Hiya, first ever post!!! Feels strange, but figured bringing a friend would be a fun way to introduce myself:)
Is the long furby suggestive? Yes? No? Get your mind out of the gutter. nvm, throw it back in. god isn’t done with me yet.
Literally terrified to kick things off, but I love how goofy + sexy these turned out. They took way to long to coordinate, and if I could post them everywhere w/o terrifying my family, I would. plz plz plz enjoy.
Also, say hi!!!! Brand new, so I wanna get to know y’all.
There’s plenty more of this to come:)
Happy tbt!
Tw: body image, weight gain, eating disorder
One of the reasons why I’ve been afraid to start an OF was because of my weight gain in the past year. In these pics, I was abt 170-175 pounds & I loved the way I looked but felt like shit. I couldn’t sleep, I based my happiness on affirmations from strangers, & I lived off liquor, coffee, unseasoned chicken, & broccoli. Then quarantine hit, & I went on Lexpro, which reshaped my relationship to my body.
I’m at around 190 now. I feel much more stable (& even stronger in the gym!), but I’m terrified to wear half the things I used to. I don’t have the same stomach, nor the veins. I can’t get away with as many types of lighting or angles. & seeing fit queers all over insta, Reddit, & OF, has made me wonder if I need to be “less” in order to be androgynous.
But my body is my body. It’s the only one I have.
Perhaps the coming posts will be me letting go of my BS. I really do love bodies of all types, so idk why I struggle to apply that to myself. I see folks with tummies & stretch marks & hair & shapes that “defy” their gender, & like, if they own it, it turns me on sooooo much. Like, plz share your hunky farmhand momma energy. Plz share your faggy tender twinkiness. Plz share your soft, punky tatted goodness.
I just want to work toward that energy. & thinking abt it kinda makes me want to slut out rn 😅
I love low-fi, amateur content so much. The rolls, the veins, the stretch marks, the skin, the pleasure. Part of the reason why I wanted to start an OF was bc I realized I wasn’t as into over-produced nudes. Like, there’s something so sexy abt content that’s visceral, rough, and playful. It feels more like I can see/feel/understand the human behind it. It’s not like a machine or corporation or photoshop concoction.
For me, I want things to be #artful lol, but the act of trying and failing is kinda fun, and “imperfections” lead to a whole new sexiness. Imagining what I could do with my body, setting up my camera/phone/camcorder, getting good photos and (lots of) TERRIBLE ones, and just playing with the process turns me on so much.
Shooting the shower content yesterday, I had to wrap my phone in Saran Wrap and balance it on some Command Strips (both should sponsor me btw). The whole thing was like the least sexy thing in the world, but I kept laughing and fumbling and wishing someone was right next to me. I felt so turned on thinking someone might want me in all my mess—that they might feel sweaty or wet or hard because of what our bodies could do to each other. Once that thought is out there, my brain goes: please fuck me now, no time to clean up, I need it.
So, I guess, yeah. That’s me.
I’m curious what unusual or messy things turn you on. No shade or shame:)
Just a preview of one of my many services via Reddit 😇 I think dirty talk and fantasizing with folks online was a huge sexual awakening. I LOVE it. God, it turns me on. If you need some, give me a time, and I’ll be there. Or we can tease it out over the course of several days 😈
Pasty but couldn’t say no to tonight’s golden hour 🌾
Gender is weird. I feel more jock-y when I wear workout clothes & run & lift, but that ain’t the default. I still love the fun & power I can play with when I’m in that mode, but it’s more like this mask/masc I can put on when I want to play. It’s not good or bad (but hell, it makes me hard when it turns other folks on 😇). Maybe that’s just switch life lol. In the meantime, I want to roll around with someone outside soooooo bad. Some messy camping sex. A quickie on the lakeshore. Bend me over a log. Let me fuck you against the tree. Give me it rough & sloppy. We can wash off in the water after. Oof, brb.
Deadlifted for the first time tonight in 6 months!!! It was baby weight, for lots of reps, but I haven’t been able to do ANY heavy lifting because of a pinched nerve in my back. Going to put some meat back on these cheeks, so I can further confuse the bicurious boys when I roll up to the bar in 6-inch heels. (Also, anyone love hand content like me???) 🖐🏻👉🏻👌🏻👏🏻🙌🏻
I’m hitting the road for two weeks tomorrow! I may be a lil slower on DMs, but don’t worry, I’ve got a few fun sets for y’all. I’ll also be looking for spots to fool around outside. Stay tuned 😘🤠😈🌾👀
Look at this sexy thrift find I snagged. Haunting, right? Would you fuck in a room full of mirrors? Go down on me if the ouija board told you to? Beg for me to eat you out in a haunted house? 😱
Hiya, can I interest you in some ba-cock for lunch? 🐓 or if you’re vegan, I still have buns you can nibble on 🍔 Either way, the chef could use a kiss :)
