Quick little post to let you know I have been sick for 2 day..
Quick little post to let you know I have been sick for 2 days but I am feeling better!! ❤️ probably back tomorow
2024-02-15 18:40:22 +0000 UTC View Post
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LIFE UPDATE ---------------------- So this week I have a lo..
LIFE UPDATE ---------------------- So this week I have a lot of appointments. Today I went to the beauty saloon to get my eyebrows done and get eyelash extensions. They warned me and told me that I will not be able to remove them for more than a month. I did it anyway. I now have long feminin eyelashes and eyebrows and it really feminized my face. I am very happy with the result. I am also going to wear a sissy choker in public. I think I should be proud of who I am and become totally shameless. I also took a few selfies but without a wig I don't really like to show it to you because It might ruin the fantasy haha. I am growing my hair now. Tomorow I am getting fillers in my face because the weightloss made my face look to boney... Mwah x
2024-02-12 14:17:47 +0000 UTC View PostGood morning 💖 Enjoy your Sunday!! Today I have to work for ..
Good morning 💖 Enjoy your Sunday!! Today I have to work for The Sissy Market, not in the store, but a lot of new test products arrived and I need to try them and I also need to add a bunch of new products to the webshop. After the little holiday, princess diamonds and me, our relationship is getting better, She had been acting very dominant, perhaps that is because I look like a sissy bitch 24/7 haha. Now that I am almost shameless, I don't have a fear to go out in public dressed. Perhaps I could make some content... I have a couple good ideas. I kinda also desire to get fucked and find my ideal male dom but I kinda also want to wait a little until I have bigger tits haha. I know... stupid me. Anyway have a nice sunday *Kiss on the tip of your cock* xxxxxx Joyce
2024-02-11 08:27:50 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE -------------------- DAY 9 on HRT (Hormone repla..
LIFE UPDATE -------------------- DAY 9 on HRT (Hormone replacement therapy) I feel great! I feel super horny and I have a deep desire for dominant men. I catch myself looking at my phone a lot more hoping for mean guys to send me naughty messages or someone who exposed me. It makes my permanently limp tiny clitty wet. I can feel myself beiing more desperate day by day. Oh by the way, many told me to take photos of my transition, I am making a naked selfie every single morning! :) It's gonna be a hot timelapse in 1 year haha. Much love Enjoy the 40 pictures of different sizes of the vice chastity cage! xxx sissy Joyce
2024-02-10 19:53:09 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE ------------------------- This is day 8 on HRT....
LIFE UPDATE ------------------------- This is day 8 on HRT... 🙈 (Hormone replacement therapy) And I have not posted for a couple days! I had a little holiday. Princess Diamonds took me to ''Center Parks'' in Belgium. It is a park with lodges and a bunch of activities and restaurants. It's fun. I was excited. Princess wanted me to wear girl clothes when driving to Center Parks. Of course I did that. It wasn't much of a task anymore. I feel comfortable in girl clothes. But when we arrived and I unpacked our suitcase, I noticed that Princess Diamonds brought 0 boy clothes for me. For the next 3 days, I would be walking around dressed as a girl. She also said that from now on, since I am on hormones, boy clothes are not something to hide behind anymore and that she has hidden the few sets I had. We did a lot of activities while I was dressed as a girl. We even went to an all-you-can-eat restaurant with me wearing a dress, earrings, a collar and girl shoes. After the 3rd day, I didn't care anymore. Nobody looked at me weird and everyone was nice to me. I do feel a little bit more emotional at this phase. I feel as I am in the phase where I can't be a pretty guy and I can't be a pretty girl at the moment. I am something weird in between. I really hope I become more feminin fast. Sadly I can't rush this. Howeverrrrrrrrrrrrrr During our stay there, I looked for ways to improve my feminin look. And since I got used to being feminin in public now, I am going to get eyelash extensions (you can't remove them for months!). Oh and i'm also going to get more filler in my face, the weightloss really takes its toll on my facial structure. Nothing fake or drastic, just a little bit. I did this before. We had an amazing little break and i'm glad to be back home. I am super super super horny and craving an orgasm haha. Much love Sissy Joyce
2024-02-09 15:23:15 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE --------------------- Day 4 on HRT. I do notice ..
