Princess Diamonds opened the door to my pink room and stood there with her favorite strap-on. I knew I had to quickly log out of oldschool runescape (this game I was playing on my computer) and I knew that she wanted to use me.
Without saying a word, I went to my bed, removed my panties and got on hands and knees. No cameras this time.
She started fucking me and pushed on the vibration button of her strap-on and I started moaning. She started fucking me harder and harder untill eventually i came right on my pink bedsheet beneath me.
''You deserved that'' she said.
Gave me a kiss and left.
Made a quick selfie after that happend haha.
Yesterday I was at The Sissy Market and a couple was there pickup a package.
I was dressed in FULL boy mode!
I had a meeting with an IT person because we want to upgrade our website and include Crypto payments, a simplified checkout and a little bit of help with making it easier for us to print out shipping labels, just some webshop stuff...
But when I have meetings like these, I don't dress up as Joyce, in fact, most of the time that i'm working i'm just in boy mode but with a few feminin touches. Fake eyelashes, a collar etc. Wearing a wig while working is just too much haha.
Aaaanyway. Me and the couple started chatten. They were very friendly and I asked them how they know the store and they said ''We follow Joyce!'' haha.
That was super cool. I couldn't resist and said that I was Joyce!
They reacted very friendly and posiitive, I apoligized for not looking like Joyce at the moment but they understood!
It was a very fun experience and it's the 2nd person that came to pick up a package this week. The excitement for a real life store is very very real and I can't wait to open our store.
I come from a financially poor but loving rich family.
When I say that everyone can become a sexy sissy slut I really mean it.
But that dream isn't very easy, it does require a lot of hard work if i do say so myself haha.
You need to make a lot of sacrifises, but in the end, it is all worth it because I get to be myself and dream about as much cock as i want.
Here's a list of things I had to go trough so far :
- Workouts : I cannot do any workouts that are for building muscles. No gym, no boxing,.. and no, not even squats. Highly disagree that you get a big ass from that. You also get big muscle legs, strong abs and even arms. I rather be as tiny as possible (But to each there own!) So all i do is run run run.
- Eating : Losing muscles & fat is 10 times harder than just losing fat
- Piercings : Asking to get a belly button piercing and girly earrings
- Electrolysis : A form of permanent laser hair removal, extreme pain
- Laser hair removal : Financial big risk, costs a lot of money
- Financial risks
- Permanent chastity
- Permanent wearing panties, including at doctors appointments, massages..
- health tests and psychologist appointments for HRT
- Exposure : Friends and family finding out
But it is all worth it!!
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I'm feeling really good!
My last workout was a little bit slower, so today I took a good rest and even booked a massage! When the lady told me to undress I forgot that it's not ''normal'' to wear panties and have pink toenails.
But I don't have much shame in me left so it wasn't a problem.
The massage was really really good.
The Sissy Market store is doing very good and everything is going great.
The big paperwork and financial mess that comes with buying a store is behind me now and i'm looking forward to it rather than being stressed out about it. All good news!!
The only thing that is missing in my life now is a Master.
What is the most important thing for you as a sissy?
For me, it is not having much of a choice.
If i can get out of an assignment i will most likely do it.
I guess that makes me a brat? Haha.
Hope you have a great week too.
Mwah x
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So I have been doing a lot of cardeo and yesterday I might have done my best run so far! 1 hour run, 10km distance!
Sadly losing fat also means losing fat on my chest area, that kinda sucks a little bit, but I rather be petite and skinny haha.
Nothing else to update on... Got a boring little weekend to be honest.
I even played some oldschool runescape haha.
xxx
✨My long videos reposted✨
It seems that many can't find all of my videos!
I often get questions like ''did you ever get fucked?'' or ''can you sissygasm?''
And of course i said yes to both!
So i'm going to re-post 1 long video every couple days fo you to be reminded how much of a sissy slut I want to become
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What I really like about being a sissy is losing control.
The fact that I don't have to think anymore, that someone has power over me and that saying no has serious consequences.
I know this is dangerous, but that's part of the excitement for me.
I don't know what they will ask next or make me do next, i feel like a toy.
But without the consequences, this doesn't work.
If I can say no to the task, i most likely will haha.
This power exchange is what led me into the sissyfication rabbit hole.
Girls have lots of power over me.
But now a guy started messaging me, saying things that only people who really know me know!
