A calm and soothing evening with me, myself, and my oil diffuserš¬š bout to lay down to read a book and settle down before beddy bye. Been feeling pretty low energy and just meh today for reasons Iāll explain tomorrow, but I just wanted to check in and give you a little pre-sleep loveš
If you watch all the way through there are some pretty artsy, fun angles of my bod and š±
āØLetting in, letting be, letting goāØ
Welp, it happened.. My main account on Instagram @steph_in_space has faced itās inevitable deletion. It was disabled on Tuesday evening, and I am pretty fucking frustrated, annoyed, and bummed out. So much time and energy and heart and soul poured into that page, and it has all disappeared into the dark abyss of the interwebs, never to be seen by me or my 50k followers again. I guess this is a huge lesson of non-attachment. Remembrance that everything is temporary.
It was never about āgrowingā my account. It was never about the followers or likes. It was about sharing mySelf authentically and wholeheartedly with the world. Expressing mySelf unapologetically. Hopefully inspiring others to find deeper love within themselves and break down societal barriers around the natural human form along the way. I continuously put my intentional artwork and authentic, vulnerable words and poetry out there for the world to witness, and it was taken down for the simple task of embodying myself unapologetically.
It saddens me that Instagram and others are so afraid of empowered women and try to use their power to control, but I am trying to look at it from a positive perspective. Itās ultimately a fresh new start. An opportunity to cultivate my new IG account @sinn_in_space into a fresh space to continue to speak my truth, and attract those like-minded souls who resonate. Go follow me there is you feel called.
~All I know is how fucking grateful I am that I have this platform to TRULY express and display my unadulterated Self without having to censor or be fearful that my content will be taken down. I really canāt say enough how much I appreciate you being here following my journey from this side. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, SWEET SOULS! You rise me up! You make me feel seen and heard and understood. You give me more than I can really put into words. Thank you for that.
(I thought it would be fitting to share some of my soulful artwork with this post because I know how much the IG overlords would absolutely despise it hehe)
Quick check-in and stripy strip at my little beach nook this morningš
I found a rock to take a quick break to breathe and take in the view before heading back down the coast to finish up the second half of my run. There were a few surfers out that could likely see me and in the middle of my video a low-flying helicopter goes by and I give em a little titty shake hello š.
Also completely unrelated: I realized today that Iām slowly getting more comfortable speaking to the camera! This is BIG for me...thank you for allowing me to practice this skill and get less awkward with using my voice. Itās extremely cleansing for my previously blocked throat chakra š
Let me introduce you to my mini lop-eared bun bun, Milford, aka Milly Man, aka Millard, aka MillBob BunPants š°šāØ He is 4 years old and I adopted him a year ago. He grew up as a class pet and is a little timid when it comes to human interaction because he wasnāt handled properly as a wee baby. He enjoys hopping free through the backyard and his favorite snacks are fresh strawberries, cilantro, and dill. I love him so very much. In a few months he wonāt be my only pet, but donāt tell him that.. š
Woke up feeling utterly grateful for this platform and all the lovely souls that have come to witness and support my journey. I just love sharing more of my little side of the world š
There are so many new peeps here, and I just want to say that I appreciate each one of you. Iām learning more about myself everyday and always striving to be the best human I can be.
I decided Iām gonna have to release something SUPER special when I get to 1000 subs just as a special thank you, so stay tuned for that! Totally open to suggestions š
Blissful Hot Spring Adventures š¦āØ I just realized I forgot to share these with you! On our way back down from Lake Tahoe last month, we decided to stop by these pools for a dip to break up the long drive, and it was just what the doctor ordered. The other few people we saw there werenāt naked but @ccflight @nakedbakers and I didnāt hesitate to strip down and enjoy them in our natural state.
The landscape was unassuming for a hot spring with the flat dusty land, and the rock formations that ran into the pools were so alluring and gorgeous. Mmm Mama Nature never ceases to amaze me and I just deeply enjoy connecting with her š
Energizing Morning Movementš this is how I jumpstart a more present and mindful day⨠Getting the breath and bl00d flowing, feeling into all the tight spaces while checking in with my mental and emotional Self. So many yummy snap, crackles, n pops. I am grateful for this strong and capable vessel that cradles my everlasting soul.
I hope you do something today that makes your body and mind happy and healthy too. Even if itās just taking a pause in your busy day to take a few deep, conscious breathsš
Iām on a roll with these hot spring photos today! š¦ This series was taken on film when @nakedbakers @ccflight and @hellojewels and @kikiiefree I took a trip up to the cabin a couple months ago. It was lovely to share this special spot with them š
After a 2 mile hike into the canyon and crossing a little creek to get to the pools, we soaked in the healing waters and created some art and beautiful memories in the process. I wanna know in the comments,, which shot is your fave?
