So here's the story ✨
You were always fascinated by fat and gaining weight. Despite attempting to pursue relationships with “normal girls”, you found something lacking each time. Eventually, you decided to explore the feederism community. Even though it initially made you feel weird, you knew that you were into this, and over time, the fact that it's something “taboo” made it even better.
You started off as a feeder, as that's arguably the more acceptable side of this fetish. You met up with bigger girls and fed them. However, even in those encounters, you still felt that something is missing. Watching them eat and touching their bodies just didn't feel right. You knew that you could eat more, that you could push yourself more than them. That you would be a better feedee.
Your feedee fantasies began to dominate your thoughts. You envisioned yourself reaching the same size as the ssbbw girls you got off to. You started reading encouragement posts written by feeders and it felt better than anything else.
And then one day, you got a message from a feeder girl. You started talking and you felt happier than ever.
“That’s it,” you thought to yourself. And for that moment in time, that was it, that was all you ever wanted. You met up and you finally got your first feedee experiences. It started with her feeding you junk food while rubbing your belly which then went onto feeding you while riding you and sucking your cock as you chugged melted ice cream or gainer shake. Both of you were ecstatic. There was a spark in your eyes when she fed you. She adored every inch of your body and eagerly looked forward to making it even bigger.
She conditioned you to associate sexual pleasure with gaining weight, and now you were under her spell. Your belly expanded, and your clothes grew tighter. The more weight you gained, the more attention and affection she showered upon you. It felt like a dream.
However, that's when your fear and second thoughts emerged. You had other commitments in your life that you couldn't easily abandon. Gaining weight started to feel wrong because of how socially unacceptable it is.
You began distancing yourself, hoping to break free from this kink and lead a relatively normal life. You decided to revert to being a feeder, as it seemed like the more practical option. You cut ties with her and attempted to find satisfaction by texting numerous feedees and indulging in ssbbw porn. (Un)fortunately, that didnt work out, obviously. The only way you could get off to ssbbw porn was by imagining yourself being that fat.
You started missing her, seeing her lean figure next to your flabby body. You missed the things she did to you.
You thought that you can escape this, but you clearly can't. It just feels too good.
Eventually, you reached out to her again and visited her. Little did you know that this decision would alter your life forever. When you arrived at her place, she acted as if nothing had changed. She had your gainer shake prepared, and she sat you down, holding a funnel. You obeyed her instructions as she poured the gainer shake down your throat. Just as you started to feel full, she handed you the remainder of the shake to finish. Then, she knelt and began to pleasure you. You were so consumed by desire that all you could think about was finishing the shake for her. You were unquestionably hers.
After the shake, she led you to the bedroom, and you could hear her soft moans as she gently rubbed your belly to soothe you. She offered you some water, and without hesitation, you drank the entire glass. After a while, everything started to become hazy.
Did you really think that she's going to forgive you that easily? How laughable🦋
To be continued…
2023-10-26 14:50:13 +0000 UTC
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Hi loves! ✨
I'm away till Sunday, because my friend unfortunately (and unexpectedly!) passed away and I'm flying to attend his funeral. Meaning that I can't record any voice memos because I won't be at home. However I started writing you a story (will share it in a separate post).
Let me know what you think and if you like it I’ll finish it.
Love you all 🦋
2023-10-26 14:49:42 +0000 UTC
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Oh baby, what happened? Did the couch break underneath your weight? 🤭🦋
Themes: imobility, humiliation, weight gain encouragement
2023-10-23 18:58:53 +0000 UTC
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I can't wait for the day when I get to come home from the gym to a morbidly obese superchub that’s sat on my reinforced bed, stuffing his face silly for me.
Like~ Yes bby, eat triple the calories I burned off at the gym in one sitting✨
2023-10-23 13:55:58 +0000 UTC
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Let's go out to eat and shock people with what a disgusting blob you became✨🦋
Themes: weight gain, ex jock, humiliation
2023-10-22 10:14:20 +0000 UTC
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Woke up feeling ✨in the mood✨ . Any specific fantasies you would like to hear? 🦋
2023-10-22 08:20:00 +0000 UTC
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You're addicted to this🦋
Transcript:
You're addicted to this. You've tried to stop so many times, but it never worked out, you always come back. ✨
You don't need to stop now. I'm here for you and I accept you with all of your perverted desires.
