My new MyFreeCams name is EllePurrsXO, by the way! I left my studio and will be streaming independently as soon as I'm approved! Vote on which time frame you'd like the most, okay~? 🥰
Looking forward to causing you many troubles yet again, hehe. ❤️❤️
Daddy, don't stop fucking me until I'm filled with your warm cum. My body belongs to you. I'm going to cum for you, Daddy... Your perfect princess is going to cum. 😖❤️
"Daddy's Collar" Part 2 🥰
A full length solo cumming video. 🥰❤️ The main storyline of the sitter homewrecker... I tease you, kiss you shyly, and-- your wife almost catches us!!! But it doesn't matter... You're going to impregnate me and everyone will know who I belong to when my tummy is big and round.
You were in a hurry, so you hired me to be your sitter as soon as I replied to your ad. I hurried to your home right after tennis practice...
(Photos of me in my cute preppy outfit. ❤️)
My newest clip was so fun to make. It's a small penis humiliation video where me and my stuffed dinosaur judge and deny your penis. I really enjoyed exploring the genre. 🥰 I'll send it out as a PPV...
I'm really excited to share it!! ❤❤
It's the first week of my birthday month. The day is actually June 11th.
Does anyone else feel nostalgic on certain days? It seems like life blurs together until something hits like a birthday, seeing the leaves turn orange, or the first snow of winter.
How can I make sure that I use every day well?
I think I shouldn't worry so much, but maybe I should pay attention to more of the details in life too. How do you feel? 😊
So... I’ve been a cam model for quite awhile and enjoy playing lots of different ways, but it makes me uncertain about what kind of clips to make.
Will u please vote your favorite? 🥰
I had a private earlier with someone who wanted to see me all scruffy right after waking up. ☺️ It’s a little embarrassing, but if you have that preference, you can always request it too!
Disclosure: I’m going to migrate some blog posts over here, so it will be a little sad for a bit. 💔 But I promise my next chunk of posts will be sexy and cute. ☺️♥️♥️
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Another Unsent Letter: The Things I Couldn’t Share
Date: 10/04/2020
Do you remember when you went on vacation for four days and told me you’d missed me? When you came back, you asked how my weekend went. I’d learned so much that weekend that I was so excited to tell you about! You said you would call sometime that week or the next to talk about it, so I never told you what I’d learned.
At that point, it was mid-to-late August, 2020. You didn’t know it— or maybe you did— but our friendship was already on the verge of collapsing. I wanted to be your friend so badly... I wanted to be important to you. I wanted you to mean it when you said kind words.
It’s now October 4th, 2020. We aren’t friends right now. You never called or set aside time for me to share with you.
I’ll tell my journal now because you’re not here to listen. The biggest thing that I learned that weekend was that disappointment is inevitable in relationships, so your bond is truly built on how you come together to repair the broken parts. I wasn’t afraid of the pain anymore because I thought that you can rebuild things again better.
Maybe it wouldn’t have mattered if you knew how badly I wanted to repair it... You only kept getting more distant the longer I waited for a chance to tell you. Maybe you didn’t want to be close anyway.
I also learned other things:
• Melons have to be grown in a really hot tent!
• Everyone carries an “invisible resumé” with them to work. You can’t separate your personal life history from how you act in the workplace.
• You tell same stories to different people as a way of bonding and sharing who you are. As a relationship deepens, you have to be brave and recognize who you are becoming because of that person.
• You can turn a crisis into an opportunity by getting excited about the outcome.
I’m sure that I learned other things, but my memory is a bit foggy. Was it something about strawberries and gynecology? Haha...
I know you won’t read this letter, so it’s fine to say whatever I want to. If you did read it, I’d tell you that I still adore you despite all of the pain that I feel. I wish you could have found a way to become my true friend. I might not ever talk to you again...
When we were on good terms, you agreed you’ll remember me for always. Will you, daddy..?
I have a “Passion Planner” that I use to plan out my goals. The first question I answered for September was: “What were the three biggest lessons you’ve learned in the past month?”
• I can do it.
• I am precious.
• It will be okay.
It might seem like a short answer, but it actually means a lot to me.
Sometimes it feels like the world is ending, and sometimes I cry a lot... but no matter what happens, I will always become tougher to match the situation. In my younger years, I wasn’t so sure of that.
I would still prefer to not have to cry in the first place, but. . . Life will get better over time. Someday I will find my happiness. I hope that we all can. ☺️