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2024-09-17 00:38:55 +0000 UTC View Post
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I hope everyone had a good weekend! Also I’m planning on goi..
I hope everyone had a good weekend! Also I’m planning on going live this week, probably on Friday ❤️
2024-09-15 22:42:26 +0000 UTC View PostGave my realcock dildo a sloppy blowjob, then I end up fucki..
Gave my realcock dildo a sloppy blowjob, then I end up fucking myself with it 💦
I hope you love this one! 🥰
My toenails are actually painted 🥳
My toenails are actually painted 🥳
2024-09-13 23:34:18 +0000 UTC View PostToday was a pretty good day :))
Today was a pretty good day :))
2024-09-13 00:41:25 +0000 UTC View Postlike my stockings? (leg warmers? socks? idk what they're cal..
like my stockings? (leg warmers? socks? idk what they're called)
2024-09-11 20:41:22 +0000 UTC View PostThank you everyone for all the kind comments and messages ab..
Thank you everyone for all the kind comments and messages about my post yesterday. I'm sorry if I've been a little bit of a bummer the past couple weeks 😂 But it means so much to me that I can always been real and honest with you guys, and it means even more that y'all care ❤️
2024-09-10 20:10:45 +0000 UTC View Postunrelated caption/possible boner killer post ahead ❗️ I kno..
unrelated caption/possible boner killer post ahead ❗️
I know I mentioned on Friday that my sister came to stay with me for the weekend, and that was because I’ve still been struggling a bit and needed some extra support. I’ve been debating if I should even write this post, but long story short I’ve been experiencing really terrible anxiety since I moved. I don’t regret moving, but I think it was just a lot of change, and it happened really quickly. I don’t do too well with change in general, and this is probably the biggest change I’ve gone thru in my adult life so far. (I know moving in general isn’t that big of a deal, but there are just a lot of personal reasons why this move was significant for me.)
The anxiety has also been spreading into all other aspects of my life which is SO ANNOYING lol. If I am being very honest, I have been struggling a lot with my body image. I know it sounds ridiculous but my brain has just been convincing me that I don’t look good in any content I make. I truly don’t understand it, because the past few months on onlyfans have been my best ever, yet I’m telling myself that no one likes me or my content?? I know a lot of it stems from me comparing myself to other creators (I’ve had a bad habit of doing this a lot lately), I guess combined with the overall anxiety I’ve been feeling. I’m really trying to remind myself that I don’t need to look like anyone else, that I’m here to be me and people like that. I’ve been feeling bad about myself for not looking like a perfect porn star, but I don’t think that’s even what I want my onlyfans to be. I love that I can be a real person with a real body that also loves to be horny on the internet.
The worst part is that I’ve been having a hard time eating and sleeping which of course makes everything worse. It’s literally 3am right now when I’m writing this and I’m wide awake 🥲 I’ve been trying to take edibles some days so that maybe I’ll get the munchies and actually eat enough lol.
Idk really where I’m going with all of this haha, but I felt like it was important to share? And I feel like talking to you guys about this could be helpful/therapeutic in some way. In all of my anxiety, talking and connecting with y’all has truly been a helpful way for me to cope, so I hope you don’t mind me being vulnerable. It’s kinda scary putting all this out there about myself honestly! But it’s important to me that this is a space I can be myself, so I hope you don’t mind.
I’m not going anywhere, and I plan on getting thru this shit. I have a good therapist and I have some anxiety medication I’ve used in the past that I’m starting again 🤞🏻 I guess if anyone has any advice/went thru anything similar, feel free to let me know! It would be nice to not feel alone in this.
I truly hope y’all have been doing better than me the past few weeks haha. It is kinda funny to write all this next to a picture of me naked lmao.
Thank you if you’re still reading this. Thank you for sticking with me. I’m doing my best out here :)
Hi everyone, I apologize for the last minute announcement bu..
Hi everyone, I apologize for the last minute announcement but I will be taking a quick break over the weekend. My sister is coming to stay with me so I want to focus on spending time with her. See y’all on Monday, I hope you have a good weekend ❤️❤️
2024-09-06 12:15:15 +0000 UTC View Post
Enjoy the little strip tease 😘
Enjoy the little strip tease 😘
2024-09-02 20:56:17 +0000 UTC View Post
This little bikini is the perfect balance between lingerie a..
This little bikini is the perfect balance between lingerie and naked lol
2024-08-31 23:35:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Haven't done a top-down view video in a long time so I wante..
Haven't done a top-down view video in a long time so I wanted to make a new one! I hope you enjoy and cum with me 😉
2024-08-28 22:16:09 +0000 UTC View PostThank you guys for always being so nice and caring, I'm so g..
Thank you guys for always being so nice and caring, I'm so grateful to have such a good group over here 🥺❤️
2024-08-27 21:09:15 +0000 UTC View PostHere’s a little life update if you care to listen! ❤️ (I’m s..
Here’s a little life update if you care to listen! ❤️
(I’m sorry I’m bad at talking so I ramble at times 😅)
Edit: y'all have honestly made me tear up reading your messages and comments. Thank you x a million for your support and for caring ❤️ I'm very lucky to have y'all
I know I’m a little behind on answering DMs but I’ll get ful..
I know I’m a little behind on answering DMs but I’ll get fully caught up tomorrow 🖤🖤
2024-08-25 23:58:03 +0000 UTC View PostI hope everyone is having a great weekend ❤️❤️
I hope everyone is having a great weekend ❤️❤️
2024-08-25 00:31:23 +0000 UTC View PostI love making these little videos for y’all 😁❤️ happy Friday..
I love making these little videos for y’all 😁❤️ happy Friday!
2024-08-23 14:03:53 +0000 UTC View Post
I honestly had a terrible day (my whole week isn’t really go..
I honestly had a terrible day (my whole week isn’t really going great lol) so I think I deserve to sit on someone’s face 🥲
2024-08-22 01:15:04 +0000 UTC View PostI hope y’all are ready for a bunch of pics of me in this bik..
I hope y’all are ready for a bunch of pics of me in this bikini 🥰🥰
2024-08-20 17:38:26 +0000 UTC View PostHad to try out my new shower head 😉 (also yes there are seve..
Had to try out my new shower head 😉 (also yes there are several cuts bc my phone kept falling while I was recording 👌🏻)
2024-08-18 23:23:54 +0000 UTC View Post
Just wanted to make a quick post to say thank y’all so much ..
Just wanted to make a quick post to say thank y’all so much for hanging with me while I’ve been working on moving! I appreciate everyone’s patience as I’ve been less active answering DMs and posting on snap. But I’m really hoping to be back to my normal schedule starting next week ❤️
2024-08-16 00:15:39 +0000 UTC View Post