He started to give me assignments, calling me names and telling me that I will need to suck his cock to keep it all a secret. And honestly, I might really have to do that.
He made exposure profiles, demands the keys to my cage.
I did ask him where he knows me from.
He answered :
''Perhaps you told a little bit too enthousiastic about what you do and who you are to one of the maintenance workers''
Uhm..........
Woops?
That moment you get pegged untill you cum and get rewarded for it 🥰
If this post gets 150 likes I will post the full video!
If you want it sooner, it will be in your inbox for a small tip. ❤
MY STORY : BOOK 2
The last chapter
Chapter 20: Hormone replacement therapy
Do you see now how this encounter with a big black cock changed my life? I
desire to be as feminine as possible now. I want to be a total bitch, on
hormones with tits and all.
That same day my doctor called me for an appointment, and I went to the
doctor and explained to him my feelings.
He told me that I need to go see a specialist about hormones. He
made the appointment for me.
14 days later, I also went to that appointment. This specialist told me
that before he could give me hormones, he would need a test from me,
and I need to go talk at least twice with a psychologist and needed proof.
I did both of those things as fast as I could. I called and told this specialist that I completed these things, and another appointment was booked. 14 December
2022 was the date I would receive the hormones.
It made me feel happy, excited, but also scared, because I didn’t want to
become a girl. I wanted to become a very feminine, attractive sissy slave. Not a girl. A bitch, a whore, a cumdump, a slut, a slave. That’s what I am. I love cock, and I love to be used.
Men love tits so I needed tits.
I wanted tits!
On 14 December, Princess Diamonds and Mistress Laura both went with me to
the hospital where I received my first treatment.
It was a very special moment.
I was now a sissy slut taking female hormones.
How freakin’ deep is the sissy rabbit hole?
I always felt like getting fucked by a big black cock was the deepest, the end of
the road. The end of the fantasy.
But now I know…
….
It's just the beginning.
….
The end – of this part of my story.
Princess Diamonds didn't pay much attention to me lately.
She conciders my training completed.
But sometimes she still enjoys to play with me.
She always goes over the top and turns me into a big bimbo bitch.
I kinda love it too haha.
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I woke up and realized I almost overslept today! I had an appointment in the morning to sign the sales contract for the sissy market store we bought!
I got up out of bed, quickly grabbed some panties and put on some normal clothes and rushed to our car.
I got there on time to sign the contract.
It is now official, there will be a real life sissy store.
I am super nervous. I hope everything will be alright.
I think about keeping the place we are at right now and transforming it into my own little sissy playroom.
A safe place for me to get fucked and used and take pictures and videos.
A place that I can fill up with hot bdsm equipment!
I'm just abit nervous about the finances of it all.
I hope the sissy market will get there!
If you ever need any toys or clothes, deffinatly check out our little store.
We want to be the best there is! We have lightning speed shipping, we ship our orders every single day. All your toys in 1 box.
MY STORY : BOOK 2
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Chapter 19: Big Black Cock
‘’Joyce when are you going to get fucked by a real dick again?’’
‘’We want more content of you getting fucked’’
‘’Please get fucked Joyce’’
‘’Let me fuck you Joyce’’
‘’If you have any more videos of you getting fucked I’d buy them’’
‘’You should be fucked more often’’
I know! I know! I get it. For a famous sissy slut, I don’t get fucked very often.
I’m just very afraid for my safety and I also don’t want any weird diseases. But I
crave cock every single day. There have been days where I am very desperate. I
log into chat sites looking for guys who are willing to fuck me.
Just like you might expect, I do get a lot of messages - hundreds of messages
from men who would like to fuck me. Sadly 90% of those messages are from
men who just want to fantasize about it and chat about it. That leaves only
10%.
Half of those 10% are creeps or guys with small dicks. And because I want to
enjoy it, and because my fans want to see me around big dick, I decline those.
From the other 5% remaining, less than 1% is willing to sign a contract. In order
for me to post videos and pictures of men fucking me, I need them to sign a
content release form. This gives me the right to post these videos on the
internet. Otherwise I can get sued and I don’t want that to happen.
So one evening, I was on one of these chat sites again. I was sitting in my pink
room that already has pictures of big dicks framed up on the walls. I am
surrounded by dildos and my clitty was super wet. I logged into the chat site
and got bombarded by messages: men calling me slut, bitch, or sending me
dick picks. I was basically in heaven haha. My evening went by as usual - a lot of
men who made false promises about fucking me and some hot conversations
with guys who like to bully me. It wasn’t too bad.
