Tonight at 8pm CST I’m going to be hosting a private viewing of the movie “Her” by invitation only and for educational purposes (keep an eye on your DMs today). I love this movie because it predicts a not-too-distant future which is scarily believable. Also, it throws into question what a relationship is and what the rules are, especially when someone has a capacity for more than what is allowed.
I think Onlyfans and places like this are the next step of finding and negotiating relationships past dating apps, which are a bit broken and utterly exhausting. This isn’t a place for sex work for me - I’m not for hire. This is a place where I can be uncensored in how I express myself and manage lots and lots of human connections. As we step away from the one-at-a-time-till-death-do-we-part starvation mindset and into abundance mindset, these technological tools will help make it possible! 🤖 💋
UPDATE: I had some technical issues (ironic, right?) with the movie tonight so I will be rescheduling. Stay tuned for an announcement sometime in the near-ish future!
I've been thinking about hosting occasional movie nights to watch some of my favorite films exploring the realms of love, sex and human relationships. How about this Sunday, July 11th, 8pm CST for the first one? I'll post a link to the live watch party when we get closer. It won't be hosted on OF or recorded, so be sure to catch it in the moment!
*NSFW*
I am an extroverted introvert, or an introverted extrovert. Not sure which, actually. I am simultaneously *fed* by the energy of others almost as much as I'm *drained* by it. I love and need people to give context to life, and give me a reason to do anything at all in the first place. However, it must always be balanced with plenty of time alone, to actually get some work done. It's almost impossible to get much done when people are around (unless they don't talk much and submit easily to my will, the evil boss lady cackled).
Alone time is also necessary when it comes to having a relationship with *oneself* (queue Lizzo). Where is the line between self-love and narcissism? Good question, but first, let me rub one out so I can think straight.
Over the years, I've met a lot of *friends* on the road. In 2019, I was out of town nearly every weekend, making it impossible to start a relationship in Austin. Any time my friends invited me to a party, I'd look at my schedule and have to apologize. I would inevitably be carving somewhere miles away, sometimes on the other side of the planet. The invitations slowed down and eventually stopped. I would swipe on dating apps, only to ignore my matches because I couldn't fit them in. I was only in Austin to do laundry before heading out of town again.
My social life was at a standstill... locally. But on the road, I was just hitting my stride. On the road, I am more *me* than I ever am at *home*. You don't need so much time to connect with someone when you're traveling. Instantaneous lifelong friendships often form when two people encounter each other outside of their comfort zones.
For many of us, sex is a biological need. This is definitely true for me. I need it... like, I really *need* it. So I developed a travel routine for survival. I didn't always have time to leave introductions to new people up to chance, so I would change my dating app settings to swipe in the town I would be working before I got there, in this case, Oklahoma. By the time I pulled into town, I knew which one I wanted: Luke, the tall ginger. I gave him my ETA, showered, and he came to my hotel just as the pizza arrived. I had an immediately *amazing* evening. This is how you organize your life! Highly recommended.
I was there to chainsaw carve for a few hardware stores. He was there to lead a team fixing wind turbines. We spent our two overlapping days together and formed a little bond. We kept in touch for over a year until he came to Texas to fix the turbines here after Snowmageddon. We discovered that Waco was equidistant between Austin and the small town he was working in. We met in the middle there at a hotel just to say hello again. Bliss!
Here's a pic from our little reunion. I like it and I want to share it with you. And it makes me want to share more photos from all the people who have touched me the past few years, as I've explored relationship anarchy. I've been enjoying the hell out of this lifestyle. I am evangelical about it. More on that later...
M33t tattoo artist and fetish-wear-maker Joey Ortega aka @la_convoitise_des_yeux. He's been working on this erotic full back tattoo masterpiece for over four years. It's taking so long to get this tattoo done because parts of my back are hurting more than any other place I've ever been tattooed before. So bear with me as I bear down. There's going to be a lot of deep breathing, moaning, and going into a trance-like state to survive it. I need moral support!
Oh I should also mention the *2+HRS OF NAKED SIDE BOOB* might be a nice bonus for ya. Enjoy! 🤘🏻😈
I’ve been working on this full back tattoo by Joey Ortega https://instagram.com/oiseau_noir for over four years now. Tomorrow (Thursday) afternoon/evening CST, I’m going to be live-streaming our next color session!
