Hey ya'll
So I think I am going to take a break from fansly. I may still post here from time to time as I feel like it, but honestly, posting on here and streaming on here is just starting to affect my self esteem.
I know its nothing to be helped. I just constantly feel like I am not sexual enough to meet the needs of some, so my streams are never prioritized or watched, so I stopped feeling the energy to even do them (on top of that, adults have very busy schedules so I get it.) And it makes me then, not want to get toooo sexy on streams because then it turns off the community that are there just to support me for me. And it puts me in just a very awkward and tough place.
I haven't been able to raise money for new lingerie, so I don't even really have anything I want to take pictures in, so until I actually get steady and reliable income rolling in I don't see steady content of that nature flowing either.
I know I was quiet for a few weeks working on a mystery script, so its my fault that things just got super quiet.
When I started doing this, the one thing I promised myself was that if dips in subs or low viewer counts ever started making me feel less sexy or less desirable in any way or just bad in general, that I would take a step back and I just think that's what I need to do.
I appreciate every single dollar and sub that yall have given to support me, know that every cent has gone to help me out and keep me sane and I love yall for it. π
ALRIGHT
Tuesday night will be a TITTY TUESDAY stream π₯³π₯³π₯³
Like I mentioned prior, I wont be doing these every week anymore - mainly because I just think its hard for people to tune in every week and also, posting photos makes me more money than streaming on here does. And seeing as how time is $$$ these days, gotta maximize π
Feel free to weigh an opinion as I do wanna hear your thoughts - do you prefer streams or just photos? Do you even care? π€£
#whatdoyouthink
Sorry I have been a little MIA lately - I have been WRITING A MYSTERY ; and the stream is tomorrow night on twitch - make sure to come check it out
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HEY YALL
its titty tuesday tonight π
moving the start time to 8PM CT, hopefully the later start time will help more people be able to come π
We will start with an hour of lovecraft to see what's happening in game, then move on from there.
ITS FREE ON STEAM
dl it and join the fun with us π
SEE YALL TONIGHT
Need a little extra cash to help saving up for my bday next month, so I am gon a start posting little extra videos here and there for extra monies - πππ
Here is the last hour of the Zaddy Mode stream - LOL
It's where I finally give up on the first porn and move on to one that at least gave me material to make fun of a little bit haha.
Who would be interested in a stream on Saturdays (when I can) where I watch classic morning cartoons in sexy pajamas? π
I meaaaaan, that's s3xxxy as hell, right?
I'm thinking that instead of weekly TT streams, I will just do special streams every other week or so.
Thanks for a fun Zaddy Day!!
Sorry I didn't go longer hahaha
One and a half hour of porn was all I could take π€£π€£π€£
I hope everyone had no issues finding it - it was my first time adding permissions to a stream, so I hope I didn't msss it up.
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ps- if you missed the stream, you missed this top π
SO QUESTIONS TITTY TUESDAY-ERS
Last week we dove into a free game called Lovecraft, and it was a little "meh" I will admit, *but* it could be fun if OTHERS wanted to download it TOO and join me in there. It would just be about having a good time and for the sake of full disclosure and honesty I am not trying to fuck any of you IN the game on tuesday (just being straightforward lmao) but it would be hilarious to get into shananigans together I think.
That or......
We do a MOUNT YOUR FRIENDS tournament. That does require the purchasing of Mount your Friends on steam. I don't know who has it and who doesn't. I'm gonna throw up a poll just to see what people would rather download.
Remember that Tuesdays streams are free to watch for all followers but only subs can watch the vods π
Maybe yall dont want either π€£
OKAY.
so I am going to do a Zadderday NEXT saturday because I want time to like think about what to do for it π€£
I also wanna find something cute to wear - if I can.
Well since yall don't wanna gas me up in my comments anymore πππ
From now on this fansly will just be pics of this monkey going forward
And here I thought my pics from tuesday were so good π₯Ί
okay yall, I know I said we would do a mount your friends tourney on tonight, but I am going to push that to next week because I found this:
LOL THIS LOOKS NUTS