Finding catharsis tonite. Imagining touching a hot iron to ..
Added 2024-07-24 10:27:43 +0000 UTCFinding catharsis tonite.
Imagining touching a hot iron to your skin, lightly at first. Just so that I can know you’re experiencing the full breadth of sensation. And then pushing it straight through. I want you to feel it all. I want you to hurt; the thought soothes my heart and calms me.
Fuck you. Again, and again, and again.
But I can find joy in the mundane, too. The corners of my mouth curl, knowing that you will always have another hangnail. Another grey hair. Another anxiety inducing chest pain.
Please, please suffer. I need you to suffer so that I can have sweet dreams.
