i’m in a better mental place i’m sorry that took me so long to get out of that rut that was not a fun time. Thank you for everybody who has stayed with me !
2024-08-02 21:28:12 +0000 UTC View Post
bad shit just keeps happening lol. I got kittens and one of them passed away and i haven’t been dealing with it the best. I am genuinely so sorry for not being here the past few weeks i don’t deal with animals passing well. (little lady on the left passed away RIP Azula, her sister Kyoshi is still alive and doing a lot better)
2024-07-08 21:51:53 +0000 UTC View Post
IM SORRY IVE GONE MISSING BUT IM BUILDING A HOUSE. I’ve been working 12+ hr days just to get shit done and i’m so tired. I’m gonna probs do a free sub or at least $3 sub cause god damn i have not been here at all. MB pimps i will be better but this needs to get done 😭 now that i’m starting to create my own space im gonna feel a lot better about posting and creating content i hope
2024-06-21 14:52:34 +0000 UTC View Post
I was gonna lie and say i got covid and that’s was i’ve been MIA but that’s fucked up because u guys mean a lot to me 😭 i’m gonna be real with you i’ve been just feeling like ugly as fuck and no amount of me feels attractive enough to take a picture and post it cause i’m judging myself harshly and ik you guys wouldn’t but some people are also mean and what if they make comments about my insecurities and UGH makes me wanna cry. I’m sorry guys 😭 The winter in the woods and me having to make food all the time and no take out meant so much fried food and potatoes pretty much no other vegetables 😭 and fruit is so expensive out of season 😭 i’m back at fluctuating between 148-154 pounds and that was the weight my ex said a lot of mean shit about me at so i’m just extra sensitive 😭 My skin also got real fucked up cause of stress and then i pick everything on me so they took forever to heal plus created more pimples. MY SKIN IS CLEAR NOW THO SO W. I’m trying to work out more now and to eat better but it’s going to take awhile to feel better about myself. Weighing myself and seeing it that high triggered my ED and idk shit is just rough rn 😭 i’m really sorry for not posting and I hope my old content has been enough for at least the little bit i was away.
I’m so sorry i haven’t gotten to anybodies dms and havent sent customs in a good minute. I have everything ready to send i just haven’t left my cabin in literal months. I be anxious and feel gross about myself. i’m probably gonna give myself another day to answer dms cause it’s really making me anxious about how long it’s been and i hate disappointing you guys
i had family come over and it was the absolute worst i felt like i was in hell😭 im gonna answer dms tomorrow but i’m sorry sorry i left u guys again
2024-05-30 01:42:08 +0000 UTC View Post
i have family visiting rn and bro does that put a damper on things cause i am in host mode but it’s okay! I’m really sorry u guys are getting the short end of the stick 🥺 i’m also so sorry for not responding to dms yet i am trying to get thru some at a time but i just feel so guilty when i can’t just sit down and finish them all in one go 🥲
2024-05-22 18:30:50 +0000 UTC View PostIM SO SORRY I GOT MY PERIOD i honestly didn’t even realize it was coming i was 100% okay then BAM i woke up in my own gross bl00d LMAO gross. I get really bad pain but it’s all over now! Still on it but the pain has gone away! I will be sending out the free subs cause i’m a dummy for the people who haven’t gotten their custom yet. I am so sorry i will grovel and beg for forgiveness in dms
2024-05-20 22:07:27 +0000 UTC View Post
hello my beautiful people i’m going to the barn tomorrow i’m going to give my horse a bath and trim her hooves so i’ll be there for awhile! ALL CUSTOMS SHOULD BE SENT OUT TOMORROW! IF NOT YOU WILL BE SENT A FREE 3 MONTH SUB!
2024-05-15 18:21:19 +0000 UTC View Post
to all my new peeps i live in the middle of the woods 😭 it takes me 15 minutes just to load ONE 1.30 min video. I am the most impatient person in the world im so sorry that it’s taking me so long to roll customs out 😭
2024-05-13 15:14:02 +0000 UTC View Post
WERE COSPLAYING TODAY! nothing fun (for u) just the gamer supps waifus! Sorry it’s been taking me so long to roll customs out. I still haven’t left the cabin so i can only get one loaded a day 😭
2024-05-13 14:47:31 +0000 UTC View PostMY ABSOLUTELY BAD PIMPS i got so busy with cleaning and working and oml bro had to drive 3 hrs 6 hrs total just to get my car inspected cause they don’t do what i need here in my area i am now 😭 but technically i’m still attached to my mom’s address cause i don’t have a address up here yet. It’s all so stressful MB BUT HERE IS A VIDEO FOR YOU ! i’m going to get to all my dms tonight. I’m also going to try to start sending out customs at the cabin but i usually can’t get anything loaded under 4 hrs even if it’s like 2 minutes. I am so sorry again 😭
2024-05-10 13:02:23 +0000 UTC View Post
it’s pink like a strawberry LOL
2024-05-07 00:06:03 +0000 UTC View Post
sun tanning and tiddies i will HAVE A SLIGHT TAN THIS SUMMER my freckles are starting to come in more too cause the sun
2024-05-04 20:59:14 +0000 UTC View Post
i just measured how big my boobs are and holy shit guys i’m a 30G what the actual fuck my boobs are huge SO GOD DAMN HEAVY. All is well tho cause they’re hot af sorry i haven’t been responding to dms the past week i’ve been very overwhelmed and felt like if i opened a dm i had to open them all and felt too guilty to even open the website but it’s okay my brains weird. I am going to respond to half today and half tomorrow !
2024-05-01 17:39:34 +0000 UTC View Post
THE DOCKS ARE BACK OUT THE WEATHER IS NICE ( a little too hot/humid but beggars can’t be choosers) RAHHH I CAN FEEL THE DEPRESSION LEAVING MY BODY
2024-04-30 11:51:20 +0000 UTC View Post
SORRY FOR GOING MIA MY FRIENDS MY PERIOD WAS ROUGH BUT I AM BACK!
2024-04-25 18:35:24 +0000 UTC View Post
im going to answer dms tomorrow!
2024-04-17 00:50:44 +0000 UTC View Post
sorry i didn’t post last night guys my body like shut down and i got the spins and really tired + my tinnitus got really bad then i got really sweaty then my belly hurt so bad and then i passed out on the floor idk what was wrong but i felt like i was dying LMAO but i’m all good now!
2024-04-14 14:37:51 +0000 UTC View Post
did anybody else see the eclipse
2024-04-08 20:35:47 +0000 UTC View Post
ITS SUNDRESS SEASON (it’s still a little cold but nobody can stop me from wearing a sundress without a bra or panties)
2024-04-07 18:42:56 +0000 UTC View Post