LIFE UPDATE --------------------- Day 4 on HRT. I do notice a few things to be honest. I noticed on the first day that I am more calm in my mind, more relaxed and this is deffinatly true. The main difference is having no erections. This is so amazing. Chastity becomes super comfortable. To the point you don't even realize you are wearing one. I really really love it. Very rarely, I do get an erection, but it lasts for 5 seconds and it is not strong at all. I notice I feel better and happier when I look feminin without a wig. Yesterday I did a workout (running) and stopped after 20 minutes... While normally I can run double or triple of that easily at a higher pace! Could have just been an off day, but wondering if HRT has something to do with it. I do miss being treated like a slut. I love the compliments but I want to stay a slave. Today I'm painting my nails pink and go to my parents. They already know, but they haven't seen me feminin yet. I know they would 100% accept it, but for my own comfort I want to do it step by step. Just like going outside feminin! Now I have no problem being dressed feminin and going shopping. I actually really love it! Hope you have a nice day!
2024-02-05 08:07:55 +0000 UTC View PostA week before HRT, I took my dildo and favorite buttplug and..
A week before HRT, I took my dildo and favorite buttplug and pressed record on my phone. 🤭😙
2024-02-04 14:22:17 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE --------------------- The days before my hormone..
LIFE UPDATE --------------------- The days before my hormones, I played a lot with my dildo as you can see. I believe almost every day! The idea turned me on so much! There is a full length video of every one of the clips and I will of course post them soon!! So... Yesterday was my first day and night on HRT. And I knew, the changes happen very slowly. I know! But I didn't expect this to happen already. I didn't get any erection during the day and night. Not even in the morning. Nothing!! This has made chastity extra comfortable and I am able to shrink down a little. But Princess Diamonds placed me in the CB-6000. Why? Because everything started in a CB-6000 many years ago. Chastity is very very comfortable without erections. The good news, my libido didn't decrease (yet?). I still want to be a sexy sissy slave haha. Perhaps my libido changed a little. Yesterday I paid extra attention to dick pics. The rest of the changes I feel are probably placebo. Not real, they are probably just in my head. But I do feel more at rest. The best way to describe it is when you're back from a welness. You are relaxed and calm. I hads a very calm and collected day. I am ready and excited for day 2! When I notice anything I will of course share it with you, the ones who made this all possible. x
2024-02-03 08:03:04 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE --------------------- 31 January. Tomorow is th..
LIFE UPDATE --------------------- 31 January. Tomorow is the day I get my hormones! I did everything I needed to do. ''But Joyce, didn't you already take hormones?'' Well, yes, I took a minimal dose of oestrogel. These are female hormones. It had a tiny effect on me but not much. Trans people, take double the dose and on top of that take male hormone blockers. I didn't do all of this. Untill now. I am ready for this next step. Will this make me trans? I guess, in some way yes. But I don't like labels. I just want to be a very feminin, fuckable sissy slave. Nothing else. But yeah, I guess trans works too. Today I watched a lot of videos and read a lot of articles about the dangers of HRT and what it will be like. There are real health dangers according to the internet. I am super afraid of diseases. I guess I am an hypochondriac. (Someone who really is afraid of diseases) The tests I needed to do a few days ago stressed me out so much. Waiting for the results fucked with my mind. I was constantly hoping I wouldn't be sick. When I received the call that i'm healthy, I was very very happy. Acording to the internet, there are health risks to HRT. I was going to show these to my doctor tomorow. If the risks are too great, I will not do it. Oh, my weightoss is going great. Yeah I really desire that flat belly, I even lost more weight. It has been difficult to workout this much (running) and paying attention to my diet but its all worth it. Sadly my face looks abit too skinny, but hopefully the hormones will change that. Later that night we checked the news. (We normally don't do this, because it's only negative crap that makes you think the world is on fire) but this time, we saw that farmers are protesting everywhere, and