I woke up like this in the middle of the night.. Would've been a shame to not take care of it before going back to bed, right?
Don't worry. I recorded everything. 😏
🩷 NEW VIDEO TOMORROW
🎬 Bloopers & some thoughts 💭
I wanna share something that I have touched on in many one-on-one conversations here since the release of my new collab, something that has really moved me. 🙏🏼♥️
This being my first topping scene recorded, a lot of you asked how I felt making it. I can honestly say I was really excited, and ofc a bit nervous too 🤭 ... Not to mention horny, haha! 😝 When I edited the video and looked through all the content again, I was also a bit hesitant. It's common to fall into the idea that all everyone ever wants when it comes to sex tapes is the hardcore rough pounding. Now, don't get me wrong! As you well know, I like it rough. Really rough 😂😜 And while I was being dominant in this collab, the video was overall also very intimate and sensitive.
I have loved reading all the messages this weekend and the feedback, and I'm so happy to see how you cheer on for the authentic moments of consent and compassion just as much as the thirstrapping fuck scenes in the video. I think that is (you are) very beautiful. ♥️
Some scenes that I didn't leave in the final cut also shows how much fun we had making it. I struggled to keep a straight face sometimes, I really did! 😂🙈. We are both very close to laughter when we work together, and it's safe to say I had a really good time creating this video with Danny.
Feel free to watch some of the outtakes that didn't make the final cut! ☝️😆
And finally, please remember when, in the near future, I release new collaborations and videos where the sex might be very rough, "humiliating" and filthy, that in every piece of content I ever make and share there will always be the same foundation of consent, compassion and respect between me and whoever I work with. Always! 👊♥️
(Even in scenes with provocative roleplays, tears running down my eyes from getting my throat fucked so hard, or me screaming my lounges out from getting railed like a little fucking whore!)
Everything you've been waiting for... is here.
I'm still blown away by the reaction from my collaboration back in November. It filled me with so much gratitude, excitement and motivation! I've channeled all of it into a new video, where I have taken onboard your uplifting words and thirsty wishes. There are no interruptions this time.
This is my first ever topping scene!
This is my longest collab video to date!
This is everything you have been waiting for.
This video was even more exhilarating and FUN to make, and I'm so excited to share it with you! It's longer, it's deeper, it's full-fucking-on! It's a very intimate and real production, balancing fiery horniness and sensitive curiostiy — and it's here for you to enjoy 💦
🌹 Happy Valentine's Day!
Ready for Valentine's Day? 💦💦
New Collab coming tomorrow!
🌹 Dare to love! 🔥
I believe one of the biggest reasons we don’t have, explore, and share more love in our lives is because of the silly little wanker: fear. Fear of rejection, fear of judgement, fear of being vulnerable, fear of being hurt (again). It keeps us locked in our own minds, overthinking every little detail, instead of just letting ourselves feel and experience what could be the beginning of something beautiful. 💦🌱
This month, I want to encourage all of us to practice being afraid and doing it anyways. 💪🔥
Allow me to be a bit vulnerable for a moment...
One of my goals for this month is to put myself out there more. Saying yes to that date. Not spending the whole day obsessing over every little detail, like what I’m wearing, that pimple on my cheek, or how I blush and look away every time we lock eyes. And yeah, it might sound silly because a lot of you compliment me on the daily about the way I look and act (thank you! 🥹🫶), but still, I can be really insecure too. Believe it or not 🤷♂️
I have only just started putting myself out there again, and while I absolutely love my work and often would rather work than go out and meet someone, I know I've also used it as an excuse not to have to open up my heart again. Cause last time, like for so many of us, it ended up broken to bits. In addition, many people who wants to see me know what I work with or have seen me on socials or onlyfans. Sometimes I feel like I can't live up to the expectations I create for myself. I was supposed to go on a date some weeks ago and I cancelled twice. Both times I made some harcore excuse, but it was simply because I go way too self-concious and stressed out about it. I kept going back to the mirror and applying make-up, fixing my hair, changing my clothes, over and over. What a sucky behaviour? For me and for him.
So this month I say Fuck it!
Are you with me? 🫵 Then I dare you, yes I DARE YOU, to go on ONE DATE this month. That’s it! That’s all you have to do. Afterward, share your story with me. I’ll be right here, waiting to hear how it went — and hopefully, I’ll have a nice story to share in return. 😅🤞
Are you already in a relationship? Then use this challenge as an opportunity to ramp things up, what could make a date challenging for you? What would make you nervous and make you step out of your own comfort zone, and at the same time make both you and your partner happy? Try it! Do it! Enjoy it!