Even though I see that you’re insane and fucked up. Who would want to ruin their body to the point that theyre useless to society?✨
You baby, you want that. But That’s okay, because that's why i want you. We're both insane, you won't find another girl like me. Everyone else would get disgusted by what you want. So I guess it’s meant to be. ✨
You know you want to submit to me. You want me to own you. Because That’s what makes you happiest. Be my greedy pig. ✨
Get fatter and fatter. Heavier and heavier. Get trapped in my house, with no possibility nor desire to escape. ✨
I won't give you the chance to escape. You're mine now. ✨
That's just your faith. Becoming my object. My little, well, not so little, fat slut that I can use whenever I want to. ✨
So what are you waiting for, grab something to eat and start touching yourself. Grab your belly. Jiggle it as you jerk off. It feels so good, doesn't it? Slap that belly for me. ✨
You so wish I was there with you right now. You so wish it was my hand grabbing your folds and jerking you off. ✨
Don't worry baby, I said that it's meant to be. I'll take good care of you and keep you constantly stimulated. You won't even realise you're getting fatter. ✨
But don't worry, I'll remind you. Because the bigger you get for me, the more attention you'll receive. The fatter you get, the more touchy I'll get. ✨
I won't be able to keep my hands and eyes off you. You'll be my little project. Like my work of art. I'll make you as fat as possible, I promise. ✨
So keep touching yourself as you eat. Touch yourself for me. Overindulge. Show me what a greedy pig you are. ✨
Be a good boy and give into this. 🦋
2023-10-19 20:20:20 +0000 UTC
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Let your perverted desires take control over your life 🦋
Themes: weight gain, immobility, submission, objectification, humiliation
2023-10-18 18:31:42 +0000 UTC
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Recording this one today 🦋❤️
Transcript:
You're asking how big I'm going to make you? Love, you know that I have no limits. That's what I told you when we first met! Are you scared now? I thought you knew what the deal was. I'm happy to provide for you and take care of you, but only if you do as you're told. Don't act surprised!✨
I know that you feel really full, but that doesn't mean that I’ll let you stop. I decide when you're full. Not you. ✨
You're just a weak, passive pig That’s unable of making desicions for itself. That's why you have me. I know what's best for you. I know that your purpose lies in getting bigger for me. And you know it as well, you're just scared to accept it. But you know it. ✨
Because it feels so good. It just feels right. So go on, give in. Forget about your worries and let me take the lead. I want you to have a blissful life. I want you to get so fat none of your clothes fit. So fat you don't need clothes, because all of your private parts are covered by lard. ✨
I want you to feel heavy and struggle to do basic tasks as a result of that. I want your fat to pin you to the bed. You're meant to get trapped by your own fat. ✨
I always dreamt of coming home to a huge pile of lard. With no thoughts in it’s head. ✨
I don't want a partner. I want an object. An object that I can use to fulfill my perverted desires. ✨
You're going to become my object. Because when you get as big as I want you. You won't be good for anything else. ✨
As I said. Fat boys are meant to be used. That's the only thing they're good for. ✨
Noone will want you at that size anyway. Not even the most extreme feeders. People will find you disgusting. But you're going to love it.✨
You'll only have me. You'll sacrifice your life and potential to me. And That’s gonna be the best decision you ever made. ✨
Why would you want to have a normal life if I'm here to make your life blissful. Getting so fat you can’t move is just a small price to pay, am I right? ✨
So don't be scared. You're going to love it. We both know you can't escape this anyway. So why even try? Even if you try to leave, you'll crawl back, begging for more. So let's skip this part. Do what you're meant to do. Get fat for me. Let your perverted desires take control over your life. Impress me.🦋
2023-10-18 08:58:32 +0000 UTC
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Does your girlfriend like you fat? ✨
Another example of my custom voice memos.
