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I feel so fucking hot when I take videos now.... Is this how it's supposed to feel? . . #trans #transman #transgender #ftm #lgbt #jerkingoff #buttplug #masturbating #masturbation #cumming #orgasm #tdick #ftmdick #tboy #transmasc #hairy #lgbtq #queer #fatbelly #fatthighs #fatass #chubbytrans #bigclit #idkImJustTryingRandomShitNow #hugetits #transtits #fattits #massivetits #hairytits ;P

Your pillow is ready :3

Guess what?! I am fully recovered from my hysterectomy!!! And my mental health has gotten so much better as a result ^-^

To thank you all for supporting me ❤️ and also as a sincere apology for disappearing and going quiet, I'm doing a 50% off sale! https://fans.ly/subscriptions/giftcode/NjkyNTQyMTY3NjIwNTI2MDgwOjE6MTo1ZmFhZmIyZTE0

As soft as you think I look, I'm softer ☺️ . . . . . . (sure fansly, I can add hashtags, I suppose. Let's experiment with a whole bunch so I can see which are worth using :P) #ftm #nippleteasing #busty #hugetits #fattransman #transman #transmasc #bustymen #fatmen #fatftm #chubbyftm #ftmchubby #ftmfat #hairy #bigtranstits #trans #queernsfw

Hey everyone, I want to apologize. This has been one of the worst sudden hiatus(es?) I think I've ever done. I've been putting all my focus into my family, and I got really heavily depressed during my surgery recovery. But I really kept thinking "today I'll post" I'm really sorry! I guess I really do just get seasonal depression through the summer, too, holy shit... I feel like I'm always saying, "oh but thank goodness October is right there to cure my depression." Fuck.. I'm so sorry. I get really horrible brain fog and can't function for chunks of time...

You have to remind me to go print the consent form so that I can post videos with my partner. I took one where I feel genuinely the most attractive I've ever felt in my life, and I really wanna share!!

That all-natural bulge

Happy Pride Month! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

My nipples have been rather sensitive lately. Perhaps you'd like to give them a kiss or a pinch?

Deepthroat Practice - - Watch me up close and personal as I suck on this dildo. It's big and hard, so I have a hard time getting it into my throat. I wet it with my tongue before taking it as deep as I can. I gag all over this cock and tear up from it.

I am so grateful for you all being so patient with me as I've been going through a hard time. I know I've been quiet. It has been especially hard to.. just be around other people. But perhaps with my upcoming surgery, I'll feel a bit less dysphoric. I think I've just hit a limit with the constant transphobia and harassment, both online and in my personal life. As always, I'm trying to find ways to make this work healthier for myself so that I can continue to share myself with you in ways that aren't such a detriment to my mental health.

This would be a lovely time to tell me what you like about me so I have something nice to see next time I get on

My back completely locked up and I've been having to spend the last two weeks just recovering from it. I wasn't able to move at all the first few days. But I've been able to start walking again and finally got my pain meds. I'm sorry, I just wasn't able to do much.

I have been struggling so hard everyday to get myself to post something. My birthday just passed. And I didn't really want to say anything because I'm a lot more sensitive to feeling like no one cares around my birthday. I also severely underestimated how difficult this would be. After I was sexually assaulted I thought I'd be more or less fine to just keep working through it. But what has messed me up is specifically the transphobic nature of it. I'm supposed to just.. get assaulted for being trans, have the event dismissed like I didn't matter, and then just come back here to all of the transphobic sexualization I get here and smile through it. All the hate for me being trans because people feel like they have some kind of right over my body, to control me, to take from me, to violate my consent and trust. That assault is barely a step up from what I've been dealing with here for ages. I was already so extremely dysphoric before it even happened because of people online. Because of people who call themselves my fans and tell me they love and respect me, and then peddle my old work to reinforce all of the hostility I get. I am going to be getting a surgery soon, though. I finally got my insurance to approve coverage of a hysterectomy. There are more medical reasons for why I need this than simply trans-related health care, which is why I'm even able to get it at all. What this means though is that I am really going to need to get back into getting my content posted and scheduled out before then so that I'm even able to pay my rent and bills during the recovery period. I'm really going to need you all to be patient with me. Lately the negativity, hostility, and violation I've been receiving through my sex work have been outweighing any positivity that I get from my fans. Supporting my work here by subscribing and tipping are a great help. But I could also just.. really use more positivity in my comments and stuff. It's so hard when the majority of my actual direct feedback is transphobic.

This plug leaves a big enough tunnel, are you going to stick your dick into it?

A lovely bouncy butt

I may have overestimated my ability to schedule out new posts while I was also getting ready for easter/trans day of visibility with my family. My family always always comes first. But I do have enough content edited and ready to schedule, and more that I just need to finish editing. So I'm hoping to go into April better prepared than I was in March. My birthday is also this month! I hadn't thought about posting about that. No one usually cares much when I do though so idk we'll see.

Just bury your face in there so I can play with your hair

Plump Pussy Play - - Showing off my man cunt in multiple different positions. Sitting back with no bottoms on, I touch and grope myself. I dip my fingers into the plush lips and stroke my tdick. I tease my pink hole with my fingers. Then I bend over, showing my bare spread ass while I continue playing with my big pussy. You can see my wetness as I rub my dick. I sit back again with my hairy cunt closer to the camera and let out my huge busty tits. I spread my hole and grab my soft squishy labia as I show it off to you.

A personal update: I'm limited on my ability to check messages and directly engage with people right now. I apologize for that. This last week I wasn't able to work (still had scheduled posts) but I'm working on getting more stuff scheduled out to make sure my mental health doesn't cause a gap in my content tw sexual assault / transphobia I was recently sexually assaulted when I was out in public. It was directly transphobic and I've been having a whole lot of dysphoria between that and how people online have been treating me because of my chest and body. The owner of the building reprimanded me for making a scene trying to get the man away from me, while making excuses for the behavior and allowing the man to keep harassing me. Which has messed me up a whole lot mentally. Physically I'm okay. But I'm still reeling from this. And it's hard to jump back into participating in work that allows so many people to send me transphobic hate because of my body. And then y'all wonder why I want top surgery... as if the chronic pain wasn't enough of a reason all by itself. Please be patient with me. I'll be spending the rest of today and tomorrow focused on making sure I have posts scheduled for next week and hopefully for all of April.

It seems like we have two options, with me standing over you naked like this. Either you suck my dick, or if you ask nice maybe I'll piss on you.

I feel like I always look hairier when I'm all wet

I love stroking my dick for you and watching you get all flustered

Let's stop worrying about everything else for a minute and just touch ourselves together

I can't believe I finally got this to fit 🥵 Do you like being able to see my insides?

I love being trans ♡ I love having a hairy body and beard. I love being queer and bi and asexual. I'm so grateful that I get to be myself and happy 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

Careful down there, I might squish you between my thighs when I start to cum

Why watch tv together when we can just watch each other instead?

Look at me in all my glory ^-^