The most heartfelt story will win a signed calendar, but the real prize, I hope, is that you get to explore parts of yourself that you love and realize how incredibly rewarding (and actually fun) it can be to let go of the fear. 🏆✨
Let’s stop hiding behind it, shall we? Let's get (back) out there. Let's fucking go! ❤️🔥
Double Livestream — this weekend!
Love can be the spark that lights up your world, or it can be the fire that burns it all down. Join me for both the butterflies and/or the demons, this weekend!
📍 Saturday & Sunday (8/2 & 9/2)
Hope to see you there! ♥️
“No interruptions this time.”
I’m supposed to do work but like so many times before my mind begins to wonder. It takes me back to that same place.
We met by chance in November. My paper bag split right open on my way back to my stay, and as I’m picking up my groceries that have scattered all over the pavement — that’s when he enters my story.
He had a soft smile and easy charm. Reserved yet curious, you know? I had no idea then what he would unlock inside me — something that had been dormant for so long. This part of me, dominant, commanding and hungry as fuck... but still new, unpolished, still learning its own power. Confident but also nervous? For whatever reason, this side of me was there from the very first tone of his voice. In that instant moment when I looked up from my groceries and met his gaze with mine. Ready and hungry. Really fucking hungry.
He brought it out of me that afternoon in London, as he has many times since. Wide awake at the gym the idea of it could compel me to jack one off real quick in the toilets (and it had already). Vast asleeep, I’m dreaming about what his facial expressions would look like when I thrust myself inside him. My thoughts wander especially on nights like this, when I’m alone in a hotel room and supposed to do something I’ve put off all day. Here, I’m an easy target for my wild imagination, and right now he is the muse of my vivid fantasy. I can’t help but send him a text.
“Hey cutie what’s up?”
We haven’t spoken since that day. The last time we were together, it was cut short. A stolen moment, bodies pressed close, heat pooling between us — interrupted just before it could become everything! My thoughts often drift to that night, to what could have been if my phone had stayed silent, if reality hadn't pulled us apart. I imagine how he would gasp in pleasure beneath me, how his body would have yielded to mine, willing and eager, as I took my time exploring, discovering just how far I could push him (push myself?).
He replies.
He didn’t think he’d hear from me? Does that mean he wanted to? Or did I give the impression I wasn’t interested? He has no idea how he infiltrates my thoughts, haha, and how badly I want more… But soon enough, he fucking will.
And so, the conversation begins. It’s clear he’s partaking in this dance, but I’m taking the lead. He is sensitive, kind, cheeky, and so beautifully submissive. He pulls out this new untamed side of me so effortlessly.
As the three dots are dancing on my screen when I'm waiting for his reply, I feel something electric inside me. It’s not butterflies, I know now what those feels like. It’s something else. Something more passionate and less jittery. Harder? No that’s not the right word. Well it’s definitely something, and right now it makes me wanna thrust my dick through a fucking brick wall! I think of his hands, the way they would tremble when he's desperate to obey. The way his soft moans would sound in my ear, how easily I could bring him to the edge and keep him there, just to hear him beg…
I start typing. My dick is swelling in my underwear and a soft grin is emerging in my face as I'm typing the message that sums up everything.
2025-02-02 22:38:09 +0000 UTC View PostFebruary is back 🖤
With it, the chance to focus on something incomparably powerful: Love
Love for me is... Oh well what the actual fuck could I possibly write to finish that sentence?
Research says it's an emotion closely connected to intimacy, passion, and commitment. It involves care, closeness, protectiveness, attraction, affection, and trust. 🤷♂️ All of which resonates well with me, except I know love to be much more fierce, uncompromising and unpredictable; and it gives no fucks about time, space or context. Nothing I have ever experienced has made me feel both so uplifted and also so broken ❤️🔥/💔
I would like to think that I have lived a life with a lot of love in it. I also feel like I have a lot of love to give. But… I still don't have the faintest idea how to describe it!
I know love through my closest friends. Through the moments when I laugh so hard I can't breathe. I know it through exploring the world, meeting new people, exploring new places and taking on new projects. Through learning more about life and growing as a person. I know it through romance, sex and falling for a person. I know it through living a life where tomorrow held nothing but hopes, excitement and butterflies of joy and curiosity. I also know it through living a life where I wish that tomorrow never came.
Love has been a best friend, and also my worst enemy. It's both incredibly frightening and hopelessly fascinating.