Anyone who has ever been tattooed in American understands why I can’t give more specifics as to when exactly lol... that’s just the way it goes.
The image is of the Greek god Pan and a nymph fucking in an enchanted forest and being watched by some fairy creatures, a snake, a unicorn. Why did I choose this, you ask? I’ll tell you all about it tomorrow!
I've been feeling a lot more love than I'm used to since I started this account. The energy we've shared, exchanged, and multiplied here has raised my overall vibration. I've been buzzing from it which has started to rub off in my day to day life and I just wanted to say THANK YOU!
Hopefully you've gotten some energy from our interactions too! Enjoy your weekend!
Last night's live stream was fun! We discussed a range of inappropriate topics and I learned some more internet abbreviations, like SPH. Have you heard of SPH? Apparently it's a pretty common kink. I had no idea! Thanks to everyone who showed up for a very personal chat. Because of the level of intimacy and honesty, I am putting up the paywall to keep it close in this community. Just so you know, there is no nudity in this video.
I was encouraged to finally post my Amazon Wish List to help with some of the upcoming content ideas!
If you're curious about what I'm shopping for, go check it out!
https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/10DXJA6T6AG3Q?ref_=wl_share
hey sugar
...I secretly love those folks who are so comfortable using pet names like sugar, baby, darlin’, sweetheart with strangers and I want to be one...
join me here tomorrow (Friday) night 8pm CST for a live conversation! 🧠💥💋
I'm fixing up my house and creating some space within to take fresh photos and live streams! I'm covered in paint, in overalls with my hair in a scrunchy... so instead of showing you THAT, I decided to go ahead and post the first topless pic I ever uploaded to the internet - it was offered to some of you early subscribers in DMs. IF YOU WERE ONE OF MY FIRST SUPPORTERS, YOU MAY HAVE ALREADY PURCHASED THIS! (*hint -blue underwear, twisted spirals in my hair)
The rest of you who have joined since I sent it in private messages might be interested in this one! I really like how this angle accentuates the V of my hips.
Hope you like! <3
Wow that was a long stretch with no posting. Sorry about that! First I went to Las Vegas, then to Chicago, then I had a house guest, and now I'm back home and ready to chill for a minute! Thanks for your patience and I hope y'all have managed to have some fun here on Onlyfans without me. I missed you!
The rest of this week I will be sorting through all of the suggestions for content, photos you'd like to see, creators I might enjoy and perks for top supporters that you have been kind enough to send my way the past few months. At the beginning of July, I will have a little more room in my house for doing photo sets! I can't wait to have my own little recording studio at home <3
If you have any other ideas for fun content, please feel free to leave a comment!
I’m in Chicago! Last night I got in so late that I had a hell of a time finding food. I stepped into this bar and they temporarily opened the kitchen for me to make some pretzel bites and spicy mustard. The stranger next to me bought me a beer and shared his much appreciated vape pen and I was finally able to relax. They were simple but kind gestures after a brutal day of frustratingly slow travel (14 hours flying when I could have driven it on my terms in 17) and Chicago didn’t leave me hanging. As we had a few beers and chatted, I wrote down what I thought at the time were important ideas and shared a couple of audible books. When I’m on the road, I make friends easily... but you know this.
Quiz time! Without googling, name this quote:
“I’ve always relied on the kindness of strangers.”
NSFW! The feedback my friends gave me on this candid topless boomerang I took in the fancy hotel shower was very positive, though a couple of them laughed at me. And to be honest, I have some butterflies as I post this because I’m not sure how you’ll react to it. 🦋😅
Here are the early reviews so far:
“I think it’s hot.” 🥵
“playful and fun” 🙃
“[...] they look bigger than I imagined.” 😘
“My d*ck needs to m-e-e-t those.” 😈
Would you like to see for yourself? Feel free to leave your own review in the comments!
This little gif comes from a live stream I did from the hotel the morning I did my first official OnlyFans photoshoot with Katie Jo of Green Wheels Studios. I'm sharing it with you again because I think it's funny and I thought it might help remind you that during that stream I promised to post a candid topless boomerang video I took while having fun in the hotel's gorgeous glass shower. Although I did tell you that I’d show you, I've been feeling a little nervous about it...
