I just maybe am figuring some things out. . .
I just maybe am figuring some things out. . .
2024-04-06 20:28:51 +0000 UTC View Post
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So. . . Yeah. . . Please remember that I can't talk to you ..
So. . . Yeah. . . Please remember that I can't talk to you about meeting you on this platform. I am not wanting to get kicked off and I am on my final warning. I'm still in Temecula, but I am getting ready to move later today ir tomorrow. Stay tuned to where I end up.
2024-04-05 11:11:31 +0000 UTC View PostIn the mountains of San Diego, heading back into the low lan..
In the mountains of San Diego, heading back into the low lands where I left my suitcase in a storage facility. The dreaded hours between checkout and checking in, without a car or home is always fun! I will never look homeless and will walk away from all of if needed and do so often. Maybe i am a glutton for punishment, maybe I enjoy the thrill it brings, the drama I impose upon myself, maybe I am victimized too often, maybe I have really shitty luck, maybe i can justify my existence, or maybe I can simply rationalize my own behavior. Maybe I am just a girl whos completely lost out here lost out here in this big ol universe. Of course I know at this point in my journey that I have the power to change this, and I am just now figuring this out and where I want my final destination to be at. Baby steps. . . In the meantime, I am going to continue to chose happiness and follow my smile.
2024-03-29 18:29:17 +0000 UTC View PostSorry All, I've been lost in the metaverse.
Sorry All, I've been lost in the metaverse.
2024-03-29 18:06:13 +0000 UTC View PostRemember, I cannot discuss on here, with you guys my locatio..
Remember, I cannot discuss on here, with you guys my location. I am on my last warning from the site. So if I'm not responding to your message please know it is killing me not to. I am going to give the casino one more chance to win my heart and then I leaving Temecula and headed to either OC or San Diego. I could be driving a Bentley and living on the damn Beach by now. . . Maybe not, but maybe that's my new goals. Idk.
2024-03-16 04:45:51 +0000 UTC View PostGood thing today is Friday, otherwise I'd be looking at anot..
Good thing today is Friday, otherwise I'd be looking at another Saturday night spent all alone. This is what makes me crave "normal", even though there is no such thing as normal. I think I'm going to make a decision on my life this weekend. That means deciding what I want to do when I grow up, and where I want to do that at. . . Going to try and hit a jackpot at the Casino in Temecula I suppose. Never can be alone in a casino, and at least they fuck me good ;) Once I actually put pen to paper and write out a plan, with actual goals to achieve and metrics to hit, no mas casinos. So... wish me luck
2024-03-10 07:03:55 +0000 UTC View PostHey y'all! I know I've been slacking on here, but as usual t..
Hey y'all! I know I've been slacking on here, but as usual the tulultuous conundrums my life exists in have kept me very busy. That is also why it's a free page. I was in Vegas, but it became dangerous for me to stay. Was actually almost stabbed, and my life threatened daily, by what I can assume are people who think I'm competing with them or not joining their team in making them my bank, you know the P word... I have a bank account thank you, and while I may not manage myself very well, its my choice to decide. Either way, not cool or fun to deal with and prevents my spare time being devoted to anything except trying to understand why the world is full of so much evil. Maybe I am truly naive. I was rescued and flown to Orange County, but the casino in Temeculas free room pulled me out there, and from there a free ride down to where I am now was offered. So, here I sit in Carlsbad, CA. Been here a few days now, and with a chance to breathe I'm able to focus once again on me and my future. I still don't know what I want to do when I grow up, or where I want to do that at. I'm still learning that people lie, people suck, and people manipulate to get what they want from you, but as long as I put myself as my first priority, none of that can affect me and the smart people know how to show me they want to help save me from the insanity called life we all co-exist in.
2024-02-27 13:41:34 +0000 UTC View PostStill in Vegas. . . Its hard to leave when my rooms are free..
Still in Vegas. . . Its hard to leave when my rooms are free. . .hint hint. Remember please that I cannot talk about anything on this platform specific to you. I'm not ignoring your messages, I'm purposely not getting kicked off. I have also been pulled in and out of being needed and wanted, and then left hanging and stuck, and no longer needed or wanted, and I can't even begin to get mad. No 22 year old should have to be dealing with his own mortality, instead of what party he should attend, or college course to take, and if taking it out on me, eases that pain, fear, confusion, or sadness even just a little bit, then I'll take it 100 times over again, and I will leave wherever part of the earth I am at, and leave everything I ever had, and run as fast as I can, even if its straight into a brick wall, because that's the only thing I can do. Let me just say that this yo-yo, that I currently exist in, not only is the catapulting factor in my journey to you, but it isn't easy to cope with, and while I understand majority of you could care less about what I might be going through, let alone my s o n, it is REAL and it's my REALITY. I try my best to stay sane, stay happy, stay available for everyone else, and deal with the continued reality of my life, this life, and everyone elses life that's interjected and projected on me while still processing the plethora of insanity I've gone through to get to today.
