Renew on sweeties got a video in their inbox 😘😘
Renew on sweeties got a video in their inbox 😘😘
2024-07-12 22:55:24 +0000 UTC View Post
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My cushion is perfect for pushin’ Do you agree?
My cushion is perfect for pushin’
Do you agree?
Come tell me goodnight. I want to be fucked until I am sleep..
Come tell me goodnight. I want to be fucked until I am sleepy and buzzing with pleasure.
2024-07-12 03:28:00 +0000 UTC View PostBad news: I have razor burn Good news: You get to look at m..
Bad news: I have razor burn
Good news: You get to look at my ass
Hi honey. You ready to indulge me?
Hi honey. You ready to indulge me?
2024-07-11 05:00:22 +0000 UTC View PostHelp. I am too horny in this outfit.
Help. I am too horny in this outfit.
2024-07-11 02:26:50 +0000 UTC View PostI am so fucking excited to make content at this rental all w..
I am so fucking excited to make content at this rental all week. Finally packed up. I did panic on outfits so it’s mostly thight highs and micro bikinis. Hope you don’t mind.
2024-07-08 20:25:58 +0000 UTC View PostHow do we feel about this angle? I want to make a good boy J..
How do we feel about this angle?
I want to make a good boy JOI at this angle.
Which soft and sweet part of me are you kissing and licking ..
Which soft and sweet part of me are you kissing and licking first?
2024-07-02 01:30:12 +0000 UTC View PostChatting: Messages are BACKED UP right now. Expect a respon..
Chatting:
Messages are BACKED UP right now. Expect a response in the next 72 hours.
I am going to be focusing on tipped messages absolutely first from here on out. In four years I have had 63,000 people through my page and never used any kind of chatting service or AI. I tried getting help from a friend, but it was very short-lived. It’s always been me. I get about 100 messages a day. Especially when I respond quickly 😅
My life is going through a huge phase of transition, where I am free of the heaviest of weight of lifelong trauma and closing the book on 8 years of chronic catastrophic illness. I am still healing and have one last large hurdle but am overall better. After nearly 10 years.
I am getting OUT of my head. OUT of rumination. OUT of thinking about limitations and worrying about acceptance and anxiety about being wanted. Into action.
Right now, I am asking myself who I am and what I truly want. I am clearing out I would say about 95% of my stuff, focusing on making huge batches of content for here and advertising, and exploring new interests. I am learning how to play and not just survive. Not define myself by how I can be of service to others in the first time in my life. Firmer boundaries in my community circles so I am not stressed and stretched thin.
I am figuring out my version of “play” is one that isn’t easily packaged or shared with other people. It’s a focus on how to help other people heal via holistic psychedelic intervention focused on brain-gut axis and vagal nerve. It’s science journals and studies and Indigenous literature and other non-fiction books whose concepts make most of my friends black out. It’s long walks to contemplate these things. It’s doing art that I don’t care to show off.
I was into comics for decades. I was into sci-fi for decades. Into odd genres of music and activist organized politics and sports and rare exotic plants and all kinds of shit. I had a lot of fun, but I am really disconnected from it all now. Maybe I’ll pick it back up.
I will always love Star Trek and indie comics
Also a tad stressed about watching capitalism, fascism and dehumanization destroy the world.
I am socially kiiiiiind of odd right now and feeling so incredibly Autistic. Mask off. I don’t really know how to explain it. The “sales” voice and “fun” voice in me are gone. I haven’t been keeping up on any shows or anything. I am bad at idle chit-chat right now. My many apologies.
Please enjoy my porn lol
If you don’t want *just* porn, a tip goes a long way.
I know I have been slacking. OnlyFans is such an oddity in how much it peddles intimacy but commodification bogs down true intimacy. Not the kind from an AI chatter calling you “babe” and “sweetie” for no real reason.
THANK YOU
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I just love how I move. Don’t you want to leave me dripping ..
I just love how I move.
Don’t you want to leave me dripping before bed?
This co-ed dry sauna is a lot of fun
This co-ed dry sauna is a lot of fun
2024-06-30 19:36:34 +0000 UTC View PostHow did my boobs get bruised? 👀👀
How did my boobs get bruised?
👀👀
Ive struggled for my entire life with being teased or outcas..
