Why do I do this? It was supposed to be a like minute long video asking about my birthday turns into 20 minutes of me complaining. Just wondering what I should do this weekend. The rest is filler
2023-02-09 03:04:36 +0000 UTC View PostBreak thoughts. Rambles. Need opinions. You know, the usual
2023-02-01 17:28:56 +0000 UTC View Post
Dude I'm having such a hard time. Like I wanna spend money on getting outfits and props, really dive back into pictures. Husband says to wait until my self esteem is back up. Holiday cookies and stress acne are ravaging me and I hate everything about me. Idk man.
2023-01-18 00:58:25 +0000 UTC View Post
It's been a while, how ya been?
Still not completely dedicating time to here, but hoping to get pics taken every month to keep interest. I've been trying to post more on TikTok and Instagram. I have a poll on my Instagram right now about what kind of headpiece I should get for pics. Got 2 trips im hoping to take this summer so I'll for sure take pics if I do. Thanks for staying with me during my hard times 💜
I'm so pissed I was looking forward to this all day and got all my stuff ready only to get an error message. I guess I shouldn't make promises I can't keep which is basically this whole site.
2022-12-18 03:05:29 +0000 UTC View PostThinking of going live while doing business stuff this weekend. I don't know how sexy it'd be since I have to fill orders, but I keep talking about doing lives and never do.
2022-12-15 01:04:16 +0000 UTC View PostMy monthly complaint session. A couple minutes in I ask some questions about content I'm pretty sure. Idk I recorded this during work and now it's bed time. Just comment your thoughts on this stuff so I know if someone is watching. I desperately want to get back into doing all this but the last couple months have been awful schedule wise and now my back and hips feel worse everyday. I'm waiting to wake up crippled because I had a fracture that completely separated my pelvis. Ah, I can only dream.
2022-12-09 03:51:31 +0000 UTC View Post
In a rush, the rest were blurry 😞
2022-11-26 17:36:58 +0000 UTC View Post
Even when I try, I'm not happy with it. I thought taking a break would be good for my mental health, but I'm still stressed as ever about my looks and if anything I'm extra exhausted even though I'm probably doing less at work. I can't keep my eyes open, I'm not getting my workout in, and I honestly think my injuries everyone thinks I'm overreacting about are getting worse. It hurts to walk and it hurts to sleep. If I make it to 40 I'll honestly be surprised.
2022-11-14 02:19:02 +0000 UTC View PostDo you know how ridiculously long it takes to upload videos on here? Everything is a pain. Anyway, after I recorded this my day got worse and worse. Cried twice and Walmart and then for a solid half hour here at home. I think I'm insanely stressed but I can't seem to find a way to not be so that's fun.
2022-11-08 06:18:24 +0000 UTC View PostThings are slow going here. Haven't been able to do pictures, didn't get any pictures in my Halloween costume. Work is so mentally exhausting these days I've been passing out right after work. I'm hoping mid month I can get something worth looking at up. Exciting news is I'm getting closer to being a business owner, so I'll let y'all know when that's up if you wanna support me in another way.
2022-11-04 18:42:29 +0000 UTC View Post
Good morning. Here's a bunch of unedited photos since I just woke up and had no time
2022-10-16 13:34:52 +0000 UTC View Post
Trying out the hot girl way of braiding hair and I'm into it. Also I need help with a Halloween costume. I have my black pleather catsuit and I was thinking of just being a cat but if I put the skirt on it's kind of vampirey but then I was told I should be a witch. I don't know what to do with it and I'm going trick or treating so I can't be too sexy.
2022-10-12 01:16:52 +0000 UTC View PostLife and (lack of) content update. Sorry I ramble
2022-10-04 22:52:13 +0000 UTC View Post
I think I wanna start making more tiktoks. I mean I'm very awkward but right now I have more ideas for that than actual sexy content. Maybe after taxes (or if I get another tattoo gift certificate for Christmas) I'll be more appealing to me. I feel so plain.
2022-09-18 15:13:07 +0000 UTC View PostJust to be clear. It's not that I'm ungrateful, I just can't keep it up anymore. So it's either the whole account is pay to access, I'll make more content and you don't have to special buy, I keep it free but I lock more stuff, or I just don't post all together. I started doing this whole thing as a way to feel sexy and it was working for the longest time. Now, idk if it's me or what but it seems like people have lost interest in me so I'm losing interest in doing this. I'd rather lock the whole account and post things that make me feel good for the people who support me than sit here and get people trying to manipulate me into giving out free stuff. There's tits all over the internet, mine aren't special. I'm not going to fuck you. If that's why you're here, especially with no purchases, then you can kindly leave. I'm not here to make friends.
2022-09-12 18:11:14 +0000 UTC View Post
Fun fact - this is the morning after taking half a THC gummy. I was so dizzy I thought I was gonna crack my head open in the shower and ruin the rest of my trip.
2022-09-11 14:28:35 +0000 UTC View Post