In online chats, I always act a little bit more submissive towards BBCs (big black
cocks) because for some reason I really like the idea of my tiny white locked up
clitty being next to a big black cock. It is very humiliating. This one black guy
also wanted to fuck me. I already assumed he wasn’t serious, but we started
chatting anyway and he made me feel like a true submissive, so I gave him my
phone number.
That evening in bed, I was still chatting with this guy, and I didn’t believe that
big black cock was truly his. But it was. He sent me pictures, but he also had no
problem verifying it by video call. I was chatting with a real BBC Master. I
wanted to orgasm so bad, but of course I couldn’t because I was locked up in
chastity.
Princess was already asleep so I silently grabbed my dildo off the shelf and used
spit instead of lube to play a little bit with myself while waiting for his
messages.
I told him my concern about safety and he didn’t mind signing a release form or
sending a copy of his ID to prove he was real. He did send a copy of his ID to
me. I was laying there in bed with the feeling that this might be the one who
actually fucks me. The dildo in my ass kept me in the right zone, and I told him
that I was for real too. And I sent him my ID.
Soon after that we discussed a time and place.
Time: In 4 days.
Place: The Sissy Market store
‘’But what if you don’t show up? I need to do a very long drive, bitch!’’ he said.
I promised him I’ll be there. In my mind, I was thinking, ‘’If I want to change my
mind, I’ll just tell him I got sick or something.’’
‘’You promise you will be there? So, you don’t mind risking your ID picture and
all your information, bitch? If you won’t be there, I will share it with all your
fans.’’
My heart sank. This was a very scary feeling. But the dildo in my sissy pussy was
vibrating and I was super turned on by it all. So I said ‘’Yes. Deal. You got my
word.’’ You will have your BBC in my ass in 4 days.
‘’See you soon, dumb bitch! Goodnight!!’’
I put away my phone and removed the vibrating dildo from my ass. Slowly, I
realized what I just did. Totally outed or a big black dick in my ass. What the
fuck did I just do? Just from that idea my clitty started itching. I was edging
without touching myself.
I stopped moving and said ‘’Oh no!!’’ in a girly voice as I was trying harder and
harder not to cum. ‘’Not now please, come on.’’ But the harder I fought against
that feeling, the more it was coming. I tensed all my muscles hoping I wouldn’t
cum. When a sissy has an orgasm, they are not as horny anymore and don’t
want to get fucked at all! Their mind slips back into reality when they cum! You
get filled with tons of regret!
So I tensed up all my muscles. I tried to not look at my clitty, but I started to
feel every little movement. The blankets rubbed over my chastity cage and
made me edge again. I tried to look away, thinking about something else, but
nothing helped.
It was coming.
‘’Oh no oh no oh no oh no”, I said with a girly voice.
‘’Oooooooooooohhhh fuckkkkkkkkkkkk!’’ I said, as the cum started to drip out
of my pink chastity cage.
Five seconds later - instant regret.
What have I done?! Oh no! I am so stupid! I can’t get fucked by a big black
cock! What the hell eww….
Slowly I fell asleep.
Three days left before a BBC enters my ass and changes my life.
I wake up, but I am not looking forward to my appointment because I am not
very horny. So during the day I send a couple messages to this BBC Master
asking if it is okay to cancel our appointment.
‘’If you cancel, I will expose your ID and all your information to your fans slut,
just like we agreed.’’
Fuck. That didn’t work. And for each excuse I give him, I get the same reply
back. When I tell him I’m sick he answers:
‘’If you cancel, I will expose your ID and all your information to your fans slut,
just like we agreed.’’
When I tell him I don’t have time he answers:
‘’If you cancel, I will expose your ID and all your information to your fans slut,
just like we agreed.’’
Whatever I try, he won’t let me cancel it. I start begging and sending him
pictures of me on my knees, but it doesn’t help. All I get is the same message:
‘’If you cancel, I will expose your ID and all your information to your fans slut,
just like we agreed.’’
At the end of the day, the loss of control turns me on a little bit and sometime
during the evening I am looking forward to our appointment once again.
That night, I have a dream of him fucking me. I wake up feeling like I am a girl.
Two days left before a BBC enters my ass and changes my life.
