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01.08.25—Making Bed—Quick ViewsQuick views while making the ..

01.08.25—Making Bed—Quick Views

Quick views while making the bed… ⬆️🫠

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01.08.25—Getting Ready—Real Talk

01.08.25—Getting Ready—Real Talk

01.07.25—Take 2—70s Inspired For my 70s-inspired outfit:•Roy..

01.07.25—Take 2—70s Inspired

For my 70s-inspired outfit:

•Royal blue sheer suit that I decided not to get rid of—it’s absolutely perfect for a thick day!

•Copper velvet-like ankle booties

•Vintage copper leather jacket—so loud…. 🫣🤫

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01.07.25—First Video of 2025—Take 1I was going to delete thi..

01.07.25—First Video of 2025—Take 1

I was going to delete this take one, but there’s a few gratuitous views in there worth keeping— even though I felt super thick from a fitness break. There’s so much pressure to start the year strong—goals and fitness-wise, but I like to embrace winter for what it is—a time for reflection and going within and resting. So even though I wanted to not make any videos until I leaned back out, I decided to post the authentic views for progression purposes. Yay. 😃🤭

The ribbon bottoms were complicated, so Take 2 is with the outfit I had originally envisioned.

Happy new year, and thank you for watching and listening! 🎆💖✨

12.24.24—Extra Plus Rare Views ❄️☃️🎄♥️❤️

12.24.24—Extra Plus Rare Views

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12.17.24—Extra ViewsIn white Micro bikini 🤍

12.17.24—Extra Views

In white Micro bikini 🤍

12.03.24—Extra Plus Rare Views🖤✨

12.03.24—Extra Plus Rare Views

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12.31.24—Last Video of the YearThank you for another year of..

12.31.24—Last Video of the Year

Thank you for another year of support—of being one of my mental health outlets. I really appreciate you guys letting me talk out my things.

I canceled my NYE Scottsdale trip due to my daughter getting her heart broken for the first time. It was not good.

I had (and still have) tension for days…

Boots are my favorite—new pair of black slouchy leather boots with a short heel remind me of some of the boots of my San Juan party era.

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12.24.24—Beige BeretJust lots of vain moments to be honest b..

12.24.24—Beige Beret

Just lots of vain moments to be honest because I felt so sexy. 🤭

Beige thigh high stockings with matching beret. Berry pink skirt and bra to contrast.

**I meant to put music but totally forgot!

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12.24.24—Christmas Eve Christmas-inspired lingerie outfit—re..

12.24.24—Christmas Eve

Christmas-inspired lingerie outfit—red garter, belt, stockings, satin corset, and heels paired with a white feathered tube top as a skirt.

I ruined official Noche Buena celebrations by confronting my mother for her gatekeeping on my birth time. However, I didn’t feel too bad because my family is mourning the anniversary of the loss of my grandfather. No one was really in a celebratory mood. My grandpa‘s favorite thing to do was watch his family have fun during the holidays. It’s a shame that we feel compelled to do the opposite. I still had fun with my daughter and friends though!

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12.18.24—Red Dress Part 2Before and after the night out with..

12.18.24—Red Dress Part 2

Before and after the night out with my friends. I’m so glad I went! That was the quickest change since we already knew how cute the dress would be! I had the best time, and that interaction gave me life. I may have been a bit tipsy from two martinis… lightweight… 🤫😉 It’s not my favorite, but I can definitely see the appeal. There’s something kind of nice about lowering your inhibitions every once in a while. 🤍💭

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12.18.24—Red Dress Part 1Ethical dilemma—I had a head cold, ..

12.18.24—Red Dress Part 1

Ethical dilemma—I had a head cold, but I missed the dance moms too much to cancel a fun night out with them. 🫣🥹♥️ The bug was going around, and I figured they’d get it at some point either way!

Testing outfit to see if I wanted to wear it—time would be limited after my fitness class to get ready! I did not like it with the flat over the knee leather boots—the dress was too long. Sheer tights and ankle booties were better compliments.

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12.17.24—Shoes for GiveawayContinuation of the previous vide..

12.17.24—Shoes for Giveaway

Continuation of the previous video.

I wanted to walk in these heels one last time before getting rid of them. I only kept the Coach ones for now, but I’m thinking it’s about time to let them go as well!

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12.17.24—White Micro Two-Piece Trying on a cute and very gra..

12.17.24—White Micro Two-Piece

Trying on a cute and very gratuitous micro two piece set from the wishlist. I’m so very grateful for new things you guys get me from my wishlist. 🤍 It does bother me how I didn’t notice the string was crooked in the back… 🫣🥲 And it may still be crooked for the continuation.

***The focus is on enjoying the present moment.

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12.14.24—Tulsa Shower ProjectGratuitous views in the shower ..

12.14.24—Tulsa Shower Project

Gratuitous views in the shower while out of town last weekend. 💦🩵

12.12.24—RagsImprovised outfit made from Halloween rags/deco..

12.12.24—Rags

Improvised outfit made from Halloween rags/decor. It takes me a while, and the lighting in the beginning is not the best. However, I do move to the hall towards the end of the video, and the views are much better there!

Random thoughts on polyamory and how that would actually work logistically in practicality. I was very promiscuous when younger, but it was for the wrong reasons. Intention is everything. I couldn’t do today what I did back then, but I am grateful for the experience.

I’ve started reading another book called Living Tantra, and so far I really love it! It’s going to take me a while to really work through this book because there’s lots of exercises in it . I’m so very grateful for the recommendation.

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12.12.24—Swing Practice Swing practice in the garage with mu..

12.12.24—Swing Practice

Swing practice in the garage with music. Random/not very organized, and I was definitely so rusty! I had to take a nap after this. 😅🫠

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12.12.24—Real Talk Portion—White BodysuitReal talk portion a..