(Fun fact: The last photo gave some dude a boner, so that was nice.)
Weee itās Titty Tuesday!! šYesterday at my shoot, I taught my photographer what a titty drop was. He offered to take some of me and these fun clips were bornš
Itās crazy, I used to be so self conscious of my breasts, wishing they were bigger, perkier, different. What a load of bullshit!!! Lol Iāve realized that these ideas were all based on conditioned thoughts about what boobs were āsupposedā to look like. Playing the comparison game, I fell victim to our societal views of what perfect boobs were. Whatever perfect means... Thank goodness Iāve put that shit to rest. Since those years, Iāve learned to love myself unapologetically and it feels damn good.
Guys, I did my first Cosplay/Role Play shoot yesterday! We added a hint of oral fixation in there for funsies too...š Watch this BTS video in itās entirety for an unexpected, hilarious ending.
I love pushing my creative capabilities. Itās partly why I love being in front of the camera so much. There are always different ways to express and new concepts/themes to explore, and in the process, I learn just a little bit more about myself.
If I were to do another shoot like this, what/who should I dress up as?
Every Hump Day is worth celebrating, but today is a supremely notable one! I JUST HIT 1000 SUBBIES, and Iām absolutely blown away!!
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It is utterly humbling to share my life with you all. I never thought that I could make a living just by being my truest , most authentic self. Itās not an exaggeration when I say that each of you contribute to allowing me to live my dream life. So fucking thankful.
As a token of my gratitude, Iāll be releasing something super special via PPV within the next week or so. Iāll be incorporating my King into something vv intimate that I have yet to share with anyone, ever. Iām still a little nervous about it, but also stoked to push my boundaries and expand in my sexual freedom and evolution.
Got to play a new disc golf course, and although I donāt have much experience yet, I can thoroughly say that it was a difficult one. Way above my skill level right now... š³š
This is how we get better at things though: we practice and challenge ourselves. We all start pretty horrible when beginning a new skill, but if we are worried about failing then we wonāt ever learn anything.
Hi lover babes, Iām having some technical difficulties posting here today. This website can be buggy and glitchy sometimes so just bear with me while I wait to resolve whatever the problem is. In the meantime, enjoy this preview from my recent Polaroid shoot.
When you are both doused in chocolate, itās only polite to lend a helping hand to clean it off š¦š«
This almost 7 min video of @brettanne and I in the shower rinsing our filthy bods and being sexy goofballs is available to unlock via messages , so check em for a sweet treat.
This is what happens almost 100% of the time when I get home from a long day, and most likely when it hasnāt been a long day either...š just let a girl be naked okay?
I just finished up a shoot, and Iām about to CHOW on some vegan eggplant lasanga, buffalo cauliflower, and kale avo salad. Sheās a happy beannnn about it!
Poppin into my first outfit for the sunset nature shoot at my secret lil spot yesterdayāØ
How do we feel about this dope POV camera angle? Iāve had some subs ask for more videos like this and wanna know what the consensus is!
I always enjoy getting feedback from you all and love making this space more interactive when I can š
Morninggg, any one up for a shot? āļø
One of the things I look forward to most when I slide outta bed in the morning is brewin up my oat milk latte. My roommate, Alan, is a bit of a coffee connoisseur and when he moved in he brought this incredible bean grinder and espresso rig with him. It pretty much changed up my entire bean juice game.
Heās taught me some of the ins and outs and itās honestly a science! We get our beans from local roasters, and theyāre also organic and single-origin. Not to brag or anything, but the lattes I make are now better than any shop I could go to, especially since theyāre concocted with a secret ingredient: LOVEš
These morning beach runs have become a routine for me, and instead of absolutely dreading running like I usually do, I look forward to them! I feel blissful as I jog down the coastline barefootš£, sun on my skinš, salty breeze through my hairš¬, cool splashes at my feetš¦.
Theyāre getting easier too as my endurance is building! And I just love the little rocky spot at the end of the beach where the surfers flock. Gives me time to catch my breath before the second leg and really enjoy and take in my happy place.
Mindful Transitions ~ from crow to headstandš Always practicing elongating the space between each asana. Being present throughout them instead of just rushing from pose to pose. And the key, Iāve found, is always the breathš¬
****UPDATE: Thanks to all your insanely generous contributions to my campaign, I've made enough to finally order my new phone! I can't wait to start capturing better content for you all :) thank you thank you thank you!!!
