I am still ALIVE!!!!!!! said like im Frankenstein or some shit 🤣
But for reals... im still here. Currently sat to innthe bathroom, heres my coffee and my lil one half asleep in her lil chair. My time is ticking cuz this lil one doesnt stay asleep for more then 5 minutes unless shes being held lol she is a BARNACLE. seriously i cant put her down without her being upset. So weve done a lot of baby wearing, and my shoulders hurt really bad but my heart is full. Mother hood has fulfilled me in ways i never ever thought it would. I am absolutely lost in it right now, ive got no idea who i am or which way is up or down. But i know the different noise my lil one makes and know what she needs for each one. I thought i could come back quicker this time around cuz i knew what i was doing with parenthood. And i do! But also now i have 2 lil ones who need me which is more complicated then i originally thought. And i thought it was gonna be hard lol 😆 but were getting through. Im surrendering to being needed instead of trying to fight it this time. Its made us all happier i think!
Buttttttt with all that said, im still here! Day is still alive and well. I just gotta figure out some time for me and some time. And i absolutely will 💓 its gonna be like a train lol a slow start but once i get back to it ill be cruising and itll be easy. So i will get back to daily posting of sexy stuff! And messages and everything else 😊 its just slow going.
So please look forward to the future with me! I thank you all for still being here! And for sticking with me through all these life changes and literally every single season ive been in. I love you all from the deepest depths of my being. And this feels like such a integral part of who i am now, and my self identity. I dont plan on going anywhere and i plan on being in this for the long haul!
On that note. I will be posting more now, im finally to the point postpartum ive stopped shark week stuff (after you have a baby its like that for 4-6 weeks) so ill actually be able to hopefully take some pics here and there. And im getting more of a routine set and stone with both lil ones. So i can get to messages during down time / nap time.
There are no guarantees in life for timing of things. But i can promise im not going anywhere 💓 and i soooo appreciate you all not going anywhere either! Sending allllllll my love and every single good vibe i can muster
Ive managed to get back to like 10 messages so far 😅🤪 Sleep deprivation set in and i dont even remember changing my baby in the middle of the night last night lol 🙃 adjusting to being home alone with the 2 kiddos! And i got this! But im just tired and dont have 2 seconds to breath. Currently typing this as my toddler is telling me to change the channel on the tv and that he doesnt wanna watch "cooking" that mama put on for background noise So im sorry that this past month was baby month! And that were still adjusting and getting used to everything. I promise i will be back to regular sexy scheduled programming soon 💓 Just figuring out sleep and life schedules still.
Heres some sexy preggo pics i took cuz i havent taken any sexy postpartum pics yet 🤣
Only taking 2 weeks for baby this time 💓 instead of the 2 months i took last time i had a lil one! It does take 6 weeks to heal physically, and i have to be cleared by my doctor to do sexy things. But i shall be back to messages! So expect to hear from me in the next few days as long as everything goes well 😊 currently me and baby are sick, first small human and Light were sick and now its our turn apparently. Because of this weve had literally no visitors and havent left the house except to grab food lol so its been a bit lonely and isolating. Just makes me more excited to get back to you all asap! Just wanted to give an update 💓 obviously you all know i just had the baby 🤣 but nonetheless! Were over here rocking and rolling with the punches, or at least trying to. Hope you are too ✨️ thanks for sticking around this month as i went from massively pregnant, giving birth and now having 2 lil ones Enjoy my massive titties, as those are another adjustment lmao
HAPPY 1 WEEK OF NOT BEING PREGNANT!!!!!! i gave birth about a week ago now. And went from being massively pregnant, to being in labor (for a long time might i add), to giving birth, and now to my milk coming in and here is the bod so far 🙏💓 Womens bodies are fucking WILD I feel like my body feels soooooo much more like me already! Only a week onto recovering! This pregnancy was truly so much kinder then my first, even afterwards lol Cheers to big tiddies full of milk ☺️ and baby cuddles and overcoming some complications from birth 🎉🎉🎉 (im fine, just had some nasty side effects from my epidural)
Baby came yesterday... after LOTS of false labor. I actually went to the hospital and got sent home lol and then came back like okay this time im not leaving 🤣 But baby is a girl! Was only 7lbs and is healthy. Im healthy. And labor was easy peasy, ya girl got an epidural lol and hopefulyl healing and recovery will be easy too ♥️ today is spent in the hospital. Next 2 weeks i shall be home and adjusting to having not one small human but 2!!!!! Freaking nuts man. Also drugs are loovveellly for birth lol god damn
