From the age of 13 I stopped loving my birthday. Every year ..
Added 2021-07-21 11:26:33 +0000 UTCFrom the age of 13 I stopped loving my birthday. Every year on this day (my birthday) something is constantly happening.
You will say: "You are initially attuning yourself to the negative." Yes, I understand that. But for the first three years I could not even think that something could happen. I didn't set myself up. I have always treated this day as something important. It was a very special day for me. All attention is for me. Gifts. Friends. But then things didn't go according to plan. Every time a story happened.
Once the police detained me because I was swimming in a fountain. It was very hot, I climbed in to cool down. The police saw it and I had problems. The next year, a guy dumped me. Right on my birthday.
The next year, I learned that my first love was leaving to live in Canada, forever.
The next year, I threw a party at my parents' house when they left. And the guys who came to me, they strongly and smashed my house. They even managed to make a hole in the wall. I cried a lot and could not drive them out.
And so every year. I spend this day alone or in the company of close people, but something bad always happens. So I'm afraid of what will happen this Friday 😅
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