Hey everyone I'm feeling a lot better and I'll finally start being active again. Still editing lots of stuff!
Unfortunately my car is having issues so I'll be trying to fix it tomorrow but I'll try my very best to put out a video. Remember if you're switching to f*nsly, try to do it before September because the promotion will be over then.
Also this femboy hooters custom was actually kinda fun to make. I have a few more things to share with this look, coming soon!
I realised something when I decided it was time to transition. Stigma and hatred in the LGBTQ+ community is deeply routed in the trans community.
I found out how much hate there is in the world towards us and how a lot of people view us. Sometimes reading comments on trans related media/news makes me sick to my stomach. I don't believe there's an agenda that trans and gender nonconforming people are pushing towards younger people of society. The amount of hate towards us in the broader sense is truly saddening and makes me ponder if transitioning is the right thing for me to do. I was so happy when I started my hormone therapy and yet now I feel like, is the amount of hate and transmisogyny, really worth it.
The answer is yes. It's so worth it to me and I'm the happiest I've ever been. Sure the hate does get to me, often more than I'd like to admit) but I still believe that this was the right choice for me. Yes dating is hard as a trans person, being misgendered over the phone sucks, and being outcasted is no fun but being happy with myself outweighs all those cons. I really want to think people involved in my life whether it is irl or online, view me the way I view myself.
That being said, I just want to say thank you to everyone who has been there for me. We may be strangers and I might not be anything more than fap material to you, but you even being here helps me in so many different ways, so thank you sincerely..💗
Last night I kissed someone for the first time in a long time. And I almost had sex. 🙃 barely about to sleep 😴 💤 hope everyone is having a lovely weekend 🥰
I've been feeling super down lately. I'm scared for next week. I have electrolysis twice Thursday and Friday. I'm broke and unstable. Dating is hard. Life isn't really looking to bright for me atm. I kinda need comfort 😕 😔💔
I'll be inactive next week. I have a surgery scheduled and I'll be out for a bit. I'll still reply and post but I won't be making content until I'm healed🤕
I started uploading a lot more exclusives on fansly, for example there's a lot more of these pics there.
Who likes my small ass though? I've been working out for a week now and I feel like I'm heading in the right direction 😉 alsoo don't forget I have a curious cat account in case you guys are too shy to ask me something you can ask anonymously! Link is on my link tree in the bio.
I also made a LoyalFans account and I just started looking into it and it looks pretty good. Some different features that I haven't seen before so I might try it out :)
I can also do live streaming from that site and shoutouts? not exactly sure what those are but I'm still looking into it! I'll be uploading my newest videos there and a few exclusives there.
I had to cancel streaming today because I was feeling too tired after a really long day!
I'm going to go with my surgical procedure next month. I'm still very nervous about it but I really want to go with it.
I wanted to ask, would you prefer I change platform completely or should I post the same things on both?
I changed my mind and decided to give everyone 50% off.
This is my last hoorah for this site and I thank every single one of you for making my YR and a half really special. I would not be doing this if I didn't have the support you've all shown me.🥺❤
While there was a couple of bad noodles, the majority were so kind and wonderful 🥰 I genuinely from the bottom of my heart appreciate and adore everyone of you.
As I continue to upload here until October, I'll also upload to Fansly. I'll create a promotion code for Fansly Sunday for 50% off there as well... If I can. I still haven't fiddled with the site enough to know what it's capable of but I'm sure overtime it'll be better than it was on here.
I had ran into trouble earlier this YR for posting public content. Here's to posting more raunchy and lewd content over at fansly.😁
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P.s.
Sorry for the long rant😶
Here's more femboy photos😳 I'm thinking I might end up posting the "being Manhandled twink version" video on fansly to incentivise more people. 🤔 please go follow me there if you can😔
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