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I have been paying extra attention the last weeks this morning. Before hormones, each morning I had an erection, but since hormones, no erections. Sometimes when I am reallllllllly turned on I can feel it growing a little bit but it doesn't last long and its not as strong. This is a very scary change! Things are truelly getting permanent. I am a real sissy faggot and that is so sexy but also scary!! You could say my sexdrive lowered abit but it's hard to describe. It's not as bad as I feared. It's like I am more in control of it. Because I don't get erections any longer, my chastity cages are very very comfortable now too. My doctor said when it comes to sex, you need to use your penis or risk that it won't work. You need to stay sexually active or you might lose your ability to get erections. Use it, or lose it. He said. I'm not using it... i'm losing it...
I am a happy sissy fuckdoll.
Like my new outfit? :)
I'll try to use my voice more, I know this is something that has been asked a lot
Mwah xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
It's been a few weeks since i fucked myself !! 🙈🙈🙈
Perhaps the hormones did lower my libido for a while.
But now i'm training again to get fucked by real men.
Pictures of the chastity cage I am designing! 😊
The top of the chastity cage will be closed and will have no holes. This is so skin can't get trapped.
At the tip of the chastity cage there will be these 4 little bumps. This prevents pinching with your forskin and it looks very cute too.
The price is aimed at +- $100, You will be the first ones to know when you can pre-order them. 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
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So 1 Month and 18 days on HRT.
I feel super good and super happy. The changes are very subtle and probably most of it is just in my head. Acording to google the first changes start to happen at +- 3 months in. But I feel very feminin.
Yesterday I had to go out dressed as a guy so I took a selfie and damnnnn I still look very feminin. I wish I could show you but i'm not sure if it will be inspiring or off-putting haha.
My transformation continues.
One thing I am deffinatly noticing is that I can't run very far. I used to be able to run 25km's as I was training for a marathon. This is now back to 7-8km's before i'm very very tired and have to quit. They say i'm experiencing muscle loss. My body needs fat and is taking energy from my muscles. How cool is that?!
Too bad my marathon goal has to wait a little bit longer...
But i don't mind if it results in a more feminin me!
P.S. I am designing my own chastity cage.
The perfect chastity cage to stop pinching and discomfort while looking extremely feminin at the same time. This is a huge risk and a huge cost. But i'm used to taking financial risks now. I don't really care about money or luxuary things anyway. The only thing I really don't want to do anymore is work in a factory. But with The Sissy Market chances of that happening are low. I'm just glad I can make a positive change. Besides being a fuckdoll it gives me a lot of joy and purpose.
I expect my chastity cage idea to be registered soon. (Meaning nobody can copy it) Once it is trademarked, I will be sharing the concept pictures on here first! I am aiming for a price of $100 for the cage.
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Going outside dressed as a sissy during the convention and receiving so much love and compliments has motivated me and inspired me a lot. Honestly, last year I have spend a loooooooooot of time working at The Sissy Market. But now I want to spend a loooooooot of time fullfilling my destiny to become a worldwide known, best sissy bitch that ever existed haha. For real!! If you have any ideas for videos, outfits i should try, any feedback or suggestions to make content even better please let me knowwww xxxxxx
(I know I need more cock in my life already haha)
P.S. Do you like the timestamps on my pictures? It shows they are made very recently. x
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So today we went to the KRR convention and we had our own booth there! The KRR convention is a fetish/bdsm convention in Belgium. We had many many visitors and we met new friends over there. It was an amazing day.
I also learned that the hormones made me super weak haha. I couldn't carry the bigger boxes while Princess Diamonds could carry them haha!! It was good training for me because I am not used to be around so many people, specially not as a sissy.
I'm super super tired now so goodnight xxxxx
Omg 🤣🙈 I am so clumsy!!! Welllll... this toy is kinda a big investment but if you like to stay clean during anal this toy is a mustttttttttttttt.
It is amazing and I use it all the time.
I hope you like my cringy toy review haha. I did my best!!!!
The toy can be found here :
https://sissymarket.com/products/dorcel-douche-mate-pro-anal-cleanser-and-vibrator-black?_pos=1&_sid=146bf88f8&_ss=r
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As you know I loooove to tease haha.
I also like to do it in real life to keep you on the edge of cumming and make you crazy so that you desire to fuck me so badly..