This voice memo includes the following themes: weight gain (ex jock), fattening you up without you knowing, humiliation, encouragement, submission and a hint of feminization.
Transcript:
Love, it seems that you can’t button up your trousers that were fine just a few months ago! What happened to you? Where did those abs dissapear? You’re starting to look so plump and chubby🤭. You’re even starting to grow moobs! I dont think that's how men are supposed to look like.. if you keep overeating and gaining, I’ll have to get you a bra! Isn't that pathetic?
Soon, ill have to be the man in the relationship, because as you’re growing, you’re getting weaker and more submissive. Should you even be making decisions for us if you can't make sensible decisions considering your food choices? You must really have no self control.. letting yourself go this much. How pitiful.
You’re even begging me to be on top because youre too flabby and weak to be on top yourself! That’s a behaviour of a slutty girl, not a grown man!
Do you want to know a secret though? I actually helped you get this big… I saw your “healthy eating attempts” so yeah, you tried to regain your self control for a bit, even though you always gave up in the end.. maybe your attempts would work if i didn’t add melted butter and/or olive oil into your dinners, which made it impossible for you to start loosing weight.
But now you’re at your heaviest, with no intention to go back. I guess that you’re just meant to be my fat submissive slut. So sit back and let me do stuff for you, you are weaker and more passive since you gained, why don't you just accept your fate and let me take the lead? We both know that you’re just a disgusting fat pig that's only good at getting bigger for me ✨
2023-10-17 22:13:58 +0000 UTC
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I made this custom voice memo for someone ages ago. They've dissapeared (for now🤭 - we all know that none of you can escape this kink) so I thought that I'll share this one with you as well! ✨
The voice memo includes the following themes: weight gain (ex jock), humiliation, pegging and a bit of feminization.
2023-10-17 21:59:06 +0000 UTC
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Here is the transcript for the first voice memo ✨
I love watching you ruin yourself.
When we started talking, all of this was new to you. You were so excited that you met me. You were skinny back then, around 200 pounds. But that was fine, I still had some flab to play with. We both loved it.
I was handfeeding you and rubbing your belly at the same time to distract you so that you eat more for me. And it worked wonders.
Each night we spent together, you were falling asleep absolutely overfed with my hand on your belly. Then I introduced gainer shakes, because I wanted you to grow quicker. I would make you drink litres of it while sucking your cock which made your brain overwhelmed with pleasure it made it impossible to realise how full you’re getting.
I made sure that every time you’re eating for me, you’re getting sexual stimulation. I wanted to condition your brain to make you hard just from eating alone. I wanted to fry your brain. I kept you constantly overstimulated by food, sex, videogames, TV and so on. There was no room in your brain for normal thoughts.
And so I'm looking at you now. Laying on our reinforced bed, overindulging on junk food. With no thoughts in your head. Just mindlessly eating knowing that I'm here to take care of everything for you.
Your only job is to get massive for me. And well, I must say that you're good at it. You can barely walk now. Not that you really need it, considering that your only journey is to the bathroom and back. Which will soon become impossible as well.
You grew a nice set of moobs and when you get on all fours for me, your belly touches the floor.
Your dick got lost in your fat and you struggle with getting off by yourself. It’s so adorable and hot to watch you try. Sometimes I think you do it in front of me on purpose, because you know how much it turns me on. You know that me seeing you struggle always turns into something sexual.
You've submitted yourself to me. You gave up your life just to fulfill our perverted desires. And that's okay, that's how it should be. I'm meant to dedicate my life to taking care of you and you’re meant to be my morbidly obese blob.
2023-10-17 21:34:14 +0000 UTC
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I'm meant to dedicate my life to you and you're meant to be my morbidly obese blob 🦋❤️
The voice memo includes the following themes: extreme weight gain, conditioning, submission. It hints immobility but I'm not going into detail with it - Maybe next time✨
It is also relatively loving compared to some of my tumblr posts. I guess I'm in a caring mood today 🤭.
2023-10-17 21:33:08 +0000 UTC
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