I am getting nervous. I need to slowly prepare myself for the appointment.
Something in me still wants to cancel and go back, but I know I can’t do that, so
I decide to watch porn and get myself in the right headspace for this event.
During the day I can hardly focus on anything else. I think this BBC Master has a
busy life, because he doesn’t answer my messages very often at all. Or perhaps
he is only interested in the real thing.
I try to distract myself when possible and I also try to get myself in the right
zone when alone. I take my favorite vibrating buttplug, stuff it up my ass and go
for a walk while people on the internet control the vibrations. This always
makes me feel like a slut and I love it. (That is how I always go for walks by the
way.)
After dinner I take a bath. Every single day I still look at my body and feel
surprised. I still can’t believe this hairless, smooth, sissy body is mine for some
reason haha, because for the first 18-20 years of my life, I was a boy. It’s still
crazy to me that this is all happening to me.
I take a bath and I shave my legs just in case. I have less hair on my legs than
girls do, but the few little hairs that are still left, I want to get rid of anyway.
After my bath I sit in front of my computer answering my messages from
OnlyFans and checking out all the dick pics that I receive that day. I watch some
porn and I turn into a big slut once again. By the end of the evening, I am
fantasizing about our appointment. I am ready and I want his big black cock.
I just wish he would send something else than:
‘’If you cancel, I will expose your ID and all your information to your fans slut,
just like we agreed.’’
One day left before a BBC enters my ass and changes my life.
(How do I know this changed my life? Because it has already happened as I am
writing this. And it did change my life. At that time, I didn’t think my life could
still change. At that moment, I was just looking forward to making content with
my first real big black cock, and I couldn’t wait to show my followers and
subscribers what a whore I have become.)
I am very nervous because it is really happening right now, although there are
some doubts in my mind. Maybe he isn’t going to show up. Maybe he is just
joking or messing with me. This happens a lot. However something inside me
tells me this is the real deal. I can feel it. I watch BBC porn most of the day. I
can’t believe it.
Me.
I am going to end up with a big black dick in my ass and it is going to be posted
everywhere.
WHAT THE ACTUAL F!
0 Days left.
Today is the day. It’s happening. I am very very nervous but also very well
prepared. My car is packed because I am going to film this in the Sissy Market
store. I have brought all my toys, clothes, camera equipment, light, wig, makeup, dress, outfits, collars, socks, shoes, everything. I am 100% ready.
I drive to the Sissy Market after Princess Diamonds gives me a little kiss and
wishes me good luck. I still think she somehow set me up for this.
Anyway, I arrive at the Sissy Market store, and I unpack all my things and wait
for him to arrive and eventually the doorbell rings.
I can see that it is him. He actually came. It wasn’t a lie. Fuck. I can’t go back
now. I need to open the door. I walk to the door and open the door.
I am greeted by a BBC Master, way bigger and stronger than me. But he is
friendly. He isn’t aggressive. That is a relief. We walk to the office room and he
sits down in my chair.
He kindly asks me to show my outfit. It is an easy command to follow and a
great way to start. It creates a feeling of trust and safety.
I spin around a couple times, and he compliments me and then tells me to lift up
my skirt.
I lift up my skirt and my pink panties are revealed. He tells me to come closer
and I do. He drops my panties to the floor with his own hands. He stands up
from his chair and starts to remove his belt. As he is lowering his pants, he tells
me to kneel down.
I kneel and in front of me a Big Black Cock appears - just like in the many porn
videos that I have seen.
This is my first time and I don’t want any safety risks. I don’t want any diseases
or weird things. This BBC Master is a stranger, and he understands that. We use
a condom.
(Sorry, I know that you might have wanted to read that I sucked his cock
without a condom, but that didn’t happen here. This is the truth, not a fantasy
story, and I hope you can appreciate that.)
I start to suck his cock and he takes pictures and videos of me while I also take
pictures and videos of myself. This gets me very excited.
Eventually he pushes me with my back against the wall and uses both of his
hands to keep my head still as his cock enters my mouth.
I can’t move. I can just let him fuck my mouth hole and I can’t do anything but
let it happen.
My eyes manage to take a quick look at the camera recording all of this and
once I see that it is still recording, I can start to enjoy this moment.
My clitty is very wet and now I want to get fucked.
