Still in Vegas. . . Its hard to leave when my rooms are free..
Added 2024-02-05 03:16:28 +0000 UTCStill in Vegas. . . Its hard to leave when my rooms are free. . .hint hint. Remember please that I cannot talk about anything on this platform specific to you. I'm not ignoring your messages, I'm purposely not getting kicked off. I have also been pulled in and out of being needed and wanted, and then left hanging and stuck, and no longer needed or wanted, and I can't even begin to get mad. No 22 year old should have to be dealing with his own mortality, instead of what party he should attend, or college course to take, and if taking it out on me, eases that pain, fear, confusion, or sadness even just a little bit, then I'll take it 100 times over again, and I will leave wherever part of the earth I am at, and leave everything I ever had, and run as fast as I can, even if its straight into a brick wall, because that's the only thing I can do. Let me just say that this yo-yo, that I currently exist in, not only is the catapulting factor in my journey to you, but it isn't easy to cope with, and while I understand majority of you could care less about what I might be going through, let alone my s o n, it is REAL and it's my REALITY. I try my best to stay sane, stay happy, stay available for everyone else, and deal with the continued reality of my life, this life, and everyone elses life that's interjected and projected on me while still processing the plethora of insanity I've gone through to get to today.