that traffic will be impossible. My heart sank. I won't be able to make it to the hospital. But....... when I want something, I go for it. 1 February : So, I placed my alarm at 03:00 in the morning. And in the middle of the night, i woke up, grabbed a blanket and a pillow and drove to the hospital. I parked there and slept in my care untill 11:00 for my appointment. :) Before my appointment, in the toilet, i made a quick photo of what i was wearing, to show my onlyfans what my daily outfit is. After waiting a little, the doctor called my name and this was it. I was 100% prepared. All tests done, proof I talked with a psychologist. Everything has been done by the books. I did my story and the doctor gave me a few options. 1) For female hormones, he recommended to double the dosage of the gel I am using. I asked if band aids are a better working alternative and he said no. So I agreed on doubling my dosage of female hormones. 2) For male hormone blockers he offered 3 options. The first option was a pill that would indeed lower my libido and give me a higher risk on some diseases. (I can't remember what exactly). The 2nd pill, if taken longterm, it has a chance to develop a friendly tumor in your head. HELL NO. The 3rd option was an injection every 3 months. He said that this type of male hormone blocker works more in your brain while the pills block it from your testicles. It has no known side effects, but it is an injection. He said. He continued and reminded me that I will lose the ability to have erections. I replied with ''how about my libido''? Your sexdrive will remain the same he said. In my mind i shouted : ''OMG PERFECT!!'' In reality, i kept my cool and said, yes please, i'll take the injection. I also needed to do a genetic test for my high cholestorol. It is under control with medication now, but if it is genetic it is possible many people in my family have this and this might be a problem, but thats a side note. He gave me a receipt for the injection and the gels. A bunch of them. I asked if I could get the 1st injection here and now. He said no. A doctor needs to do that. You need to go get the injection and go to a doctor. We said goodbye and I drove home. As soon as I got home, I made a doctors appointment. I called my doctors office, but they had nobody available for the next week (??wtf??). Again, my heart sank. But, when I want something..... I called every doctor in my town. 😂😂 Some where very rude to me, because I wasn't a patient over there, i couldn't make an appointment. But I kept calling and eventually got an appointment for 16:00. I went to the parhmacy to get my medication. BUT they didn't had it in stock!!!!!!!! I asked them what is the fastest possible way for me to get them. They placed an order and I could go back there in the evening at 18:00 to get them. This ment I had to cancell the doctors appointment. At 18:00 I grabbed my medication at the pharmacy. I kept calling doctors. And found an appointment for tomorow (2 february at 11:00). A very friendly doctor. 2 February Finally. I grabbed my medication and went to the doctor. And... it has been done. 1 hour ago. I got my first injection. The doctor was super super friendly, and once we started talking I mentioned I run an erotic store, she loved it and will even visit the store one day haha. That is the story! Always keep fighting for what you want. :)
2024-02-02 10:55:55 +0000 UTC View PostGoodmorning!! Me again in my favorite position haha! ^-^ As..
Goodmorning!! Me again in my favorite position haha! ^-^ As 1 february gets closer and closer,... The biggest thing I am afraid of is the loss of sexdrive. I think it will be important to be reminded that I am a sissy slave. I will of course share everything on here. How I feel, what effects it has.. etc Hope you have a nice day today x
2024-01-30 08:01:15 +0000 UTC View PostNow you have seen what I look like on regular days when i'm ..
Now you have seen what I look like on regular days when i'm not wearing a wig. I still look very feminin and it's hard to present myself masculine but that is the goal haha!! I am growing my hair now. So... Yesterday Queen Medusa visited the store with her sissy, she is an amazing Mistress and we clicked right away. Her sissy is very nice too! After that, I dressed up in boy clothes right away and went to the movies with my nephew. He needs me as his friend and I watched the new godzilla movie with him. It was a good movie and I had to play tough and not cry and the end haha. 3 More days for the hormones. I am mostly scared about the libido loss. I hope it won't affect me much. Not that it matters, I will still be a sissy slave.
