A Calm Pain Session
Just another day, another whip session Now the slave is clad in Winter wear (because owned animals wear socks and footsies sometimes when it's cold too). Just part of a day.
Hello!
Sorry it's been a few days since posts - its Master wasn't here much as he's been working very very hard as the moment (36 hours without a break the other day, as he's transitioning jobs and trying to make up time too!) and along with that this slave has been a bit unhealthy recently.
Also to mention - it may say this slave's been online, but this slave's Master also uses the account so it may not be the slave.
But all is okay - if taxing, and posts are coming ^_^ Full sessions, not cut up.
Thank you again - so very very much - for the support.
-from the slave
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A little comparison its Master had it do between its current plug and an old one. )
It's funny how this life has changes its perception. Less than two years ago but not long before meeting its Master, it wrote this:
I left my flat, crossed the road, sat on the sand. Stared at people, gulls, sea, kayaks, scolded. Occasional paranoia that families nearby are noticing me, but mostly unrelated thoughts. Unable to stop from frowning in the light, aware i'm the only one sat alone. In t shirt and stained flared jeans. Hair a mess wh*pping my face. Thinking of people, books, past, etc. Still empty. Overtly aware of the ever persistent feeling of "different". Will i ever be so empty that the people around me disappear into my own nothingness? Will I forget them, be overwhelmed and walk into the water without returning? Not from agony or a desire for an end, but just full of too much nothing to consider returning home or anywhere except the water?
Now, back to today, for two nights in a row there have been huge crowds outside the flat, and this slave - its Master at work and tracking where it is on His phone - has wondered out into the crowds to see what's happening. It still feels alone in the crowds, it's still aware its always alone. But it is wearing its collar.. and it can't help but touch it, that it is still lost and alone but it now feels like a pet that's wondered off from its Owner, moving amongst a crowd that doesn't see it, a pet that's jumped over the gates of its home for a minute to wander amongst creatures that it isn't one of. And it doesn't return to nothingness, there isn't a nothingness anymore, because there is always its Master.
Pegs, Pain, Pleas and Playing: Full Session
*This session may seem a little slow to start, as he was passing time while the bite of the pegs set in before knocking them off.
Upright restraints, another very playful, light hearted session. Its Master is enjoying these fun sessions at the moment, putting his music on and trying out new creative ways to hurt his slave. First session involving pegs and *almost* including needles... if not for its reaction!
First reaction to needles...guess this will take more planning, more restraints and not being upright - another time !
(A tiny sort of "blooper" from a session which will be edited and due up in the next few days)
Some Relaxed Use
Its Master just fairly gently using it with its elbows strapped to its knees while he watches TV. Very close exposure, Vibrator use, cunt and anal fucking, light impact play (it complains but it's because it is accidentally rolling into it's newly pierced nose).
How are people with receiving voice notes? Sometimes it can be hard for this slave to write responses very well, and it wonders if people in messages would mind the occasional voicenote?
Frontal Whip Session
A rather playful whip session, its Master was relaxed, letting out frustrations after a difficult morning, listening to music, toying with his slave a bit. For a pain session - there was quite a bit of laughter in this one! :)
All in one go as requested ^_^
Next Time He Will get It All In (3/3)
This might be this slave's most disgusting video.. eating its Master's cum.. from where he just deposited it. It knows it needs to work on its face. It wants to look calm and submissive, not disgusted by an order.. but.. in this video its face was that. Working on it.
Dehumanisation isn't an insult for this slave. Suffering isn't abuse for this slave. Being pushed beyond where it thinks it can go isn't a withdrawal of consent for this slave. This slave is complicit in the acts done to it.
-It has chosen this.-
This slave is most stressed when it is not serving or when it feels it's not given all it can, when it feels it has made things hard for its Master. The best sessions for this slave, the ones it has felt true peace and belonging from... have been the sessions where it was pushed hardest, where it might even have cried and begged mercy but been ignored. The sessions that prove it has no control. That it has served its Master to his satisfaction. This slave does not want to dictate how far things go. Everyone and their dynamics are different, but that is how this one is. If in a session it screams and moves too much and its Master stops, does it feel better? No. It feels like we need to try again, it will suggest different ways to restrain it, gags and sound proofers, actually beg its Master to please not stop even if it begs. He has no intention of seriously harming or damaging this slave - in any way. The same with dehumanisation - to tell this slave it is not an animal, that it's not an it... it understands people are trying to be kind, but
-it has chosen this.-
It has chosen submission, chosen to be whatever its Master wants it to be. All humans are animals. Not all humans are slaves. This slave is an animal, a human, a slave, an it. Being dehumanised is not an insult
. -It has chosen this.-
It could have chosen to continue being a 'person' with 'human being' rights - but it chooses to give those rights to its Master. It doesn't take away from its personality, from its soul, its thoughts. It is purely a status shift - one it chooses. Over and over again, every day, by submitting. No one ever man-handled it into submission or suffering. It needed it. It needs it.