Together, maybe we can explore this feeling -- this word Love -- more this month? Maybe we will understand it better together? Or simply getting more confused by it?
One thing I do know about love, however, is this:
There can never be enough of it. 🤍🩶🖤
And just like that, January’s coming to a close! 👋
It’s been a month of sweat, hustle, and a lot of fun exploring everything from workouts to sports I’m passionate about. 🏋️♂️ I have done a lot of projects related to fitness, some of which haven't yet been released, but coming shortly (!😉)
I can say that working out, whatever form it takes, has always been and always will be an essential part of my life and my being! It’s one of the most rewarding projects I've ever dedicated myself to. It's true what they say, being fit is not a destination but a lifestyle.
For me, it’s a lifestyle about exploring your passion, igniting your purpose and pursuing it with positivity! ❤️🔥
Whether this month has been about pushing limits, starting off on new resolutions, or simply having fun along the way, I hope you’ve enjoyed the ride as much as I have! 🎢 💪💛
Here’s to continuing the journey, no matter where we are in the year! 👊💥
I'm pre-cuming so bad just looking ahead. Next month is gonna be one to remember.. trust me.. 😉
Catch you in February! 🌹♥️
Locked in! 🎯
Happy Hump Day!! 😋 How are your new years resolutions coming along? 🫵
“Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo…” (The Beatles – Here Comes the Sun)
New day, new vibe! 🎤💦
What's your anthem for today? 🎶
I was hungry after the gym...!
Watch me feed myself the best way I know how.. 😈😋 High-five! 👋
💌 Check my DM for the full video!
Which one do you think is the hottest sport on the planet? 🗳️
Today I used AI to help, and I also factored in a google search of the “Top 10 hottest sports in the world, according to gay men” which made me add swimming and gymnastics to the list. What do you think? 🫵💦
Do you agree with this list?
Most importantly: which is the hottest?? 🔥🥇
2025-01-23 04:44:12 +0000 UTC View PostMake me cum and give me stickers, and I'm yours forever.. 😇
2025-01-21 00:50:47 +0000 UTC View PostSharing my morning journaling today! Hope it inspires you to to also have a week of great focus on gratitude and letting go of things that don’t serve your interests, wellbeing, and self-fulfilment! 🙌♥️
Ps. Like the 👔? 🤭
Are you working out this weekend?
Work hard, rest hard, and watch yourself transform.
... Are you ready for the next round?
How many rounds do you think you’d last? 🫵🔔
Probably longer than you’d last in the shower afterwards.. 😈🤭
This month, I’ve been pushing myself harder than ever before, whether it’s hitting the gym or a heavy-bag! 💪🏼💦
The grind has been real — early morning, late nights and never any excuses! Wanna know the real motivation? A big collab trip at the end of the month! 🔥🔥
Building my body this month has been about more than just getting stronger — it’s about feeling powerful, confident, and ready to take on a year unlike any other and as many of the exciting opportunities ahead! Every workout has been a step closer to showing up stronger, fitter, and more focused than ever. 🏅
Here’s to smashing goals, setting new personal bests, and starting 2025 feeling like a total powerhouse! 🚀 ... and to continue it in the spirit of keep fighting and keep fucking! 😝
💌 Full video in DMs!
*Imagine running your fingers over my smooth skin and my toned muscles. Each touch sparking a mutual fiery surge of desire, and curiosity.* *My body becomes your canvas, surrendering to your exploration of every part of it. Lost in this intimate connection, inch by inch, watch as my reactions unfold – a gasp here, a soft moan there. What would happen if you put your lips on it?* *As you explore every contour, time seems to stand still, and yet your heart rate quickens and you are not sure whether or not you will be able to restrain yourself to this slow and sensual pace.* *The thrilling sensation is overwhelming.. It’s almost intimidating..* *Every touch becomes more intentional, and brings a whispered invitation…* to lose control.
