Morning! I'm staying home with a tummy ache, hope your day's..
Morning! I'm staying home with a tummy ache, hope your day's going a lil better :'D ❤
2023-01-20 12:20:51 +0000 UTC View Post
nicolebun posts
I'm sorry neighbours the light was too good to miss this opp..
I'm sorry neighbours the light was too good to miss this opportunity c:
2023-01-18 11:07:37 +0000 UTC View PostI have to say I'm pretty wet right now 🥁
I have to say I'm pretty wet right now 🥁
2023-01-17 00:16:11 +0000 UTC View PostSome puppies for a better start to the week c: swipe for my..
Some puppies for a better start to the week c: swipe for my cutest foster pupper ❤
2023-01-16 13:39:07 +0000 UTC View PostMe waiting to be allowed to take pics for you 😔 legend has i..
Me waiting to be allowed to take pics for you 😔 legend has it I'm still stuck under Mimi waiting...
2023-01-12 01:33:19 +0000 UTC View PostI might have made a lil vid today but I'm evil (and also hav..
I might have made a lil vid today but I'm evil (and also have to go to work) so you'll get it in a few hours o:) ❤
2023-01-09 17:41:23 +0000 UTC View PostLet's appreciate the cute tree and not focus on the grainine..
Let's appreciate the cute tree and not focus on the graininess pls :') 🎄
2022-12-26 02:31:03 +0000 UTC View PostMerry Christmas everyone. Even those for whom it doesn't fee..
Merry Christmas everyone. Even those for whom it doesn't feel so merry and you're spending it alone - you're not alone❤ I hope you're all enjoying the holidays and having a lovely time.
2022-12-26 02:28:42 +0000 UTC View Post
Playing Genshin Impact after ages and this character popped ..
Playing Genshin Impact after ages and this character popped up??? So I know who I'll attempt to cosplay this weekend :^) it has to be done, immediately
2022-11-10 11:19:59 +0000 UTC View PostI was gonna say "bigger than you thought" but I'm not foolin..
I was gonna say "bigger than you thought" but I'm not fooling anyone here :')
2022-11-10 00:19:29 +0000 UTC View PostFinally I got my new phone and I think the photos look much ..
Finally I got my new phone and I think the photos look much better, what do you think?? Btw thank you for all your phone advice❤
2022-11-09 19:03:48 +0000 UTC View PostI need help finding a phone with a good camera :( all my pho..
I need help finding a phone with a good camera :( all my photos come out grainy or blurry as if they were taken with an old potato despite having a galaxy s21 and it makes me so sad, guys please help with recommendations :c
2022-10-18 13:39:49 +0000 UTC View Post
I know kitty > titty but titty good too
I know kitty > titty but titty good too
2022-09-09 03:37:25 +0000 UTC View PostWarning: extra floofy post incoming The little ones are sti..
Warning: extra floofy post incoming The little ones are still the most precious to nobody's surprise <3
2022-09-09 03:15:22 +0000 UTC View PostIs it just my OF being weird or did the captions from my pos..
Is it just my OF being weird or did the captions from my posts disappear? o.o
2022-09-08 14:56:39 +0000 UTC View PostYes, this is indeed my very professional maximum effort work..
Yes, this is indeed my very professional maximum effort working from home outfit. What do you think?
2022-09-08 00:43:38 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey. Please don't read this if you dislike hearing about men..
Hey. Please don't read this if you dislike hearing about mental health. I will attempt to describe my absence from social media to the best of my ability and leave out upsetting things I don't find necessary to talk about. I will censor or not mention things which could imply that I in any way encourage harmful behavior. If you're curious but it seems like too much to read, skip to the end where I'll try to sum up my thoughts ("try" is the keyword). So the last time I "disconnected" from my online presence I was admittedly in a very bad place which I attempted to talk about a little more positively on here. I did genuinely try my best to see the light and "fake it til I make it" which I guess wasn't the best approach. My depression was spiraling out of control and I wasn't fully acknowledging it until I was neck deep and drowning. My original intention as you know was to take things slow and eventually heal myself, but I kept falling deeper and it got to the point where I didn't care if I wake up the next day or not. The guilt of not being able to come to work after not sleeping for 5 days, cutting off family and friends and basically leaving everyone including you in the dark was eating me alive. But the shame I felt when everyone was rooting for me to get better and I just couldn't do it was bigger. I expressed many times that I wish to remain genuine and don't want to post fake happy things, but going full on emo and drowning in self-pity isn't exactly healthy either. It's not that I was unhappy, I was just completely numb to any emotion and anhedonia made me lose interest in, well, anything. At one point, months ago, I decided it will be for the best if I just completely stop all my accounts and try to get rid of some of the pressure I felt from having an online presence - mostly some individuals feeling entitled to invade my privacy and stalk me irl which was partly the reason why I became paranoid and *got bad thoughts* - but again the feeling of shame was greater than anything else. Someone I thought I was close to told me no one will care until I *do bad thing*. This sentence kept ringing in my ears for the longest time and recovering just seemed