12.12.24—Real Talk Portion—White Bodysuit

Real talk portion as I change into my bodysuit and leg warmers for yoga swing practice.

I’ve been nervous to share that I’m learning a little about tarot. It is not divination—it just helps navigate what one is already feeling. The future is determined by what we make of the present—the choices we make today—not by some cards.

I grew up in a very religious home. However, I believe there are parallels between religions/spirituality—certain undeniable truths—so many names for the same thing out there in this world. Journaling, reflection, and meditation are other helpful ways to navigate what one is already feeling. 🧡💖🫶

Thank you for watching and listening. To be continued with some swing practice in the garage. ✨

12.10.24—Disco DancingDancing to Tragedy by The Bee Gees two..

12.10.24—Disco Dancing

Dancing to Tragedy by The Bee Gees two times on repeat——however, for this video due to copyright reasons, I am actually dancing to some random disco music I got on epidemic sound!🤭 You could always mute the video and play the song in the background! 💃

First clip, I was dancing normal. Second clip, I was dancing for energy release—some serious Britney energy here. 😜 Final clip, I’m just improvising and lots of cat-walking.

Thank you for watching. ♥️

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12.10.24—Regalito Navideño—Red SuitThis new red lace bodysui..

12.10.24—Regalito Navideño—Red Suit

This new red lace bodysuit was too cute! I was definitely feeling myself in it and had to go all out and pair it with the Jessica Simpson over the knee boots, furry cuffs, and red lipstick.

So many gratuitous views…😅🫣🫠 Like I mentioned, I felt very sexy in this red. I originally wanted this outfit to swing in the garage, but it was way too nice!

Getting back to enjoying the present moment is an important goal for me. Instead of worrying about what the future of any relationship holds, I should enjoy the present moment and learn everything I can from it to become the best version of myself. 💖🫶💕✨

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12.08.24—Gratuitous Views Gratuitous views, post Netflix and..

12.08.24—Gratuitous Views

Gratuitous views, post Netflix and chill date. Crunchy status and digging myself in the low lighting. 🖤

Sorry for the Franco noises again. I did notice it during the video this time…

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12.04.24—Omelette for LunchMaking lunch post-yoga class in t..

12.04.24—Omelette for Lunch

Making lunch post-yoga class in this outfit from the last video because I was really feeling myself in it. 🧡🧡🧡 Only about three minutes total were fast forwarded due to yours truly having a hard time not speaking at all.

I overcooked the omelette a little bit, but I would prefer that to some wet scrambles!!

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12.04.24—Sky Full of Stars OutfitSky Full of Stars by Coldpl..

12.04.24—Sky Full of Stars Outfit

Sky Full of Stars by Coldplay inspired outfit. It’s an old song, but I am newly inspired by it. I absolutely do change with you!! Beige sarong with light, yellow undertones, beige VS halter sheer bra, and two different pairs of heels. I should probably give up on that first pair, but I might see if I can find a shoe repair place to look at them first. The second pair matched perfectly with my orange bareMinerals eyeshadow that I am using to disguise this stye in my eye—the stye that reminds me that I’m a sky full of stars. 💖⭐️💕

I’m currently working to overcome my constant need for perfection to enjoy the current moment and creating a new system for better content creation flow.

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12.03.24—Yoga in the Living RoomMostly yoga, although the in..

12.03.24—Yoga in the Living Room

Mostly yoga, although the intro is purely me flexing for possible screen captures for Instagram… I’m shameless. The rest of the video is yoga with music in my black sheer body suit and thigh-high compression stockings. I change angles plenty of times and left the blooper around (06:30) in. 🫣🤭

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12.03.24—Compression Stockings My foot has been feeling numb..

12.03.24—Compression Stockings

My foot has been feeling numb again lately, so I decided to pull out the compression stockings from a couple of years ago to do some yoga.

Next video will be the actual yoga—this one is the real talk (with gratuitous views) portion.

1) Made up with the bf because I don’t want to be someone that throws away a whole relationship so easily. His apology was beautiful. 🥹 2)Food truck research continues. However, it seems to be way more expensive than I imagined, and there’s also overhead to consider. And what would I do if I need to use the restroom during work? Sooo many logistics! I’m not sure that’s the route I want to take. I would rather make meals at home and deliver them to people, but I’m still considering the logistics for that as well. My new friend has some potential opportunities in this area. In the meantime, I should sign up for a ServSafe certification. Regardless of the route, I choose, this will be a good credential to have. 3) I have another stye… great reminder to practice a little self-love.

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11.21.24—Purple Strappy Suit Extra ViewsNo music sorry! I wa..

11.21.24—Purple Strappy Suit Extra Views

No music sorry! I was concerned I would never post this if I overcomplicate the situation. Happy new year everyone!

11.20.24—Micro Mini Extra Plus Rare Views💖🫶

11.20.24—Micro Mini Extra Plus Rare Views

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11.14.24—Crunchy Morning Extra ViewsRandom extra views… ♥️😘

11.14.24—Crunchy Morning Extra Views

Random extra views… ♥️😘

11.05.24—Extra Views Video super cropped because that was a ..

11.05.24—Extra Views

Video super cropped because that was a couple of days after that “minor” surgery.

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11.28.24—Navy Boots & Dresses Post-thanksgiving with my fami..

11.28.24—Navy Boots & Dresses

Post-thanksgiving with my family. I wore a vintage, Peter Pan collared, cap sleeved, navy with gold details dress acquired from the thrift store back in 2022 paired with Tory Burch navy suede over the knee boots and handbag. Dress 2 was from Amazon in 2019. A little bit of foam rolling for my back…

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