Today in the morning I had to go to the dentist and I still had make-up on from yesterday. Didn't care. Dentist didn't care either. I am really used to walking around as a sissy. A fan bought me a little gift and I finally decided to make content with it. Soon I will post everything but first a little teaser hihihihihihihi
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I really love this dress by the way!! 🤭💋
My hormones journey is going great.
To be honest, I had a couple weeks where I focussed on myself and spend some quality time with friends and family and on my hobbies. But my cravings for a real guy keeps rising. I really crave cock more than ever before. I also feel more feminin. This weekend I will go to an erotic convention in Belgium with Princess Diamonds. I will be wearing my favorite maid costume.
I love shopping! If you find some pretty outfits I should try please send the link to me!! I might get them!!
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I keep dreaming of getting fucked by a guy!!
I know this happend before. But the funny thing is that I never actually got fucked on a bed. I want to get fucked on a bed so that they can fuck me in my favorite position. I have always been fucked in the sissy market store after closing time. But this is doggy style because there is no bed hahaha.
Today I have to go to the psychologist to talk about my transition.
I personally feel great. It's weird to be so feminin all the time tho. I'm still getting used to it and so are my friends and family.
Next weekend I will be at a BDSM convention behind a sissy market booth!
That's gonna be fun!
Hope you have a great week xxxx
10 Years ago, I went to work and on my first day at this new company I saw Princess Diamonds working there. I talked with her and invited her over to my own place at the time. She was and still is super hot. She seemed very nice and sweet. But that same evening, when we went to bed, she started to play with me and discovered I was wearing a chastity cage.
She got mad and saw how small I was and then she demanded the keys.
Eventually I got locked up by her and she never released me.
The first years she really guided me as a submissive and made me feel like her bitch a lot. I loved every single minute of it.
She trained me and convinced me to suck cock for the first time.
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1 Month on HRT.
I haven't been very motivated to do porn the last few days and that is okay!! Sometimes I just need a little break, sometimes I do think I experience a loss of sexdrive. But it's hard to describe. I am still locked in chastity and horney, but it is less intense and easy to control my urges. The doctors said this is just a temporary effect and that this will return back to normal.
I can really start to see a difference in my skin now!
I currently also have 2 hobbies that I am allowed to have.
The first hobby is oldschool runescape, a game on the computer I love to play and the other hobby is magic the gathering. I have been playing it for fun and going to tournaments is amazing. Specially because everyone is so accepting. I think I might give magic the gathering a serious try, because the last 3 tournaments with over 30 people I have always won 🙈😊 I love to play with cute cards! I'm starting to getting used to be more feminin in public and in every day life. It's strange but it is a very cool experience.
I am so thankfull that there is so much love and acceptance in real life and that the amount of hate, discrimination and doomsday thinking is actually just something you see a lot on the internet. In reality, most people are good, want love and to be loved, and life is great. ❤️
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25 Days on HRT.
Still very horny for cock.... I have to actually put effort into looking masculine now. This is a weird change. I look feminin, even without make-up and boy clothes. Some family members think its weird as they are not used to it yet. I try to keep my feminin side minimal around them (I only have painted nails, a cute necklace and feminin eyelashes and eyebrows, but I just wear a hoodie around them) This winter I have been sick a lot , that sucked. I don't get sick often, but this winter was abit different. Lots of colds... the flu... etc etc.
This weekend I spend a lot of time with my family and friends.
I am very happy I can finally show my new self to you!! 🥰 Of course I still have a long way to go, To become a real sissy fuck doll is my goal. Yesterday a friend texted me and just confessed he wants to fuck me. I hope he means it. Meanwhile there are also 2 guys on X who have alllll my humiliating pictures and much more of me. They bully me and expose me as a sissy bitch and I need to obey them or they reveal everything! This is very exciting and I feel happy when i'm getting used.
I can't wait to become even more feminin now.
It has gotten to a point that even without a wig, I don't really pass as a guy anymore. I even had to tell my friends at a local game store that I am transgender because of my long eyelashes and pink nails that i'm always wearing. I hope you like the new content so far. 💋
Hellooooow ^-^
21 days since I started hormones, I finally made new pictures and videos for you!! Do you notice anything different? Probably my weightloss. In these 21 days, I had a 1 week break with Princess Diamonds, 1 week of feeling very sick and 1 week to catch up with work from The Sissy Market...
But I am very happy that is all over now. I am at 63kg now!! That is a really feminin weight!! I am super happy with it. My flat belly goal is in sight. Because of all the weightloss I had to get fillers in my face because I looked like a grandma. (Not really but just a little bit hahaha).