And wowie baby is legit in my pelvis and feels like theyre gonna nearly fall out when i sneeze 🤣 But i had a 4 - 5 period of contractions the other night where i thought i was in labor. I texted Lights mom that she may have to watch small human. I was trying to rest so i could have some energy for active labor. But was having actual painfuk contractions! Ending up dozing off at about 630am and woke up at 9am sore but with no more contractions... and all i could think during that time i thought i was in labor was that i didnt do anything special with my first baby the day before 🥹 that i was so busy trying to get stuff done and clean, and work and make sure things were all set before baby got here... that i didnt get to enjoy and cherish the last day i would have alone with small human. And my hormonal self cried. Of course lol But it just made me slow down. I need to spend time appreciating how stuff is at the moment. Quiet. No crying babies. Just me and small human most of the day. Me and him being able to have little conversations now and him asking to play and me being able to. Just being able to be super present with him. I just didnt want to take the last bit of time i have like that for granted. So thats where ive been. Just soaking in snuggles and playtime with my toddler before this new baby comes. And it will literally be any day now.... im just waiting! But trying to be patient and remember that everything happens as its supposed to. So i just need to slow down and appreciate it 💓✨️ I hope you guys have had a good couple of days and have taken some time to slow down and appreciate things too. If you havent, heres your reminder to do that! 💕
BIGGEST OF THANK YOUS!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏 Enjoy this extra long hang out, catch up, unboxing video. I miss chatting with you all so so much so i definitely made a winded video lol Kutos if you watch the whole thing! And thank you to the couple of peeps who have helped me clear the baby stuff off my wishlist 🥹 it means the WORLD to me!!!!! I have a few thing left on my wishlist but otherwise i think i have all the things i NEEEDDD. Just have a few things left on there as treats for me postpartum mostly, a few super useful items that would make life easy but ayyyy we got all the needs down i think! Heres the link in case anyone wants to treat this mama https://www.amazon.com/hz/wis… But legit thank you everyone! And thanks for hanging and watching 🙏✨️❤️
This past week has had me fucking in shambles honestly guys. 38 weeks pregnant is no joke and it being right after the holidays... i have not functioned much or done much 😅 just vacuuming has taken it out of me lately. I have prepped as much as i can prep for baby. Ive got 12 days left of this pregnancy, or at least until my due date! And spending it here in messages is what id like to do ♥️ so while i FINALLY allow myself the rest i need, i will be responding to all your messages and getting back to you all. If anyone would like any content, now is the time to purchase! I will cut you a deal on anything youd like really, especially bundles 😉 I shall be prioritizing rest until baby arrives here, if anyone wants to help out and grab the last few things off my amazon wishlist like nipple cream and baby balm and some postpartum tea, that would absolutely mean the world to me 😭♥️ my hospital bag is packed and ready to go, and im ready for the dang marathon that is labor lol but until that happens, lets relax and catch up a bit while i catch my breath for a second
Ps my nipples are dark af and my belly DROPPED so any day now baby ⏳️
Happy Saturday!!!! We've been recovering from the holidays over here 😅 Between getting so close to giving birth and having contractions (i think i did too much and was too active, i am finally better today!) And then adding a toddler who had a MESSED up sleep schedule, like went to bed at midnight and was trying to skip his nap during the day lol i think were finally back on track after all the chaos. So apologies for the delay! This preggo lady is slow moving lately and still trying to get a few things done before baby gets here. But i am thinking of you all and still in my messages! If ya need anything or want some content. I still have 3 new videos to show off to you guys 😉❤️
Got back to most messages! Will finish them up tonight ❤️ feel free to message me again if need be too! And video #1 has been sent out too 🤤 so be on the look out for it! Its gooooooddddd
Currently at the doctors for a "no stress test" to monitor baby Had lots of contractions last night and a few other symptoms of labor so just getting everything checked! Had an ultrasound and baby is head down at least 🎉 so heck yeah! No c section as of now lol But i will be uploading TWO videos tomorrow, and getting back to messages later today and tomorrow ❤️ sorry for the little bit of delay! In the meantime if anyone wants to help clear out the baby stuff off my amazon wishlist 🤣😅 it looks like baby is gonna be here sometime sooner rather then later lol https://www.amazon.com/hz/wis…
Cheers to all the new content that has gone out this week 🎉🎄 Im so stoked! And i sooooo hope you guys are all enjoying 😊
Im over here finishing up the last of the things on my "before baby gets here" list lol and im nearly all set! Have a couple more things to make and a few more things i have to purchase too but im NEARLY done and ready 🎉🎉🎉
Happy friday you gorgeous humans!!!!! 😍 ❤️ Cheers to this pregnancy being so much kinder to me. 36 weeks and still feel kinda like me, just with a basketball lol
Are there any kinds of new videos you guys would like to see? I MAY have time to film one extra video for the sale between editing and such 🤔 Leave a comment or suggestion if youve got one!!!!