One problem. There isn’t a bed in the Sissy Market, so I have to lay down on the
floor. But that isn’t a problem. This big guy crawls on top of me and pushes his
dick inside me.
This is a very, very special moment for me.
I am getting fucked by a big black cock. I can no longer say that I am a boy.
He starts to fuck me. My body bounces up and down and I moan like a little
bitch as I can hear him moaning on top of me. I feel like a girl. Every little bit of
masculinity that I have left at this point leaves my body.
After a while he stops and he almost lifts me off the floor and makes me kneel
doggy style. Once more, his big black cock enters my ass and he starts to pound
me.
I don’t like it when he pushes very deep because that truly hurts me. It is too big
for me haha. Too deep. But I love every minute of this ultimate humiliation.
The moaning starts to get louder and louder. I am sweating and the front of my
wig is wet. I can hear he is about to cum. He starts to pound me VERY hard, and
I start to moan from pain and joy at the same time!
He calls me bitch, slut, whore as he pounds harder and harder.
I can feel his cock inside me getting harder and tenser too.
I know it is about to happen.
He cums inside me.
As he starts to lower his pace, I can’t believe what I just did.
I stare in front of me as I know that the guy behind me just came inside my ass. I
can’t believe it.
As he stops pounding and takes his dick out of my ass, he removes the condom,
and I can feel that he places the condom on my ass.
He takes his clothes, and he leaves without saying one word to me.
And... that’s it.
I was still in doggy position but as soon as I heard the door close from him
leaving, I dropped down on my belly, exhausted and fucked. I was sweating. I
was out of breath and staring in front of me, with a condom full of cum on my
ass.
After what seemed a couple hours I got up and threw the condom in the trash.
I removed my wig, my girl clothes and make-up and grabbed my stuff to go
back home. My ass hurt. I never had that when I fucked my dildos.
Of course Princess Diamonds was waiting for me. At least that was what I
thought when she ran to me. But all she said was, ‘’Give me your phone, bitch.’’
I gave her my phone and she started to browse my videos and pictures, and
once she realized it truly happened, she was full of joy and pride.
She prepared dinner for me, and we had an evening full of love.
But that evening. I decided to e-mail my doctor.
Dear (doctors name),
I have felt like a girl my entire life. I have already taken many steps towards
this. I have done permanent hair removal across my entire body and face. I
have girly piercings, and I feel like a girl, and I want to be a girl.
I am ready for the next steps, and I want to start hormone replacement
therapy.
Can you help me with that please?
Thanks,
Joyce
💙💚💜 FULL VIDEO : SISSYGASM 💚💙💜
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I know you like longer videos so here is me taking my time to play with myself untill I finally cum haha
LIFE UPDATE
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I feel so much more feminin.
I am doing a good job losing weight and completing the last few finishing touches on my sissy body.
I ran 100 Minutes yesterday!! wow!!
I burned more than 1000 calories with that. That is pretty sick.
Princess Bully (the girl who now works at the sissy market) has my keys to my chastity cage. It is a Bon4 , very secure.
She wants to ''Be better than all the other Mistresses'' and therefor is extra mean to me.
I feel sexy and happy and submissive.
Perfect mindset to date with some guys.
Give me some crazy assignments that I can put behind a tip goal 🤭
If The tip goal gets reached I will have to complete the task or face total exposure! I am sure some of you can really expose me 😫
As a sissy getting used by girls is part of your life.
I know some use me for content and followers and thats fine
They want to fuck me and show the world that they fucked me
That is really cool
I wish more guys would do this too
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Feeling very submissive.
Today I got my nails done and some laser hair removal.
I feel very feminin.
I feel like a slut, a stupid slut.
I also bought a special product that makes your eyelashes longer
And another product for bigger lips
By the way, electrolysis is outdated. The newest technology Diode lasers destroy facial hair just as good at 1/10th of the price and pain.
I have been feeling very submissive and feminin.
The many many people that have used me the last weeks really made me realize that I am just a slave. I have been locked up in this cage for months now. And I have evenings where I just play with myself. Desperate for some release.
The dildos from the sissy market are amazing for sissygasms... 🙈
MY STORY : BOOK 2
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Chapter 18: I realize the impact I have on others
The title of this chapter might sound a little bit weird, but because English isn’t
my first language, this is the best way for me to describe it. At this point I am a
completely feminized sissy slave. On top of posting pictures and videos of
myself on the internet, I also work at The Sissy Market.