2024-02-05 03:16:28 +0000 UTC View PostCan you guess what I am doing? In Vegas, dealing with the 99..
Can you guess what I am doing? In Vegas, dealing with the 99 percent of people who stand me up and waste my time. Its not just that either, it's purposeful and they're nasty and rude and mean to me. Calling me names, and toying with my emotions. For the life of me I cannot understand what makes people think that being a bully is okay on any level. If you don't like me, then just leave me be and go about your life. So frustrating. . .
2024-01-21 13:19:41 +0000 UTC View PostOn a side note, it is extremely hard to photograph feet...
On a side note, it is extremely hard to photograph feet...
2024-01-16 11:36:00 +0000 UTC View PostThe look on my face when listening to guys telling me how gr..
The look on my face when listening to guys telling me how great their wives are. I mean, it's your life to live, and your decisions to make, but if you are trying to convince me, you got the wrong girl. I'm not sure I will ever believe that there are men who don't cheat. I'm sure you all feel the same way, because turns out that most women do too. I am not one of those women, or I wasn't at least, kinda hard to cheat on nobody and equally as hard to find somebody when you're in my shoes. I get it. . . I do. Contrary to popular belief, I would have no problems walking away from my current existence for the right man. I did only ever want to be one man's whore.
2024-01-16 11:34:22 +0000 UTC View PostKinda how I feel. You know because I just realized that I a..
Kinda how I feel. You know because I just realized that I am surrounded by people experiencing Vegas and I never have. First time I moved here I took over a shithole building and my time, around the clock, was spent ensuring my residents safety, my staffs growth, and my kids homework completed. I went to the bodies exhibit only because my fiance and I were in Healthcare and it was cool, but when you live here you avoid the strip like the plague. My problem is I don't live anywhere but whatever hotel I am in that night, typically smack dab in the middle of it all, but alone. You know I have only been taken out, like out out, in my life less than . . . I've been taken out to dinner 3 times in my life. I have to start changing things for myself because I am the only one who can.
2024-01-13 03:52:40 +0000 UTC View PostPlease forgive my dirty feet, I walk a lot. . .
Please forgive my dirty feet, I walk a lot. . .
2024-01-12 21:15:25 +0000 UTC View PostWhere is the box of chocolates kind of life that guy talked ..
Where is the box of chocolates kind of life that guy talked about because I am hungry. . .
2024-01-08 14:02:55 +0000 UTC View PostI am contemplating calling Vegas home again. Since I only le..
I am contemplating calling Vegas home again. Since I only left because the insanity of people was getting to be too much, but the insanity showed up in So Cal. It's either that I attract crazy people, or I turn them Crazy, or a combination of both. Not having a stable place, and no vehicle is what brought me to Vegas to begin with when my truck died on me in Phoenix. In Vegas I can stay on the strip for relatively reasonable prices, excluding major events and holidays, and walk to "work" saving a ton on uber. Since I don't know what I want to do when I grow up, or where I want to do that at, this transient town might be best for me right now. I'm so bipolar with my life, I almost drive myself crazy. I am investing in my future though too, that's a story for another day though...
2024-01-03 04:55:58 +0000 UTC View PostI hope I can make everyone's new year a bit happier in 2024...
I hope I can make everyone's new year a bit happier in 2024. I certainly thank you all for helping me survive 2023, and sticking around while I process and work through the emotional Rollercoaster of a life I live. The thing is I used to love Rollercoasters, even though heights cripple me. When my journey began 2 years ago, I would be crippled by so much more than heights. Like crowds, talking to strangers, paying in change, confrontation, embarrassment, the dark, bees, going out alone, eating by myself, losing my path, not having a methodically planned out existence, not have at least 2 back-up plans incase the first one failed, losing my possessions that I worked my life to build up, not having my mortgage payment, 2 months ahead, not having defined goals to exceed, to name a few. The universe clearly wanted me to be free from all of those fears, worries, and crippling anxiety that I lived every single day. I literally used to throw up everyday from stress and anxiety, and suffered from heartburn since I was 12 years old. Even though my life is nothing remotely close to what it used to be; I am stress free, I haven't thrown up one time, my anxiety is completely gone, and I don't have acid reflux at all. I just had a hotdog for dinner which I have not been able to eat most my life. I may have no stability at all. I live wherever I get a room for the night at, in whatever city I am taken to by a random stranger, or where I walked to, and I walk away from everything I own often, because of many reasons, and yeah it's kinda stupid, but life is so much more than possessions and they don't hold me back at all anymore. I am completely free to go wherever I want, whenever I want. I don't worry about what my neighbors think, because everyone is my neighbor and the thing is, nobody really gives a shit anyways. I am going to continue to be me, walk the path I have always walked, thats full of kindness and good intentions, and I will continue on my journey to wherever the hell I end up at. I will keep choosing happiness because its a far better look and so much easier in the end, and I will always take the value of the lessons learned from the past and build a better future for myself and everyone else that I have the privilege of encountering along the way. Happy New Years All XoXo Michelle
2024-01-01 02:03:28 +0000 UTC View PostFor the record, I am not going to Vegas to do the whole Vega..
