Amazon position! It's a really hot position where the receiver is on top, and fucks themself on their partner's cock - I recommend looking it up! 😛 Unfortunately, we weren't *quite* able to put it into action...clearly more experimentation will be needed in the future, lol.