I'm testing it out on a few of my friends to see if they think it's too much to post here tomorrow or this weekend if I can get brave enough!
🙃🙊😅
We chatted for nearly four hours last night and had an amazing turn out, despite me being over 20 min late! Thanks so much if you were there. It was an excellent talk! As mentioned before, I tend to put these live streams behind a paywall not because I get naked - in this one I don’t - but because the conversation is always very honest, personal, and sexual. Please enjoy! 🙊🙃😘
Lately I've been enjoying some slow, sweet love making. Looking deep into each other's eyes is almost enough to push us both over the edge and lose control. And then, the simple joy of staying connected together long after completion to savor the closeness of the moment. * sigh * It's so nice. 🥰🙃
I hope you've been enjoying your time in my world here! Would you like to move those leaves out of the way? 🌿🙊
I recently spoke in great length about a sex party I've been planning with a few friends, starting with a Pinterest board for party design inspiration: https://www.pinterest.com/griffonramsey/steam/
There was no way to keep it a secret board and share it with you without making it collaborative, so I've decided to just go ahead and make it public. The past invitees have been removed in order to protect the not-so-innocent. But here's the question: how many people is too many people for a "shared sensual adventure"? I tend to over invite... but then again, the more the merrier.
Whoa. WHOA. I did my first official boudoir photo shoot with a professional photographer, Green Wheels Studios! I was SO nervous, but strangely turned on... especially since it was window cleaning day at the hotel, and we had an audience -- great luck for an exhibitionist! I hope you enjoy these souvenirs of a very erotic moment for me.
I can't wait to do it again and again!
As mentioned on my main social media pages, this dress I discovered on a romantic getaway in Philadelphia is inspiring all sorts of femininity that almost feels like dressing in drag after being a chainsaw carver and outdoor laborer for so many years. At the moment, my hands have no gorilla glue fused with my fingertips and my hair has no sawdust or paint in it. Amazing, right? 😂💁🏼♀️
And there is a certain kind of power in being so well put together that is interesting to observe. The long blonde hair (extensions though I might start experimenting with those more in my everyday look) has called some folks (mostly men) I haven’t heard from in a while out of the woodwork like a siren’s song. 🧜🏼♀️✨ In fact, anytime I’ve had long blonde hair, I’ve noticed a surge in sexual charisma... I might need to grow it out again for real! 👩🏼💖
Welcome to all of you recent followers! When I was just getting started here, I sent a few pics in DMs and if you joined after they were sent, you haven't had access to them. Here's a little moment in the past few months when I was feeling really ANIMALISTIC. I'm also including a bonus pic from behind that I've only sent a few of you here and there in DMs. I hope you enjoy them! 🐅🐆
*Caution: those of you who have been here a while may have already seen them!
Women are often great illusionists. We can make ourselves look completely different with makeup, false eyelashes, push-up bras, shapewear (like Spanx), injections, hair extensions, etc etc. Some of you have commented on how different my breasts look from photo to photo. Partly, this is due to breast size varying with weight fluctuations, but it's often all about the bra. Depending on the style and structure of the bra, the breasts can have a completely different look from day to day. Here is a really wonderful artisanal bra I purchased in a boutique lingerie shop in Atlanta, Georgia. I also bought some perfume that smells like apricots with it, so try to imagine that, won't you?
Also, I think this bra is super sexy because it so perfectly frames the mole between my breasts. I haven't shown you that yet! What do you think?
I had a marvelous time in Philadelphia this week, hanging out with someone I care for. We looked at beautiful historical architecture, posed with the Rocky Balboa statue and rode bikes along the water crossed with so many steel bridges, danced in the open air in the middle of a gallery of street art and I bought a cute AF mushroom dress! 🍄
Now I can’t sleep because my mind is spinning with ideas. Despite not sleeping much while I was there (wink, wink) I could probably stay up all night with this burst of energy from the trip. Philly was great and I can’t wait to visit it again!
Onlyfans support got back to me this morning and it seems to be a confusion around email addresses! I *think* my account is safe. I’m so happy and relieved!
I’m in such a good mood now. 😅😁🙃 Here’s a dirty pic for all of you dear supporters, on the house!