For the record, I am not going to Vegas to do the whole Vegas NYE thing. I don't drink, and haven't ever been part of the club scene. I had 2 children of of my own and my step-daughter, so was busy raising a family and working on my career in healthcare at 21. I'm going so that I don't sit by myself like I did on Christmas; all alone. I raised my boys to never turn out like their father, and unable to function without his mommy, and I succeeded so I can't complain too much. There's always people in Vegas, even if it's just the employees, I wouldn't be alone.
2023-12-31 02:23:48 +0000 UTC View PostPay per view is clearly what y'all want. The numbers spoke f..
Pay per view is clearly what y'all want. The numbers spoke for themselves. It is what it is. #vegasbound
2023-12-30 18:21:32 +0000 UTC View PostSqueezing his cock as he stretches my tight wet pussy open.
Squeezing his cock as he stretches my tight wet pussy open.
2023-12-27 21:14:54 +0000 UTC View PostPart one of many to cum... can I start seeing subscriptions ..
Part one of many to cum... can I start seeing subscriptions and auto renew so I can quit my day job and focus on you fans only... :) Tips get me wet
2023-12-27 03:28:40 +0000 UTC View PostDon't y'all want to see the rest of the videos...? Renew you..
Don't y'all want to see the rest of the videos...? Renew your subscription today for the new amount plus turn auto renew on.
2023-12-26 14:09:40 +0000 UTC View PostSo I really need everyone who subscribed for free, to renew ..
So I really need everyone who subscribed for free, to renew their subscription at the new rate pleesse so I can start posting content. 99 percent of you haven't started the new subscription or at minimum turned on your auto renew to ensure you remain part of my fan base. Thank you guys who have taken the time to do so, I so appreciate you making time for me. Subscribe now so I can share my orgasmic fun with you, and do my job of pleasing you.
2023-12-23 19:55:51 +0000 UTC View PostI am about to give you all a very Merry Christmas... questio..
I am about to give you all a very Merry Christmas... question is... would you rather pay $10 a month and no charge for the videos of which there are a lot now, or pay $5 per video, of which there are a lot now... I don't want to Nickle and Dime you. If everyone paid the monthly, I could for sure change my life and I'd only have my onlyfans to thank for that. I would for sure try to personally thank you too ;)
2023-12-21 18:45:22 +0000 UTC View PostFriendly reminder that I cannot discuss anything about anyth..
Friendly reminder that I cannot discuss anything about anything on this platform. 6232278067 is my only number and Michelle is my real and only name. . Shhh on my final warning on here.
2023-12-17 19:23:42 +0000 UTC View PostOut here in So Cal, currently San Bernardino County, but hea..
Out here in So Cal, currently San Bernardino County, but heading either east to Palm Springs, or west to Orange County, for a few days anyways. Traveling isn't so easy without a car. If anyone has an extra one hit me up PLEASE! ;) Been thinking about what I want to do when I grow up, and where I want to do that at. Wishing I had a someone to do it with. A few minor set backs, nothing out of my new norm, idk, nothing I can't overcome and nothing that has taken my happiness away. Still looking for my new purpose.
2023-12-17 19:00:58 +0000 UTC View PostGonna make it rain. . . I am going to make IT. . . Rain. . ...
Gonna make it rain. . . I am going to make IT. . . Rain. . . I, ME MYSELF and I. . . Stay the course. Line em up boys
2023-12-13 12:46:43 +0000 UTC View PostI'm surprised I still have an account on here. They performe..
I'm surprised I still have an account on here. They performed a hard audit of my account, by hand and flagged everything damn near. Removed most my content and messages, all I see are red flags everywhere. Please do not talk to me about meeting me or where I am at. I'm going to start using that rich dudes platform to talk about things I can't here, but that being said I'm grateful for them not removing me and for you all being here. Almost to 1k fans. That is the day that I will make it rain on y'all. My first 1k peeps :) haha. Stupid I know
2023-12-02 14:16:00 +0000 UTC View Post