2024-03-28 22:49:05 +0000 UTC View Post
***Post-livestream fever*** 🔥🍆 Woke up, hair messy, body sweaty, ass sore, and craving more! My fantasies have danced through my dreams since this weekend, leaving me aching for release 🙈🙏😍 **It’s so big..!!** Pushing it inside my tight hole feels as if I can’t take it, and yet it would be impossible to stop! 🫦 💬 Full Video Incoming! *… Thanks again to everyone who showed up! 👊😍*
2024-03-26 22:59:19 +0000 UTC View Post
***It’s decided!*** ⚽️🔥 I’m just about to start soccer practice. I will see you afterwards, at home! 😉
2024-03-23 20:29:47 +0000 UTC View Post**❕NEW VIDEO❕** 🫦💭 **Today, the bed feels a little too big and the room a little too empty…** 🙃 Here I am, tangled in the sheets, lost in thoughts of you… It's just me, craving your presence, yearning to be touched. As I play with myself, the fantasy of you being here, right beside me, grows stronger with each passing moment. I wish it were your hands slowly removing my underwear, revealing my big hard cock and my juicy ass. Right there for the taking… 🤗😍 **Slide into bed with me, will you?** 🙏 …At the end you can really tell I haven’t had company in a while.. 💦‼️👀 *Sending out the video tonight!* 🍿🔥
2024-03-20 18:42:35 +0000 UTC View Post***Last weekend's livestream was*** 🔥‼️ **It's time for **YOU** to decide our next adventure!** 🫵 I don’t know about you, but I’m feeling like a little fun escape from reality right now. You had some really fun and naughty ideas, and there were two that definitely got us all excited. So, want to dive into the world of academia and detention with a ***Nerd role play ( 1 )*** 🤓 or kick it up a notch with a ***Soccer Player fantasy ( 2 )*** ⚽? I will bring my “little” friend regardless. 🍆👀‼️ 🗳️ ***Cast your vote*** and let's escape reality together into an immersive and exhilarating adventure! 🎭🔥 Oh.. and I’m feeling a bit corrupt! 😈 So if you wanna tip the scales in your favor, feel free to hit that ***Tip Button!*** —> *$10 counts as another vote!*
2024-03-18 23:30:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Yes, me and my boyfriend have decided to break up. 💔 Tho this decision may come as a surprise to some, please know that it was made with love and consideration for each other’s happiness. It was a mutual decision, made in the name of love. 🫱🏼🫲🏽 We remain deeply committed to supporting one another through this transition, and beyond. He will always have a special place in my heart, and I will always be rooting for him! I’ll be forever grateful for the joy, love and happiness and I’m thankful for the lessons earned from the challenges, hardships and sacrifices. This probably goes without saying, but I’ll certainly miss the sex too! 🙈🥲 Yet, looking ahead also brings the right amount of excitement. But for right now I don’t have all the answers. Your understanding and continued love mean the world to me during this time. What I do know, however, is that I’m a celebrator. I’m already looking back at this time, these moments and these memories, with a big teary smile, but a smile nonetheless! However comfortable and convenient it would be right now to try avoid or hide away these memories, I am rather looking forward to bringing them with me. It is lucky and beautiful to have experienced a life and a love that hurt this much letting go off. If nothing else, it is a great reminder to live to the fullest despite the fear of how or when certain things will end. . Lastly, I want to say to all of you who have looked at our relationship as a source of inspiration, to not be demotivated or dissuaded of the notion of love. It is as everlasting as it is fleeting. It takes many forms and it changes. It can be as clear as day or as black as night. It can be lost, and just as likely it can be found. It might seem like it is in short supply at times, but truth is, love is all around us and inside us; always. It’s only waiting for us to see it – and seize it! One chapter has ended, yes, and it hurts. The story of love, however, is far from over. We all deserve to love, and to be loved. And so we shall [again]. ❤️💔❤️🩹❤️🔥 *… And yes, I’m having a pint of ice cream for breakfast today.* 🙈
2024-03-17 11:55:56 +0000 UTC View Post
***Who knew indulging in candy could be so thrilling?*** 🍭🙈 When I said candy for me is also about the thrill of indulging in something forbidden.. **I had no idea how right I was!** 🤣 I intended to share with you my tasty fun last night, but OnlyFans took down the video! 😫**Forbidden indeed!** Sorry 🤣🙈 Apparently the lollipop could cause me harm ➡️ I mean, I’m tight af right now since I have been without some romance since I left Miami 🍆🙏😭 …but considering the size of what I usually have the pleasure to play with.. I mean cmon 🤣🤦🏼♂️ **Forbidden moments censored, but the tantalizing tease remains** 😈🍭 ***You, me, and my favorite lollipop? I couldn’t think of a sweeter mischief!*** 👅 *Have an amazing Friday, and let’s make this weekend one to remember together!* 🍭💚
2024-03-15 22:59:33 +0000 UTC View Post
**Up for something sweet and sinful?** 🍭😈 I'm so obsessed with candy! Why? It's not just about the sugary sweetness or the burst of flavors. It's about the thrill of indulging in something forbidden… 👅🔥 I’ve got some tasty fun you won’t soon forget, coming up! 😋
2024-03-14 01:45:10 +0000 UTC View Post