2024-01-28 08:36:47 +0000 UTC View PostTried on some sissymarket bodystockings and used my vibratin..
Tried on some sissymarket bodystockings and used my vibrating dildo on the table in the office room. 🙈🤭🤭
2024-01-28 08:29:37 +0000 UTC View PostI wasn't sure if I should post this picture. But I know ther..
I wasn't sure if I should post this picture. But I know there are a lot of you out there that feel just like me. This is what my daily outfits look like at the moment (I have 1 set of boyclothes left for family gatherings) This is how I go out in public, do shopping, buy food, everything. My hair is growing too. I don't really mind sharing pictures of me when I was a guy before all this, to show you that becoming a sissy (or trans etc etc) is 100% possible. Even though my hormones get increased in 4 days. And It will be my first time having testosteron blockers... I will aaaaaaaaaalways be a sissy slave. That will never never never change.
2024-01-27 08:53:14 +0000 UTC View PostTime to drop some nudes!! 🤭 Looking feminin naked is so diff..
Time to drop some nudes!! 🤭 Looking feminin naked is so difficult for sissies!! That is why I didn't post many nudes in the past... But thanks to my weightloss and the combination of the hormone gel I think I look better naked now haha. My next step is T-blockers and oestrogen increase on 1 february. That is like a real transition, but I will stay a sissy slave. Just need to become as fuckable as possible. No erections scares me a little bit haha. I could use encouragement to do this!
2024-01-26 08:38:11 +0000 UTC View PostToday I went shopping once again!! I now dare to be feminin..
Today I went shopping once again!! I now dare to be feminin in public and it opens up a whole new world. I can shop for girl clothes wherever I want now! And Princess Diamonds helped me and supported me! We had a good day together. The fact that I will soon lose the ability to have erections and will grow real boobs turns me on so much. It makes me want to sissygasm. But as you can see in the video, I already had a sissygasm a couple days ago. And now i'm frustrated and cock horny. Full video will be posted some day!! :)
2024-01-25 18:16:37 +0000 UTC View PostSooooooooooo... Yesterday I went shopping with Princess Bull..
Sooooooooooo... Yesterday I went shopping with Princess Bully. Dressed as a girl, except for the wig. I wasn't wearing a wig or make-up. But I had feminin leggings on, girly sneakers and a girly hoodie. Princess Bully dragged me in the lingerie store and told the owner there that I was transitioning and that we're looking for lingerie sets for me. 2 more girls showed up and they all helped me and gave me many different bras and panties. They even helped me in the dressing room. I bought so much lingerie. When I was standing there in Bra and panties, I looked at myself and I am getting so skinny. I saw an (almost) flat belly and a sexy ass and It made me feel really good about myself. After the lingerie we bought a handbag and a female jacket for me because it was too cold outside for just a hoodie. I put the Jacket on, and after a coffee break we said our goodbyes and I walked home. I loved every minute of it. It was very special for me and I am very happy that Princess Bully was there with me. I feel comfortable to dress in public now. Much love Sissy Joyce
2024-01-24 11:38:03 +0000 UTC View PostWhat type of submissive am I?? I would describe myself as a ..
What type of submissive am I?? I would describe myself as a brat and perhaps slave and model would fit too!! But I am a very annoying submissive 😂🙈 I will test my dominant and try to resist. If my dominant gives me an assignment and I can find an excuse not to do it... I will not do it 🙈😊 I know I know!!! BUT Once a dominant really owns me, and I have no other way but to liste, that is when I become extremely submissive and do anything they want. But to own me, the dominant needs to be really strong and ruthless. I'm difficult to tame haha. This probably makes me one of the more anoying types of subs but oh well haha 🙈😂
2024-01-24 11:14:03 +0000 UTC View PostCan you guess what type of sissy/submissiv I am? Did you e..
