Exactly where this slave Belongs and Happy to be There Rimm..
Exactly where this slave Belongs and Happy to be There Rimming, worship, oral service etc.
2021-10-27 20:37:59 +0000 UTC View PostExactly where this slave Belongs and Happy to be There Rimming, worship, oral service etc.
2021-10-27 20:37:59 +0000 UTC View PostYesterday it visited its new compani0n [yes, compan-ion is a banned word... wow)... due to be picked up before the end of November. (Click arrow for video)
2021-10-27 12:48:02 +0000 UTC View PostIts Hair being removed [by the loveliest hairdresser)
2021-10-27 08:33:26 +0000 UTC View PostThis slave would love to be perfectly accepting and proud of its hair, but it will be a struggle for a while. It is amazing how much a part of one's identity is often ties to their hair, and while this slave knows its Master owns this slave's 'identity' - its identity is to be its Master's property (with its own unique characteristics, history and personality as any living creature has of course) - it realises it must have a part of itself that doesn't quite accept that because its difficulty around this proves it, in a way. It saw itself in the mirror with hair as who it was and also perhaps it tied the years it spent, while its hair was growing, to the hair itself. The removal of its hair felt a little like the removal of those years. It is 'self' conscious and has no where to hide, especially with the long hair it has left in this plait (which its Master wants it to keep for a week. It wants to let down its fringe at least, but so far no-go). The plait, by the way, has a chain in it from the metal flogger which broke on this slave during a session over a year ago. It has been wearing a hat and for the first time this morning has had it off while it's been driving. When it first removed it's hat to its Master it cried, but He didn't seem to notice, He said it looked more like what it was, looked more like a slave, and it was on the floor as it answered 'more like Your slave, Master', then He used it - a deep comfort on a way. In the evening we were waiting in the car and in the dark He said 'you are a good slave'. It asked Him what made Him say that. 'you didn't want to get your hair shaved. You didn't want it at all. But you did it for me'. This slave has so many flaws, sensitivities, needs. It has a very long way to go and some things will still be very very difficult and it has bad days all the time. But yes it will do anything for its Master. As its purpose, as a gift, as something that is an honour to do. Thank you Master.
2021-10-27 08:31:38 +0000 UTC View PostSorry, it is aware there have been fewer posts. Its Master has several on his phone though, and as soon as it is with him (from Monday evening for 10 days) it will edit them and upload several :) Some sexual, some impact, at least one talking (after last week's bad day, to show that other side to the dynamic). In the meanwhile, a lot going on here. Master has been working very very hard as usual - every day on two different jobs and juggling his other responsibilities. This slave is having its hair done tomorrow, on Tuesday we will be visiting baby bird (!!! Yes!), a few days alone in a house as we are dog sitting - impact sessions there expected as this slave has been told to think up effective restraints as he is going to try a new (nasty whip on it), then off to 'the North', staying with a friend for a few days on the way back. So.. lots going on. Thank you for all the support - it hopes you are doing well, it seems this is a time where for some reason everyone's struggling a bit. <3
2021-10-24 11:07:10 +0000 UTC View PostThis slave accidentally calls itself it to vanilla company now more often than it ever accidentally says I to kink company. Mind control indeed. Clever Master.
2021-10-20 18:56:32 +0000 UTC View PostWorshipping *every* part of its Master He enjoys it because he knows this slave has to overcome its instinct to recoil, he enjoys it even more when he can feel it is eager to do so.
2021-10-20 14:56:58 +0000 UTC View PostThe hair thing. Happening on the 25th of this month. It is happening at the hairdressers again, but thereafter this slave's Master will be upkeeping the shave. This time around feel scarier for some reason. Its actual skin will be on display on both sides, rather than just one side which had very short hair but was still covered in hair. It is aware it will totally change its appearance, and paired with the bigger ring once its Master can enlarge it, it will be quite striking... which this slave hates. It knows it will be perceived as an unusual fashion choice more than anything, but it's tricky - even on here it it aware people will say they prefer it with a full head of hair too - and this slave does too. Plus if he had shaved it totally bald, it probably would have been allowed a wig in public, but because it is not a total shave, he wants it to show it off. He wants it to draw attention - and to not care, to focus on what he wants. On his opinion. Hence also making it an unusual colour. He has told it that long term he will probably one day allow it to have long hair again, but for now this is to help train it, for it to remember what it is and to challenge its preoccupation and caring too much what others think. To remind it; it is his property. First and foremost.
2021-10-19 20:42:57 +0000 UTC View PostA quick little session for its Master to practice his aim. Pegs... those damn things again! On a slave with very reduced pain tolerance this week.
2021-10-19 20:01:29 +0000 UTC View PostYesterday was a bad day for this slave. It found out today it was probably down to hormonal reasons. But anyway, yesterday this slave's Master has it make this video, then today days he wanted it to upload it, he says it is good insight into living 24/7 this way.
2021-10-19 14:40:51 +0000 UTC View PostThis slave's Master is allowing this slave to get a bird as its last important purchase before we live together and all will be in its Master's hands. Mid/late November this slave will have a bird again ^_^
2021-10-19 14:13:55 +0000 UTC View PostHello again. To get around some of the T&C issues on here sometimes, this slave and/or its Master is thinking of doing things another way ; to potentially email content disallowed on here. So that would simply mean possibly in future the odd status saying "send your email in a DM for.....video". Unsure yet though, it understands email may not be suitable (though burner emails are always fine of course). If this happens of course it will update :) Always the issue with pushing limits and sharing things online! All the usual videos that don't breech the T&Cs will be up as usual of course though. Things that breech, include things like needles, f'sting, urination, etc.
