Happy new year! 💝🌼🌻 Official start of the spring, a new cycle in the nature 🌼 This is truly a wonderful time. Seeing all the flowers and trees “wake up” again to all their beauty.. seeing all the birds returning to sing for us (finally some good background music for my videos 😄) and even seeing myself becoming my truest, happiest self (not wearing so many layers of clothing, walking barefoot and always being in the sun, nourishing my body with actual ripe summer-fruit, being able to create more spontaniously in my garden and so on). I feel very much in sync with the nature and so many things are changing/becoming new for me during this time. I just started a little make over in my home (I’m gonna plaster the walls and the ceiling by myself for the first time, I literally just watched a youtube tutorial and I feel like it looks easy 😂😂) oh well, what else can I do without a man in my life? 😅 Another thing is a little change with my hair is coming, but probably gonna take a week or two (or 3) to happen 😇 Then also as you know I’m working in the garden to prepare it and plant some veggies hopefully as well ☺️ And lastly, I’m thinking and planning how to improve my page and content this year, bring more value and more of my self, such as getting more comfortable speaking english and sharing my voice 😇
Happy start of the new year or the spring if you prefer, I’m wishing you love, good health and success in whatever you wish to do this year ❤️
Had a long day (actually two days incluiding y-day) creating, working in the garden, attending someone’s birthday party and so on 😴 Now all I wanna do is this ⬇️
I’d like to continue on the caption from yesterday.. I‘m aware this platform is used mostly for a different purpose, but you never know who will read it and who knows, it may help even just one person someday. So here is a side of me that I haven’t really talked about: I’m a very complicated person myself (complicated towards myself) and I have my highs and lows like everyone else! I can’t always contain myself and my brain works double time (I think too much, even about multiple things at the same time, I’ve always spoke fast in my native language because everything just works fast in my head) Maybe I have like ADHD but I have never been tested and I couldn’t care less of a diagnose, I’m aware of myself so I know what’s happening, no need a name for it 😄 that brings me to the point that even though there’s still parts of me being like this.. compared to the past, I’m now much much much more calm and much much happier person thanks to all the things that I wrote yesterday (sun exposure, meditation, mindful movement, fasting, fruit, healthy diet which are definitely important things for long term changes) but also thanks to self work-inner work which means times that I just accept the lows and take my time going through it instead of trying to find a “fix” a.k.a running away from these moments, because even a healthy “fix” like fasting or gym, if it’s not done in a mindful way for the right reasons, it can result in harm (example, it’s different to fast to be healthy and clean bcuz you love yourself and to fast because you hate your body. Same goes for gym)
That brings me to the main thing I wanted to say.. Yesterday I mentioned that emotion = energy in motion right? So what is depression then? It’s when you’re depressing an emotion (or multiple emotions) which becomes a state called depression. So, why I say that looking for a fix is not always a fix is because it could be just another way to temporary run away/depress those emotions while the real fix is to accept it and let it come out, sit with it, be mindful of it in any way that you can ❤️ The reason most of us don’t do it (sometimes incluiding myself) is because it’s uncomfortable and sometimes painful but honestly, a chronic state of depression is much worse in the end ❤️ Mental health is so important and who cares what plaform this is, it matters, I matter, you matter🌷
If you think you have depression, or you feel down sometimes for unknown reason, you may be just needing some sun 🌻 but also some other activities that shall make you feel better: Sun exposure (expose your nakie body! Yes even private areas, beneficial for both women and men) Deep breathing/meditation/sitting with yourself Any body movement - workout, dance, run, jump.. remember, if you feel emotional, emotion = energy in motion. Move your body to help emotions that are stuck to move. Fast for a while (water only) or eat some fruit But even if none of that works for you, it’s also important to accept even feeling down in life instead of trying to “fix it” quickly ❤️ sometimes, we need to feel it through and that’s okay ☺️
I just wrote the same caption on my insta-reel and thought i’d share it here too. When I’m sharing something like this, I feel like it may be too “girly” and I think to myself “uhh, should I?”, because of male audience here (not trying to put anyone in boxes, of course men can also be emotional or dance bad feelings away 😇) but then again, I realize, I’m here to share myself, my thoughts and feelings and I am a girl sooo… Also if you as a man wanted to hear something less girly and more manly, then u’d probably go get a beer with your male friend instead of reading this 😂
When you don’t wear panties and you have a hairy coochie like me, there is only one thing to be concerned about and that is.. to not get the bush stuck in the zipper of your pants 🤐 Luckily, it hasn’t happened to me (yet) 😂 (probably because I barely wear pants with a zipper)
Life updates: I have a little cold, which feels strange cuz I don’t really ever have a cold 😄 this week was a combination of not having enough sleep (there’s some construction work going on in the building where I live, so loud drilling noises woke me up every day) Getting a tattoo (as much as I love it, there’s still heavy metals in the ink, but I mean, I take care of myself when it comes to diet, excercise, sun exposure etc, so as far as tattoo goes, yolo) And also I was in a bit of stress overal Either way, having cold or not, I’m in the garden almost everyday, preparing it for the season. I mean, what’s a better way to heal the cold than to be in the fresh air, in the sunlight, digging or fixing the fence? Except being in bed and resting of course 😂 That’s all! Have a beautiful start of the weekend!
There’s some smexy stuff with this set but I’ll share that tomorrow, because I’m very tired atm. I’ve had to wake up early to get the tattoo done and I’m super happy about it but time to catch up on sleep now 😄 Talking about sexy stuff, there’s something sexy about thigh-highs and laying on the floor 🌷
This outfit makes me feel so sexy 🥵 fr.. I was going to a dance party few weeks ago and I was deciding between 3 outfits to wear. This one was definitely the sexiest one and that’s why, I didn’t wear it and choose to go with long pants instead. I just wanna dance in peace 😂😇
Welcome March 🤩 The real “new year” month, the start or the spring! Sun is slowly but surely coming back, getting warmer and warmer. I’ve started doing some work in my garden and preparing it for planting some veggies this year 🥳 and also making it a nice space for me to create there too. One of the best times of the year is around the corner, i’m so excited. Wishing you some wonderful days ahead ❤️
Some may look at this picture and think that they wish those parts hadn’t been cut off. That the picture would show more. I personally like the partial mystery behind shots like this. Talking about mystery… I get these thoughts that I should show more of myself - my personality on my socials & here. Show more than just body/bodyhair/art.. but then I realize, I’m kinda mysterious and that is my personality 🫢 I was gonna make this caption longer and elaborate on that, but.. let’s not ruin the mystery 🤫
Hi. Get to know my booty. She’s not always very round when she’s not posed. There’s hip dips and there’s cellulite. Honestly, it’s easy to make anything look perfect online and that’s kind of a problem too. Of course, I love to pose, I love to find the right angles and lighting and make myself look the best that I can. It’s part of what I love about creating photography, how you can capture one’s beauty. Nothing wrong with that, but let’s not fall under the illusion that that’s all there is.
Difference between pic 1 and pic 2 is on second pic I’m very slightly leaning forward and 3,4 is obviously posed ☺️ And just like my booty, it applies to any other part of my body
They always ask wheter the curtains match the rug.. my rug is thick and dark while the curtains are bright purple and green. I wasn’t really sure if they’d match together so I put my rug next to them to see and I think my rug does match the curtains just fine 😄
I wasn’t a big fan of apples, until recently.. I’ve found this combination of (shredded) apples with poppy seeds and I’ve been eating it almost everyday. Probably tastes as good as an apple from my thigh 😉 Also I love poppy seeds.