Since its the holidays and a lot of peeps here have gotten my 1 year sub bundle around this time, if youd like to renew it you can tip 🎁🎄JUST $20 🎄🎁 and ill send you the link for a 1 year sub ❤️
This sale will go until xmas! And is just for peeps subbed here already 😊 happy holidays everyone!!!!!
Feel free to message me if youd like anything i dont currently have on sale! Sooooo willing to work on prices with you all for the holidays ❤️ lets treat each other and help bring some awesome orgasms to the table 😘
If anyone wants to just treat MEEE for the holidays too, ive got a few baby things left i HAVE to get, and a few self care items for me on my wishlist too 🎁 the baby items id be over the moon about! And ill absolutely do whatever content deal for wishlist purchases too https://www.amazon.com/hz/wis…
This year we are doing 10 days butttttt these 10 days will be filled with NEW CONTENT!!!!!! I will be sending out new videos every day, and they will be IMMENSELY CHEAP!!!!!!!! With a plethora of new content, i will also be offering my 💓content vault💓 as well! Where you can purchase EVERYTHING in addition to the new stuff! So youll get the twerk video bundle, my current content vault, and all the new videos i release too 🎉 Each video will be between $4 and $10 a day, or you can grab the 🎁EVERYTHING BUNDLE🎁 with literally everything lol for $75 🎄
Just a heads up to everyone i will have FREE TIME THIS WEEKEND TO FILM AND EDIT!!!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉❤️❤️❤️ if youve been waiting on anything from me or waiting for an opportunity for a pic set or something small i shall be getting things sent off this weekend 🥹❤️ Im soooo happy! And so excited to have some dang time for content for you guys. Thank you for everyones patience too! 💓
Hello from me and my belly AND my heavy titties lol these things must be starting to make milk again cuz theyre HEAVVYYYYY 😅 how is everyones start to the week? Im tired (which makes sense) and truthfully not looking forward to the holidays cuz i dont wanna do anything lol
Aw man were gonna have to have a venting video soon cuz small humans bday party was a mess 😭 (his bday was friday and we had his party yesterday) And ya girl needs her outlet to vent here lmao In the meantime ill be here recovering cuz im TIRED and overwhelmed cuz small human is going through some shit man And these pregnancy hormones are making me cry at everything
Have you ever fantasized about a pregnant woman? I feel like there is something magical about growing life ✨️ And of course swollen titties and a little bit of a swollen phat pussy doesnt hurt either 😉 Im currently always thinking about the way my pregnant pussy grips a dick while its inside me 🤤
Here is my "i woke up like this" unboxing lol thank you to the beautiful humans who sent me baby stuffs 😭❤️❤️❤️ It literally helps SOOOOO MUCH!!!!! ahhhh!!!! Thank you thank you thank you!
Theres only a handful of baby items on my wishlist now 😭 you all have helped me soooo much! Ugh. Thank you!
Taking some photo sets tonight ❤️💓 If anyone else would like to join the fun you can tip $20 and get a set just for you! 😊
Otherwise i shall post some snippets and extras here of course, to enjoy 😉 of course featuring the bump and these nipples that are getting darkkk again
Thank you sooooo much to those that got something off my amazon wishlist 😭😭😭❤️ its been more help then i can even put into words! Nearing 34 weeks now and got almost everything i need! Just a few things left on there!
Heres a lil chill with me unboxing, and if anyone wants to snag the last couple things on there for black friday deals, heres the link! 🎄❤️ https://www.amazon.com/hz/wis…