Ive struggled for my entire life with being teased or outcast due to my looks. I do not find myself particularly ugly, but the Autism, height and big nose seem to upset people 😅 It’s funny that at 40, I do not so much struggle but am more accepting of my lot in life when it comes to men.
Doing a job that is so based on whether or not people find you sexy has been a funny thing for me every single day Ive done this work. It feels surreal and unexpected every single day. Like a silly little joke between the Internet and me. It always surprises people a bit, “oh… you?” I tell folks all the time. Why wouldn’t I? It’s a job. Normalize sex work as a job.
I have been dragging a bit here. Illness and PMDD hormone cycles aside, it’s honestly because I have had zero safe, secure, praising horny feedback about my person in my real life for years. It’s insanely deflating and weird to be a professional object of desire who is sexless and without adoring prospects to date in her real life.
A man lied extensively to me to break my 4 year celibacy and that has left me feeling awful! Most men don’t take fat women seriously for any kind of mono partnership. Especially not a sex worker who is 40. Then there’s factors like general compatibility, attraction, distance and so on.
I could find one-off fucks if I wanted but that is not what I want. Hopefully, I will not feel so stiff in expression of my sexuality and engaging my horny side soon. I have fantasies and masturbate very regularly, but the showmanship is difficult to coax out.
Maybe I’ll get lucky a find someone enamored with me so I am ignited once more.
Maybe I will reconnect with my spark and creativity and just ignite myself.
Ive been writing scene ideas down like crazy.
My customs have been staring at me, too.
Gotta take a deep breath and trust myself to create fun things and connect with everyone here again.
I will keep making my little posts as to build momentum and habit.
Apologies for this past year; it was so rough.
Thank you for being here ❤️❤️
Can you even begin to imagine how soft I am?
Can you even begin to imagine how soft I am?
2024-06-29 20:25:02 +0000 UTC View PostIs this hotel pool appropriate?
Is this hotel pool appropriate?
2024-06-28 17:44:51 +0000 UTC View PostHi all! Know I have been quiet. Apologies. Working through..
Hi all!
Know I have been quiet. Apologies. Working through messages and filming for custom fulfillment.
I am booking snapchat shows for TONIGHT
DM me to book. Pay via OnlyFans ONLY.
Price depends on show content but starts at $6/minute minimum 5 minutes ❤️❤️
No anal but might be convinced to wear a plug 😇
Feeling slutty and fat today
Hi loves, Proof of life. Ive been sick.
Hi loves,
Proof of life. Ive been sick.
Just some big juicy tits for you
Just some big juicy tits for you
2024-06-20 01:24:16 +0000 UTC View PostWaking up to myself rubbing my throbbing, soaked pussy then ..
Waking up to myself rubbing my throbbing, soaked pussy then exploring how sensitive my hard nipples are with no one to lick and suck either is THE WORST. Im not even ovulating for another 5 days. After the past 2 years of depressed hormones during recovery, my sex drive is fully back.
I am a highly distracted needy slut once again.
Let me use you and then you can use me 😈
This week! Online for sexting, dick ratings and whatever: ..
This week!
Online for sexting, dick ratings and whatever:
Tuesday 11am-4pm then 7pm-10pm PST
Friday 10am - 3pm PST then 6pm-??? PST
Saturday ALL DAY PLAY DAY WITH Y’all
Wednesday - Thursday I am OFF for work and kitty dental surgery and recovery day. She needs two molars removed, and has a brain comprised of one half an old circus peanut, so I am expecting her to be very shaken for a couple days. 😭
😘😘😘😘😘
Would you let me spit in your mouth?
Would you let me spit in your mouth?
2024-06-16 01:35:19 +0000 UTC View PostI want to be celibate but I also want like the most eager, h..
I want to be celibate but I also want like the most eager, horny cock to just pound away at my fat pussy.
Im so slutty. Help.
These are the tits that need to be sucked. You probably thi..
These are the tits that need to be sucked.
You probably think about sucking them as often as I desire being properly handled.
It’s unfair that I **need** my tits sucked but have no one t..
It’s unfair that I **need** my tits sucked but have no one to do it.
2024-06-15 02:57:11 +0000 UTC View PostI am just going to be posting masturbation home movies for t..
I am just going to be posting masturbation home movies for the next couple weeks to get back into the swing of things. I hope you enjoy.
2024-06-14 23:47:42 +0000 UTC View Post