Can you guess what type of sissy/submissiv I am? Did you even know there are many different types of submissives? - The Servant : Likes to cook, clean and do chores, spoil their dominant. - The Princess : Likes to be adored and worshiped, only then will this sub surrender to their dominant. The Bottom : Likes to be be the bottom during sex, but only during sex, wants to regain control after orgasm. - The masochist : Likes pain! - ''Break me'' sub : a “Break Me” submissive is all about the physical struggle. They’re sometimes known as combative bottoms. The dominant who is strong, smart, and fast enough to “break” this person will bring out their partner’s submission. - The model : Likes to show off and dress up, likes to attend events and social media - The Slave : 24/7 submissive, total power exchange - The Pet : Wearing costumes, drinking out of a bowl, obeys,... - The Brat : Likes to push buttons and resist. Talks back and says ''no'' to assignments if given the choice. Likes to resist. Needs a strong dominant. (There are more types of course!! but these are the more common ones I think) 😍😍
2024-01-23 10:05:43 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE ----------------------- (Photo = Me waiting at m..
LIFE UPDATE ----------------------- (Photo = Me waiting at my doctors appointment, this is how i'm dressed most of the time) 20 January. It's Saturday. Not a rest day for me. I drive to the sissy market and worked all day. Yesterday A big influencer in Belgium visited the store and now it has been very busy! Exausted, I went home. Tomorow no appointments, so I can rest longer. But then... 04:30 : My phone was ringing and it woke me up. It was the emergancy central. They told me our alarm went off at the store and that police is on its way. Someone is breaking in. I got up, put on some clothes and drove to our store. (The store is highly secured, but this has been mainly done for our employees, breaking in for a few dildos isn't going to make anyone very happy I think) We have cameras, shocksensors, voice activated alarms, movement detectors. Everything. Police told me the thief ran away when the alarm got triggered. No dildos have been stolen! At 06:00 the situation was setled, and I could go home again. 21 January. After 2 hours of sleep, 08:00, i get up and we go back to work. The laboratory of the police arrived at our store and took a bunch of evidence. 22 January (today) Woke up at 07:30. I have an appointment with the psychologist who helps me with my transition. Had an amazing conversation and I highly recommend everyone who wants to go on this path to talk to someone. HIGHLY RECOMMEND. She warned me that the next step would be T-blockers and higher hormones. Resulting in more symptoms, penis shrinking, no or minimal erections. Scared me a little bit. 12:00 Arrived at my doctor appointment. My doctor is amazing. She is great. She took a sample of my ... to check for my health. I hate this. I stress about things like this. I hate hate hate hate hate it. But I must do it. For my health and for my safety. 13:00 Arrived at the store for some extra work. The conversation with my psychologist inspired me to do more for people on the same path as me. I don't know what or how yet, but I want to do more, because it is a difficult path indeed. 20:30 Arrived home, time to write a post on my onlyfans and answer all my messages. After this, a nice warm bath and some rest. 😊 P.S. Hair is getting longer... xxx Sissy Joyce
2024-01-22 19:51:07 +0000 UTC View PostNeed some dildo advice? Well, all the dildos from our store ..
Need some dildo advice? Well, all the dildos from our store are great, I refuse to sell bad products!! Oh specificly to sissygasm? Well, in that case I recommend a dildo that vibrates, moves and heats up, oh and it also needs to be soft... Why? It feels like real cock. It is warm and soft, and the vibrations really help you sissygasm. Oh don't forget water based lube too!
2024-01-20 10:38:08 +0000 UTC View PostI guess I owe a little explenation for the quiz post haha! 😊..