2021-10-18 16:16:32 +0000 UTC View PostThis slave very often worships its Master - a reward for good service and a chance to show gratitude. However he doesn't often show videos of it, for a change... Here it is.
2021-10-17 18:31:50 +0000 UTC View PostThis time around this slave's Master has let it know exactly how its hair will be. Clean shaved - no patterns - both sides, but still long on the top and back (not undercut). Purple root to silver ends.
2021-10-15 17:52:23 +0000 UTC View PostAnother day another daily "whip" session (jump rope session?). This time its Master wanted its face captured specifically. A day alone for the slave tomorrow and then a few days together back at the flat with much more freedom and scope for use.
2021-10-14 16:57:17 +0000 UTC View PostToday..... This slave is struggling. It is very emotional. It has asked to cancel things it's doing tonight. It isn't so great. It remembers the data it was a 'sub', when its Master would try to go lenient on it when it was "a bit crazy", and it will likely always be a bit crazy. It used to feel confused on those days. Snappy. Like it was being selfish. That was pretty much the time it's Master identified it as a slave.. "through and through". Its comfort isn't in leniency. The last couple of days because we have had to be quiet there hasn't been much impact. But today, after it melted down going into a shop, he found something to hit it with and he did it's morning lashes. And it cried. Because today especially it was already near tears. But also because it was grateful. And after when he let it worship him - laying between his legs and worshipping his crotch area (not really a sexual thing, just a privilege) it knew it was grateful and this will be the way forward for us, even though sometimes in the past it was hard for him, keeping it in its place, having that asserted including those times it is a bit crazy is how we will work best and be most content.
2021-10-13 15:09:22 +0000 UTC View Post--This slave was corrected not to be resting its arms on itself as it is in this photo.-- This slave had to hold this plate of ..something with meat (it doesn't actually know, sorry) while its Master ate it all. Needless to say it's a lot of food and it's dry... by the time he finished it wondered if it would be sat with tears streaming down its face as its shoulders and back burned so. But it didn't, it was instead wondering if he might make it go longer for the hell of it, and it almost hoped for the chance to try to prove it's submission and devotion to him by doing so. It seems no big deal... But while it didn't know the time he made his way through a couple of episodes of something he was watching. Try holding something up at nose level that long 😉. But he didn't... And its urge to kiss his feet and lower itself belly to the floor was increased by its muscles asking it to.
2021-10-12 19:02:37 +0000 UTC View PostA content slave. We had to be quiet a lot today, so this slave had lots of time to worship its Master bit by bit, face the challenge of being furniture while fatigue set in, some sexual use, now a night of sleeping on the floor. He shared some thoughts for future. - -One thing, in January its Master will be getting rid of all its possessions except any He wants to keep - it will get to choose some things it might put forward an argument for him to please keep (for example it knows already it wants to him to keep it's jar of Japhy's feathers it picked up from around the flat after he passed) and anything that can be put in his name will be - like "its" car for example- so this slave will truly have no possessions. It has no qualms. It is a very content and privileged slave and.. it can't wait.. genuinely ☺️
2021-10-12 18:15:05 +0000 UTC View PostThis time around this slave knows the plans for its hair.. both sides off, top + length stays. End of October. Meanwhile privileged to be invited to stay in its Master's house share with him for a few days, so its Master is having to be creative with very quiet use. First night spent in His bed too as he only has a duvet and not blankets.
2021-10-12 05:47:18 +0000 UTC View PostIt's hard to document some things on here with pictures and videos. but today for the first time in a few years this slave had to face people it knew from before it found its Owner/BDSM. Old work colleagues/friends. It only bumped into four people it really knew, two old friends (one particularly lovely supportive friend), its old boss, another work colleague that although it wouldn't call a close friend it had worked closely with at times and shared evenings out at little campfires. It was very challenging - it has found it very hard since before its Master, hence it's been so long.. but also now being before them in collar and pierced and putting up a vanilla front, talking using 'I' and being in this setting with its Master (which is was grateful for but it was strange to have to change its mannerisms for vanilla world)... it was all a lot and difficult. On Wednesday night it will be facing this in a much more extreme sense - it is competing in something in front of many people including likely many people it once knew, and its Master. When he leaves, for work, it can stay or it can go home. Will update (for those interested).
2021-10-11 19:00:03 +0000 UTC View PostLet out into the vanilla world today. Feeling rather out of place. Because it literally is.
2021-10-11 12:09:04 +0000 UTC View PostA video from a little while ago - Being whipped and fucked (anal) and told to look into the camera.
2021-10-10 17:34:09 +0000 UTC View PostJust Another Random Morning 20. Part of the day, no big deal except for gratitude for all that such routines represent.
2021-10-09 16:22:13 +0000 UTC View PostPain/Arousal Training Session This slave's Owner is trying to train this slave to associate pleasure with pain. It is tricky because this slave becomes aroused/feels pleasure vicariously, stimulating it alone doesn't really do anything (it is also being trained to try to masturbate and become aroused by itself by "less thinking more feeling" which is proving very difficult, for this purpose). But for now this slave's Master is trying to take advantage of when it is aroused to hurt it and build association. So this video was taken shortly after its Master came - this slave is most aroused when its Master comes - so the slave was instructed to use the wand while it was still highly wet and aroused while he kaned it.
2021-10-07 16:40:05 +0000 UTC View PostYet More Ass to Mouth You can often tell when videos are made just after He's come home, because the slave's hair is wet. It always washes and hair removes just before He is due home, then waits by the door for Him to arrive.
2021-10-06 18:52:10 +0000 UTC View PostJust had a nice few days with its Master, which it will upload some videos from. This slave is a little delicate right now, it really misses its Master and doesn't like when he leaves. January can't come soon enough.
2021-10-06 17:55:51 +0000 UTC View Post