Next Time He Will get It All In (1/3)
It's Master is the closest he's ever been to getting his first into this slave's ass. This is the first half - using toys to penetrate this slave's ass and cunt - sometimes both simultaneously.
It has been editing the frontal whip session tonight. It is a 30 minute video, and it wondered - do people prefer when a video is split up into more manageable sections (say 3 ten minute videos uploaded over three days) or when a video is uploaded in its full length (none is missed out either way)?
Impact, Pain and Sex 1/2
Laughter... tears...begging for it to stop.. being made to ask for more. This was the first session for months that pushed this slave closer to the kind of sessions we used to have. Equilibrium established ^_^ *Thank you Master*
From Saturday 5th. These photos were taken immediately afterwards:
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Having the whip and its Master's cock - it was very noisy this session.. ! Some very close and personal and POV scenes. Vaginal and anal sex. No lube in sight as usual and it's sure it was already bruised inside from the night before and the morning !
*LONG POST WITH THANKS TO YOU FOLLOWED BY NEW RULES AND UPDATES*
Very few people know that this slave does not actually permanently live with its Master. We have been trying to since November last year with no luck, especially because of covid and due to other things. That is a part of why he decided to make an onlyfans. You have offered more support than you might realise for things that this Master and slave really need, to get out of both really difficult situations and finally to live together - as they should be (in this particular dynamic. It knows not all do and that works fine for them).
And now its finally happening. In January. Thank you so so so much from the bottom of this slave's heart for your support here <3 <3
MAny new rules are being enforced and changed to prepare this slave for life as a live in slave with its Master. The first several months of living together are going to be harsh, intensive training for this slave. Until then, it will have chance to practice and 'ease in' to its expectations.
The plans are unfinished and need a lot of communication and thought, trial, error, so will be frequently changed. This slave will update.
He is going to set "end goals" and ways to work towards them for each month . For example, for the goal of this slave maintaining good posture, it will between now and January work on the muscles in its back. In the first month of living together for 6 hours a day it have physical aids to help it maintain good posture - such as a chain attached taught from the back of its collar down to an anal hook or its waist chain, or a posture collar, etc . During the second month it will receive severe punishment when it slouches. From the third month, severity of correction may be eased and lessened depending on how it is doing . Of course each progression (or not) will be reviewed and plans changed as necessary .
He has not formed all of these plans. But another example is the goal of "NO SKIN PICKING". For now until January it is to find and buy a pair of appropriate gloves to wear and wear them from 12pm-12am every day. Then once we live together for the first month it will be expected to wear them for 5 hours a day, then the following month severe punishment for picking, then, again, the third month will ease a little - depending on how it is doing.
Following this idea, to work towards some of the end goals and such he wants, from now until we live together, these rules will be in addition to/slightly altering some current ones:
To get gloves to wear for skin picking 12pm-12am on all days.
To strengthen back for better posture (routines/weights TBC and ordered by Master)
To address Master whenever it speaks to him.
Continue 20 lashes a day when with Master.
To throat train using toys when in its Master's presence every morning before breakfast.
To wait to dry its Master whenever he showers.
To at least once drink its Master's urine when he visits and to drink its own at least once every period that he is away.
When Master comes home, slave is to be kneeling by the door, greet him, kiss and worship his cock through his trousers and state its affirmations
Also to say its 'affirmations' when it wakes, before it sleeps, 1pm and 4pm as usual.
Master to research types of t0rture and try them out on the slave. Eg, learn and try out needles, water t0rture, cold, etc.
Slave to continue calling its Master when it is due to wake up etc for work and additionally to keep track of his schedule.
Daily tasks will be planned more in advance for days alone; several days at a time.
Slave to spend 15 minutes a day in deprivation when its Master is presence. Will depend on the day as to what time, etc.
Leave the flat "for no reason" (a walk, sitting on a bench, feeding ducks, etc) for 30 minutes a week. To plan and tell its Master in advance.
Clean the flat for 10 minutes upon waking and whenever slave enters the flat from being out.
Design some meal ideas for Master, suggest them to him, the ones he likes try out making when he visits, to keep recipes/etc for once living together.
Keep door open when using the bathroom until using a litter tray living together
A timer lock on the cage at night time.
Master to experiment with ways of making 'vanilla tasks' more interesting (eg, using toys, pain, humiliation, etc.)
Slave learn the agreed slave positions and practice them
All fresh marks from tonight. The redness has gone down but the bruises are yet to come up... Its breasts feel hard and ready to burst.. tomorrow it will be interesting colours.