Sorry I've been a bit slow with replying and posting! I generally don't post on the weekends but somehow I managed to forget last Thursday and Friday!
I've recently been trying to get better at doing things that relax me. I've started playing minecraft, bought an iPad pro for drawing :) and actually booked a couple gigs and a restaurant!
Attached is a Gris inspired digital art I've been working on :)
Ever since I read Kissa sins' blog I have admired her and her lifestyle. I feel like she had the courage to do whatever she wants and not care about what other people think. Reading her blog definitely influenced me to start posting on Reddit r/gonewild and eventually start my page here. OnlyFans/sex working has helped me do the things I want to do rather than the things I should do.
For those that haven't heard of her, she is a popular pornstar who actually started making porn when she started dating Johnny Sins. iirc she just texted him on a whim and they hooked up.
Story time! - My first orgasm through penetration
(Also screenshot from - https://onlyfans.com/400826457/your-funsized-toy)
My first boyfriend was cut and inexperienced. Blowjobs lasted up to an hour (probably why I love sucking cock so much nowadays, I'm trained and have never met another guy who lasts that long)! Sex was incredibly monotonous and could last hours. Needless to say it was not the best experience. I had about 4 years of sex without reaching a penetrative orgasm with him...
My second boyfriend was uncut, probably a little thicker ;)...we were at a house party and managed to find an empty bed where we hid underneath the covers. We hadn't had sex yet but damn we were horny and didn't care who came in. Often people did come in and out but we were hidden under the covers. His cock was hard and I was so horny for it. I had probably been grinding against his boner which made me incredibly wet. When I was ready to put his cock inside me, we had to take it incredibly slow to accommodate his girth but it didn't take long for me to start feeling a new sensation I'd never felt. I could feel his cock so intensely that I felt my orgasm coming already. It took one thrust to get me right over the edge.
I'm super duper excited to receive this soon!! I have been told it will arrive before halloween!
Also I was asked why I don't like camming so I thought I'd explain it here.
I have done camming/video calls before but I've had some good and some bad experiences. I always took upfront payment for X minutes.
On one occasion I had a fan paying for 15 minutes of call at a time. He chose a short amount of time because it was expensive ($5 per min?) but 15 minutes was nowhere near enough time for me to prepare myself for the dildo he wanted me to fuck. He would spend the whole 15 minutes getting visibly closer to cumming whilst continuously telling me to fuck the dildo harder. Whilst on camera and live I find it much harder to say no to a request. I was very sore after each call and I honestly did not have any fun.
On another occasion I had a fan pay for 5 minutes saying he didn't need long, but once we were on camera he definitely struggled to cum, I did everything I could and felt incredibly bad and unsexy, he was getting very annoyed since he had already paid and I ended up staying on call for about an hour. I felt like I had done something wrong.
I am the sort of person to remember bad experiences and try my best to learn from them. That was my last video call and I don't feel like I will do them again unless I trusted the fan. They definitely weren't all bad but I'm the sort of person that buys one boring batch of grapes and then I don't buy them for another year despite having nice grapes on 10 other occasions.
Your little pocket rocket ;)
I've always been drawn to odd/less popular things. I grew up liking alternative clothing, dark humour, horror movies/games/art and pole dancing is a more recent hobby that I've taken up where people may pull a face when I tell them I do it.
Anyone interested in a panty try on ;)?
I've added some panties to my wish list and I can add some from my current closet
https://throne.me/u/funsized-toy/wishlist