The more feminin I become, the more slutty I become.
I have been super horny and there are even 2 guys who really bully me now and expose my old self if i don't do whatever they want. It is very hot and scary. But I decided to become a sissyslave.
I Maaaaaaybe have a date planned with a guy next week!! But don't get excited yet, guys cancel dates a lot hahaha.
Mwah xxx
Sissy Joyce
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Day 20 on HRT by the way!!
I have still been taking naked selfies every single day! I hope after 6 months or a year I can make one of those transformation videos.
But the last 2 days I have been sick again.
Luckely, I think it is completly over now. My sickness had nothing to do with the hormones, I had the flu but like really really badly.
This did give my weightloss a big boost as i'm now on 63kg's hell yeah!!
I am better but I am going to take 1 more day to rest and take it easy.
Tomorow I am going to make new pictures and videos, the first ones since I started hormones. I am very excited!!
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Pffffff, today i'm feeling sick AGAIN.
The positive side is that I am losing the last little bits of weight and i'm close to reaching my goal. I truely have a feminin weight now! 63kg!!!
It is frustrating because I am horny and sick at the same time.
I can't wait to start taking new videos and pictures of me on hormones, i really hope you will like it. But it's still early. This is day 18 and the first visible results take a couple months at least. (acording to the internet) haha...
I do miss being a slut for male doms a lot.
Or bullies who expose me.
I hope everyone will still see me as a slave, a sissy fuckdoll once i become more feminin... 😅
Sissy Joyce
Soooooo
I think tomorow I will make my first new content since I started hormones!!
I have never been so motivated and ready to become a real slut.
Deffinatly need dick in my life right now.
I think 2024 is going to be wild !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Enjoy this little video from a year ago. x
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Princess Diamonds gave me a necklace and belly button piercing with the letter ''D''. That is really nice. Today was just a vanilla day. But it was also a very special day for me.
Today was the first day I went to a magic the gathering tournament dressed as a girl. Because of the permanent eyelashes, I can't really hide it anymore.
I had pink nails, eyelashes, and casual very normal girl clothes. (No wig, but my hair is growing).
I met some amazing players and some friendly opponents. Nobody looked at me strange or gave me any weird comments. I had a very good experience.
I didn't win! I lost in the quarter finals haha.
Now I am very tired and need to go to bed.❤
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I am feeling a little bit better already. I have been sick for the last few days. Nothing too bad I guess but I really couldn't get out of bed. I do have a couple interesting updates for you all!!
I have been 15 days on HRT now.
Right before I got sick I went to the beauty saloon and had eyelash extensions done. (These can't be removed for over a month). This means I am fully out. Then I went to a clinic and got fillers for my face. I have been losing a lot of weight (intentionally) and I am now at 64.5kg!! (The picture used for this post was me at 68kg). I learned that with that much weightloss, your face starts to look too skinny. When I was there, I asked them if it was possible to do something feminizing and they did put a little bit extra in my cheeks, making me look more feminin. When I take a look in the mirror now, I realize that this is my life now, not just a hobby. At 64.5kg, I feel much weaker than man too. (And I kinda like that).
But the side effect of HRT that had me the most afraid was losing my libido. But instead of losing it, I gained libido. God i'm such a horny slut. Even when i'm sick in bed all i can think of is being a good little sissy bitch now. I think the estrogen increased my desire to become a weak sissy cock slut. For real, I am suuuuuuuuuuuuuper horny like all the time.
I do have a confession to make.
Ever since I started HRT, I have not made any new content yet.
So all the pictures you have seen untill now are pre-hrt.
My first shoot on HRT will be when i'm 100% healed. (I hope this weekend.)
Of course, only you my supports will get to see this for a long long time.
I also noticed that to become a famous fuck doll, I need to get exposed more.
I am going to release 150+ clips of me being a slut and 100+ pictures of me without a wig to all my followers on X. I hope these clips will get used in porn videos, or randomly posted on the internet and that my humiliating no wig pictures will be used to humiliate me and remind me i'm nothing but a bitch.
Fan profiles, clips, memes, gifs, captions, I love it all and it turns me on so much. I learned that my biggest turn-off is sissies or subs who act dominant towards me haha. Sowwy!! I'm not submissive to other slaves!!
The new content (of me on HRT) will of course me exclusive to you only for a long time..
Mwah xxx
Sissy Joyce