Iāll try to keep this as simple as possible. Bottom line is that I want to make the best content I can possibly make for you all, so Iāve decided itās time to finally upgrade my phone! Iāll be switching from an iPhone 8 to iPhone 11, and I will openly be accepting any and all contributions with the deepest appreciationš
I have been sitting on this idea for a while now...I struggled a lot with it because you already provide me with so much that it seems silly to put this out there. I really donāt make big purchases like this, ever. Iām not a materialistic human and would much rather drop money on a plane ticket out of the country or reservations for skydiving.
I decided to say fuck it and take the leap. I know that this purchase will be benefiting you all immensely, and that is the main purpose for this fundraiser. With an 11, my photos and videos will be top notch quality, and I know I will be more inspired than ever to create for you! Itās a win-win situation all around. So if you feel inspired to contribute to the enhancement of my page, post a little tip on here. And of course, if you are not in the financial situation to do so, I still love you lots and lots :)
*By the way, anyone that donates $5 or more, will receive an exclusive special thank you video from me in their DMs when I receive my new phone!
Workday flow w/ Stephy in Spaceš«
When Iām not with my behavioral therapy clients or capturing fun thangs in my life for you, a lot of my work is on the computer or phone. Today Iām getting new Patreon set out while jamming out to music. Freaking grateful to call this my ājobā. You are the ones that make this all possible š
I was on a walk the other day and stumbled upon a hugeeee eucalyptus tree. I thanked Mama Nature for her beautiful blessings while trimming a few branches to take back home. After winding them up with some hemp string, here I am now, hanging the bundle in my showeršæš¦
Eucalyptus is not only aesthetically pleasing to look at and smells yummy, but the oils released from the steam in the shower also can help to reduce anxiety, act as a pain reliever, and clear sinuses.
The time has cum, my soul subbies! This week I take my ācontentā to the next level and share my first blowjob clip, everrr :) it feels fucking crazy to be exposing my sexual experiences with my partner here, and there are still a lot of doubts and fears I have, but this year has been one of letting my conditioned boundaries crumble to dust. Wooo 2020, youāre a real whirlwind!
I honestly never thought Iād make it to 1000 subs, yet here we are humbled AF. I always thought it would be a cool goal to set that when and if I did, that would be the thing that pushed me to release content like this. Hereās to all the support you guys give me here! Thank you for helping me be more open š
This video takes place in my car on a neighborhood street before my king @naturallynaked and I went to go play a round of disc golf. Sometimes I just feel the random urge to whip out his cock and put it in my mouth. Not only do I love gifting him with pleasure (physical touch is my top love language to both give and receive), I also just love the feeling and taste of his dick. Simple as that.
Itās only a short little vid cause a guy was moseying down the sidewalk with his dog toward us in the distanceš. Hoping to make more of these though so ya better stay tuned.
Any way, keep an eye in your DMs this week cause my first BJ clip is comin in hottt vv soonāØ
Straight outta da shower moisturizing with extra virgin coconut oilš„„ gotta keep my skin silky smooth with all the time I spend outdoors and in the sun. I prefer to steer clear of lotions with toxic chemicals and love the versatility of coconut oil. It makes me smell yummy and lick-able too š
Playing footsie with @kittenwithfangs š£š .
A while back, this goddess and I created a custom video for a v special fan of oursš With his permission we are releasing the full video. There is so much adorable, wholesome connection between us and I canāt help but smile SO hard every time I watch this.
It starts out with us picking out the tunes to set the vibe then we strip each other down. The bulk of the video is foot-centered where we show off our bare feet and suck, lick, and kiss each otherās soles and toesšThere are lots of lovely giggles, authenticity, and close ups of our bodies.
ć°ļøCheck your messages shortly to unlock this intimate moment shared together.
Practicing my indo board skills to improve my balance āļø When I connect with my breathing, I reach such a nice flow state here. Iām only focused on my body and the present moment, and thatās the only way I feel comfortable enough to let loose and play around.
What puts you into your state of flowWWwwW? š
(Watch until the end to see me bail attempting a 180. Iāll get it eventually š)
*Drippy drip drop* š¦
some to spit, some to swallow.
mmmz morning love makinā got me feelin energized and ready to take on the day. Sending you some of those gud gud vibes tooš
POV wardrobe change in the middle of my shoot yesterday out at one of my favorite lil nature spots.š I prefer to shoot nudes in nature most of the time (who would have guessed) but itās also nice to switch up the vibe sometimes.
Which outfit are you diggin more?
Oh babyyy being nude in nature just feels so right! It brings me back to my roots. It allows me to find peace and clarity within my mind, grounding within my body, and joy within my soul. If youāre ever feeling overwhelmed or down in any way, this shit is better than therapy⨠Mama eARTh heals.
Ft. @ccflight in the background