And then I weighed myself at my mom's and all my self esteem..
And then I weighed myself at my mom's and all my self esteem and thoughts of progress disappeared
2025-04-06 23:56:22 +0000 UTC View Post
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Got like 2 likes and a new follow on Instagram, maybe life i..
Got like 2 likes and a new follow on Instagram, maybe life is worth living.
2025-03-24 02:40:32 +0000 UTC View PostIm thinking of deleting all my pages associated with this st..
Im thinking of deleting all my pages associated with this stuff. I'm not able to dedicate time to it anymore. I hate the pictures I take, I don't get the attention I used to and if I keep these open, it's more likely to turn into me complaining and posting art. Or.. my family might be doing a cross country move (or house rehab, we haven't decided) and I would document that but the new house we're looking at doesn't allow me to have my own space for pictures or anything. I was hoping doing this would help my health and confidence but I have neither as of now so there's no point. I'm full of empty promises and awkwardness. I'm 34 and I think I should just give up. I can't guarantee i lost friends doing this (there's at least one i can think of) but I'm so alone except for my husband that entertaining all you guys just feels weird. Maybe I'll keep this and my insta open but I have no clue when you'll get anything worth while and I'm gonna stop promising to make specific stuff.
2025-03-03 13:53:00 +0000 UTC View PostIt's my birthday. I haven't been doing well so I got some mo..
It's my birthday. I haven't been doing well so I got some more holes in my face and green hair now. Maybe the sun will bring joy.
2025-02-24 22:05:28 +0000 UTC View PostAnyone else get railed so good they cry and gush everywhere ..
Anyone else get railed so good they cry and gush everywhere but their partner doesn't finish so they go again like an hour later and then he has to pull out because you're not on birth control and shoots it up your back and into your hair? Yeah... me neither 😵💫
2025-02-06 05:26:33 +0000 UTC View PostI guess 2 home workouts are what I needed to regulate some o..
I guess 2 home workouts are what I needed to regulate some of my emotions. I'll try and keep it up since work is slow. You like how my hair is fried? Whoever guesses my new hair color gets to be my favorite person
2025-01-06 23:44:28 +0000 UTC View PostSo I'm trying to get my husband to pay for a gym membership ..
So I'm trying to get my husband to pay for a gym membership even though he thinks it'll be a waste of money. My only worry is it's already hard for me to do things because my back injury is getting worse where I can barely make it through work now. Any recommendations on workouts I don't need to get on the floor to do?
2025-01-02 21:09:05 +0000 UTC View Post
Whats shaken, bacon? Well... I'm a few days into a sickness ..
Whats shaken, bacon? Well... I'm a few days into a sickness (so I had to delete a bunch or pictures because I look cracked out 😕), I'm in the process of getting rid of the depressing blonde hair, I got a bunch of shein stuff for my trip at the end of the month(hence the nice bikini top). Otherwise I'm covered in bruises from work amd searching if there's a market for hobbit feet pics I can get into
2024-08-06 03:25:36 +0000 UTC View PostMy rambles from Sunday I forgot to post
My rambles from Sunday I forgot to post
2024-07-16 12:16:41 +0000 UTC View PostSpent the long weekend working on ren Faire accessories and ..
Spent the long weekend working on ren Faire accessories and Halloween props. What'd you do? I know I wish I got outside more since my tanning time will be cut short this summer.
2024-07-07 22:55:01 +0000 UTC View PostSleep deprived and horny. Couple good pictures, couple medio..
Sleep deprived and horny. Couple good pictures, couple mediocre vids.
2024-06-02 19:38:48 +0000 UTC View PostI need friends with a boat. My tan isn't coming along. I off..
I need friends with a boat. My tan isn't coming along. I offer you this in exchange.
2024-06-02 00:27:27 +0000 UTC View Post
I should just do lives when I ramble. Clogs up everything le..
I should just do lives when I ramble. Clogs up everything less
2024-05-25 15:27:56 +0000 UTC View PostI guess I'm not photogenic anymore. Trying to get outside be..
I guess I'm not photogenic anymore. Trying to get outside because I'm a flower and need sun to thrive. Yall like tans? Since I work nights, maybe I can get crispy for whenever I do actually do my job on here.
2024-05-18 21:50:46 +0000 UTC View Post
Thanks for the good vibes. Good news, tattoo was a breeze. B..
Thanks for the good vibes. Good news, tattoo was a breeze. Bad news, I can't get in for color until July. Really throws off my summer plans but beggars can't be choosers I guess. Maybe this and the sunny weather will help me kick my health into gear.
2024-04-10 23:48:58 +0000 UTC View Post
Do you follow me elsewhere? You might have heard that I melt..
Do you follow me elsewhere? You might have heard that I melted my hair off going for my summer color, so now I have a super thin mullet. I've been on the struggle bus with my diet vs starting a baking business which contributes to me being extra hard on myself for my image issues. But on the bright side I have a tattoo appointment next month that I'm super excited for. I've been planning this one out for years so hopefully it's everything I wanted. Maybe when the snow is finally gone, I'll feel back to the old me and make stuff again.
2024-03-26 14:14:00 +0000 UTC View PostDidn't get a piercing. Started to panic and then the line go..
Didn't get a piercing. Started to panic and then the line got too long to do it before I had to be home. Might just funnel the money into the tattoo I didn't get yesterday.
2024-02-25 21:39:06 +0000 UTC View PostLame birthday. Tons of ruined plans but at least I got to se..
Lame birthday. Tons of ruined plans but at least I got to see the movie I wanted and my birthday caribou. I have the option of getting my nips pierced tomorrow but I'm a bit apprehensive. What do you guys think? Otherwise I'm gonna try and swing for a face piercing.
2024-02-25 02:37:46 +0000 UTC View PostDidn't realize how fat I got until I wanted pictures for my ..
Didn't realize how fat I got until I wanted pictures for my birthday
2024-02-18 19:51:37 +0000 UTC View PostWorking towards my chest piece so I gotta make sure I'm wort..
Working towards my chest piece so I gotta make sure I'm worth looking at
2024-02-04 14:18:11 +0000 UTC View PostWhat do you think of my workout outfit?
What do you think of my workout outfit?
2024-02-04 03:14:38 +0000 UTC View Post
Reminder- I can only do stuff twice a month if I'm lucky. I ..
Reminder- I can only do stuff twice a month if I'm lucky. I haven't forgotten about all, just no me time.
2024-01-19 23:00:16 +0000 UTC View Post