Added 2024-09-04 17:45:29 +0000 UTC
Hey ya'll So I think I am going to take a break from fansly. I may still post here from time to time as I feel like it, but honestly, posting on here and streaming on here is just starting to affect my self esteem. I know its nothing to be helped. I just constantly feel like I am not sexual enough to meet the needs of some, so my streams are never prioritized or watched, so I stopped feeling the energy to even do them (on top of that, adults have very busy schedules so I get it.) And it makes me then, not want to get toooo sexy on streams because then it turns off the community that are there just to support me for me. And it puts me in just a very awkward and tough place. I haven't been able to raise money for new lingerie, so I don't even really have anything I want to take pictures in, so until I actually get steady and reliable income rolling in I don't see steady content of that nature flowing either. I know I was quiet for a few weeks working on a mystery script, so its my fault that things just got super quiet. When I started doing this, the one thing I promised myself was that if dips in subs or low viewer counts ever started making me feel less sexy or less desirable in any way or just bad in general, that I would take a step back and I just think that's what I need to do. I appreciate every single dollar and sub that yall have given to support me, know that every cent has gone to help me out and keep me sane and I love yall for it. 💙