impossible. Days turned into weeks, weeks into months and honestly it's all just a big blur now. Finally, I managed to find a specialist I can fully trust and she seems to be really thrilled when she sees me making progress. She's had a major positive impact on how I view myself and my shortcomings at the moment. I've been missing interacting and posting for you gradually more and more as I started seeing purpose in things again (obviously with the help of a good prescription), but didn't really know how to go about "coming back". I wanted to just start making content because that's the fun part right and somehow avoid explaining myself as shitty as that sounds. I felt like explaining myself will come across lame and tiring (deep down a little part of me still worries about this) in a way? I'm not the best with words, I repeat myself a lot until I get to the point and I'm extremely self-conscious of that coming across in a negative sense. I was overthinking this post for way too long, knowing full well a lot of people treat this profile as a gallery of noods of a girl they find attractive and why the hell is she rambling on and on about mental health instead of posting boobs? :') But I also know there's a lot of you whom I've been interacting with almost daily for ages and disappearing after talking about my depression coming back in full force could've been worrying. From the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry. At the end, despite the last couple of months being an endless struggle and despite feeling insanely guilty, I owed you an explanation (again sorry for the length :( ). I do want to get back to making content, my mind is clear right now and I feel I'm becoming more consistent with my daily life and social interactions. I took on a lot of new projects at work which I'm actually looking forward to and I haven't felt this way in the longest time. Still, I'm staying realistic. There will still be days where I feel low and not confident enough to post here. And I will still be crying my eyes out every now and then, but I think being honest about it with you and myself is the best way forward. I had to censor and change a few things in this post in order to be able to talk about this responsibly without breaking the TOS, I hope it's still readable and understandable. :') I didn't try to describe what my crippling depression feels like because it's very difficult to put into words and this post would then turn into a whole book. Talking about these things openly was never really my thing mainly because of the stigma around it, but I don't think I could've conveyed my feelings to you properly without going a bit deeper into the topic. I apologize to everyone who found this uncomfortable to read. I hope you're all staying healthy and happy and that you don't hate me too much!
2022-08-16 01:38:55 +0000 UTC View PostDay 2 of opening my blinds! :') ❤
Day 2 of opening my blinds! :') ❤
2022-03-29 23:09:15 +0000 UTC View PostHi all, I'm sorry for being distant. It's hard to put into w..
Hi all, I'm sorry for being distant. It's hard to put into words without feeling stupid about it, but I've had a hard time mentally for the past two weeks and I really don't have anyone I could talk to about it. I've been regretting having my surgery because it completely restricted my mobility and left me depressed like I haven't been in years. I know there's a lot of people who for one reason or another care about me on here so I made it my goal to update you every day from now on no matter how badly I feel like hiding away from the whole world curled up in a hole. Today was the first time I opened my blinds in weeks so of course I documented it for you :') I don't have any plans for posts (except the Jessica Rabbit cosplay - I'm still waiting on the dress to arrive), but I will have my cast taken off in 10 days so any suggestions are welcome and appreciated. I hope you're all doing good and staying healthy. <3
2022-03-28 03:12:57 +0000 UTC View PostSomeone wanted a tiddyfuck vid in this top ^.^ Sorry for th..
Someone wanted a tiddyfuck vid in this top ^.^ Sorry for the heavy breathing, I'm super out of breath after anesthesia and congested af😭
2022-03-10 13:42:25 +0000 UTC View PostGood morning❤ I am finally home and feeling a little bit bet..
Good morning❤ I am finally home and feeling a little bit better everyday. It will be a long healing process for my whole body but thankfully I still look pretty hot with the crutches 😭😂 I hope you're all doing good. Thank you for all the positive energy, it 100% helps me heal faster. <3
2022-03-04 08:41:35 +0000 UTC View PostHi guys just a quick update like I promised - I'm post surge..
Hi guys just a quick update like I promised - I'm post surgery now and okay! The painkillers are wearing off and it does hurt like a bitch, but I'm stronk so don't worry please❤ I will be posting things from earlier this month for the next week or so, but I gotta try and sleep now before it starts hurting too much. I hope you're all healthy and safe and have a lovely weekend!! (pic of mimi being a baby before I left😭)
2022-02-25 18:27:57 +0000 UTC View PostThis post serves purely to appreciate my right leg. It's get..
This post serves purely to appreciate my right leg. It's getting surgery tomorrow and it's very anxious. Please send some love to right leg in these difficult times :c Edit: for those curious it's osteotomy because my knees are dying due to a bone deformation I've had all my life
2022-02-24 18:11:54 +0000 UTC View Post