Recently we made an update where customers can book an appointment with
me or Princess Diamonds for a little extra cost. So during the week I am
fulfilling orders we get from the webshop and showing customers around in
our little store. When I get back home I often get used by my Princess or I am
shooting content. It is a very busy life, but it is my dream life.
I was extremely nervous with the first couple customers in The Sissy market
that booked an appointment with me. For example, the first person was a sissy
and this sissy was very friendly and wanted some advice. After this sissy was
done shopping, we took a few pictures together.
Next up was a couple, both Doms actually, but they were looking for a slave.
They teased me. I had to show my chastity cage and try on the dresses myself
so that they could see what they would look like on their future sissy. That was
very humiliating but also hot.
Customers are also allowed to take a few pictures with me. The Dom girl took a
picture of me with the man’s cock in my mouth. I had to smile and look in the
camera. I have not seen them since that moment.
I really love our store. Sometimes I just stay there all by myself just so I can try
on different clothes and toys. It’s like sissy heaven.
But then our third customer came.
He paid a little bit extra to book me for advice. I was dressed up as a sissy and I
opened the door when the bell of our store rang, and I greeted a friendly
looking guy in his mid 20’s.
I offered him something to drink, and we went upstairs. (To enter our store you
need to walk past the office and go upstairs.) Once upstairs I decided to break
the silence and awkwardness by showing all the things we have.
But we started talking about other things instead. This person asked me if I was
transitioning and complimented me on my courage and determination. They
told me that they are not ready for such big steps but that they dream about it
often.
I gave them a couple dresses to try on. It was a very skinny person who would
look really good in what I handed over. I could see that they liked it. But this
person kept asking about my experiences and was very interested in me rather
than shopping. I could see that this person had a deep, deep desire to be and
feel feminine. So I offered to do their make-up and transform them.
I went downstairs and grabbed my box with make-up and a little drink for
myself. Once I got upstairs I got to work and did their foundation, eyeliner,
eyeshadow, blush. It was very basic but also extremely feminine looking.
I told them not to look in the mirror behind them yet, and I grabbed a wig that
matched the color of their natural hair and placed it on their head. Once the
wig was in place I told them to stand up and turn around and look in the mirror.
And I will never forget the reaction.
Silence for 60 seconds. This might not sound very long. But it is when you are
waiting for a reaction. After 60 seconds I could see tears running down their
face and not long after that they started to cry.
I must admit that she looked great. She looked like a real girl. Very feminine
and very sexy. She couldn’t believe her eyes. She broke down in tears. I know
those tears.
Those type of tears are very familiar.
Those tears are the realization of someone who discovered that their dreams
are possible, confirmation that they are not ‘’too old,’’ ‘’too masculine,” ‘’too
overweight,’’ that it is indeed possible to be yourself.
This hit me hard.
It is something I will never forget and it is something that motivates me to this
day. There are many sissies, crossdressers, transgenders, whatever label you
want to use out there who believe that they cannot achieve their dreams, and
this is super super super sad.
When I receive messages from people saying that I inspire them, I always
appreciate it but looked at it as just a compliment. But now I get it. Now I get
how important this is to them. So I wrote a little letter to you reading this ebook:
Dear reader,
It is not too late to be yourself.
Your dreams are achievable.
There is a solution for every problem.
It is okay to be yourself.
Fuck all the haters.
Friends who don’t like the real you are not your real friends.
Don’t feel guilty and don’t be ashamed.
You only have 1 life!
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I am an easy weight gainer but also easy weight loser! I can get really fanatic! My workouts are just running long distances. Pretty boring but a good podcast always helps ❤ Sometimes when i'm running in the park, I secretly hope someone recognizes me, takes me aside and fucks me haha. I really look at guys like ''Oh i'd let him fuck me''! That is new to me.
This is a dutch app that gives you a workout plan for running.
I took the hardest workout plan possible. ''Training for a marathon''
Last day I went running with a friend and he said something very interesting.
He said. ''Oh, I cannot run for 30 minutes straight!''
I said : ''I always imagen myself in extreme situations. Imagen that you NEED to run an entire marathon right now, or everyone you care about dies. Would you run that marathon?''
He said : ''Yes of course i would''
I said : ''So you are actually able to run a marathon right now, it's just your belief and mindset that limits you''
I felt smart ! 🤭