I guess I owe a little explenation for the quiz post haha! 😊 Well it was 2 truths and 1 lie, not 3 truths and 1 lie, I made a little oopsie 😂 Soooo... Yeah in supermarkets, sometimes I get recognized or I hear someone yell ''sissy'' or ''bitch'' or ''sissyboy jens'' or something like that. It just makes me nervous and when i'm back in my car I always play a little while with myself because it's so hot to know that I am truely becomming one of the biggest sissy slave bitches ever. And yes, I did suck a couple dicks to keep my sissy secret safe. Didn't work out so good but oh well haha. Hope you like the hot video I made! :) Mwah x Joyce
2024-01-19 11:59:12 +0000 UTC View PostDo you like sissy catgirls? I would love to drink milk out o..
Do you like sissy catgirls? I would love to drink milk out of a bowl for you in the middle of the street. 🙈💕 I have a little game for you today. 3 Truths 1 Lie. Can you guess the lie?
2024-01-17 12:36:05 +0000 UTC View PostThis chastity cage is so weird!! It messes with your mind!!..
This chastity cage is so weird!! It messes with your mind!! It actually looks like you have a penis, but in reality, your tiny clitty is locked and hidden away. Also a little update about my life. 1st of February I have an appointment at the hospital for stronger hormones. I think I am ready. Therefor I need to be tested and talk to a psychologist. I hate both of those things. I haaaaaaaaaaate it. Also, when I am in ''boy'' mode, I plan to be more feminin but in a way it won't shock anyone around me. I bought a couple leggings and feminin sweaters and white with pink girl sneaker shoes. I also have to wear glasses for driving and watching movies. I am getting real girl glasses this week too. Decided to grow my hair out a little bit longer. We'll see...
2024-01-16 21:39:19 +0000 UTC View PostAbout 6 months ago, I was at The Sissy Markets first locatio..
About 6 months ago, I was at The Sissy Markets first location and I was making some pictures and videos to post on the internet. I placed a big dildo on a table and I started to ride it. As always, it felt nice. That is when I received a text message from my mother. ''I found out what you do, and I want you to know that I will always love you and support you'' I knew that the day will eventually come. Everyone knows that I am a sissy, but not everyone has of course seen me with dildos in my ass and cock in my mouth, without a wig and cum on my face... I have a lot of support from everyone around me. This gives a very big sense of freedom. And now I want to become worlds biggest and well known sissy bitch on the planet.
2024-01-16 12:24:07 +0000 UTC View PostI really LOVE ASMR 🤭 This is what it would look like if a si..
I really LOVE ASMR 🤭 This is what it would look like if a sissy makes ASMR videos 😅😝
2024-01-15 09:49:02 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE --------------------- These panties might be a l..
LIFE UPDATE --------------------- These panties might be a little bit too small to hide everything 🙈😊 I received so much compliments about my latest pictures and it motivates me to go even deeper down the sissy rabbit hole. I really do dream about becomming a well known sissyslave pornstar. Owned by a guy, or even multiple guys. Everyone who looks at me should know that I am a bitch. They should either laugh at me or desire to put their cock inside me.
2024-01-14 11:43:25 +0000 UTC View PostOne of my favorite things to do is to try on different outfi..
One of my favorite things to do is to try on different outfits and different wigs. I think guys would like it if they can dress up their sissy doll in different ways so that can look at something different each time they fuck a sissy. I also noticed my boobs are growing. This is very surprising to me because I lost so much weight, this means I also lost fat on my chest area. But I still think my boobs are starting to look nice. In a few weeks i'm going to ask for slightly stronger hormones to go even deeper down the rabbit hole. I hope you have a nice weekend!! xxx SissyJoyce
2024-01-13 08:29:02 +0000 UTC View PostSo Of course I also fucked myself with one of my favorite to..
So Of course I also fucked myself with one of my favorite toys (it vibrates really nice) !! I must admit, I was abit rusty after being sick for so long. I was in abit of pain because I wasn't stretched out as much as I used to be haha. 💖I WILL SEND A FULL NUDE PHOTO TO EVERYONE WHO HAS RENEW ON THIS EVENING 💖
2024-01-12 08:32:40 +0000 UTC View Post