Part 1 of 4. Punishment day.
The things in this video, as I'm sure most who look at our content know, aren't that unusual for us. This session was planned anyway and initially was meant to be more painful and involve more suffering. However, because I needed punishing, they were used as a punishment.
Often what makes a punishment a punishment for me, we've learned, is not the actions themselves. Suffering for my Master is a way I serve him and I'm honoured to do so. However, when the intention behind the actions are based on punishing me, rather than suffering for his pleasure, that's when it truly stings - the reason why is the punishment, not the actions themselves.
Please remember that as you watch all the parts of this session... I scream (seriously, I completely lose it in part 4) I cry, but I'm not being treated more harshly physically than any other day... I struggle to cope because I am being punished. And I want to be. Because I want to be better.
2021-06-04 16:21:41 +0000 UTC
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Cuteness with my Master and Japhy.
2021-06-04 07:08:17 +0000 UTC
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A very short snippet from a video I need to edit and then will upload in the next week or so...
This was my loudest, longest, most out of control scream yet. I feel like it's still caught in my lungs.
2021-05-31 19:36:40 +0000 UTC
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Part 1 of 2 - my Master playing with and hurting my ass before peeing on and fucking me/it/etc...
2021-05-30 11:23:11 +0000 UTC
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My Master's tattoos for me are booked for the 22nd June :)
Barcode on my back and bands on each wrist.
Piercings are yet to be considered. Tattoos first, nonetheless.
Thank you for all your suggestions ^_^
2021-05-28 12:57:17 +0000 UTC
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Anal sex POV
2021-05-27 17:23:00 +0000 UTC
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I did a really poor job of today's w-ipping. Seem to be getting weaker and weaker every time.
2021-05-26 20:33:59 +0000 UTC
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Offering my face for my Master's cum... he videoed very close up! Sorry, though, no finish in this video...
2021-05-26 16:56:05 +0000 UTC
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Tonight's independent anal training
2021-05-23 20:25:34 +0000 UTC
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A picture just for friends and now OF, before uploading publicly and having the onslaught of people either unhappy it's not all shaved or unhappy that it's not all long ...when ultimately only if my Master likes it actually matters 🤷🏼♀️😜 this is his first modification of me. Entirely his design
2021-05-22 16:47:32 +0000 UTC
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2021-05-19 16:40:05 +0000 UTC
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Part one of three - back to basics; bag over head breath play, anal fucking, panic. At one point I exclaimed "i hate breathplay"... I'm thankful my Master reminded me of my place
2021-05-19 13:51:28 +0000 UTC
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Just doing it because he can. My Master watched his show for an hour with his flacid penis parked in my mouth.
2021-05-17 21:52:58 +0000 UTC
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A clip from our every day non-sex but still M/s life. I was struggling a little with things but my Master couldn't put me in my place to sooth me due to company, so he excused us to the kitchen and did this.
2021-05-16 20:26:11 +0000 UTC
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https://fetlife.com/users/8579022/videos/2609655
The link as promised. Please message if you can't access videos on Fetlife ☺️
2021-05-14 21:29:45 +0000 UTC
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Rimming my Master. I think he days when I cried and needed to be coerced to do it are very much over....
2021-05-14 17:59:08 +0000 UTC
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Hey. Some things aren't allowed on OF, so tonight the fetlife video I upload won't be on here first but this is the only time I will do this and is purely about content. Please message me if you can't access the video on Fetlife. ☺️
Fetlife link:
https://fetlife.com/users/8579022/videos/2609655
2021-05-14 13:20:22 +0000 UTC
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Anal sex post whip session from the front camera POV
2021-05-12 17:08:34 +0000 UTC
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An unexpected 3am session with added practice for learning to like the taste of his pleasure. Rimming, worship, blowing, face fucking etc...
2021-05-10 18:45:49 +0000 UTC
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Another anal sex session, riding my Master's cock in my ass from different angles. Sorry for the very annoying background noise...
2021-05-09 18:57:16 +0000 UTC
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Rimming my Master..no idea he did this little film at the time, like with many of the videos He takes...
2021-05-08 16:58:39 +0000 UTC
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My Master explaining to me after I complained that I was too weak during the 200 strikes to my bum and back last Sunday that it isn't about how hard he hits me, it is about how much I suffer for him.
Of course.. this still made me want to prove i could suffer more for him.
But he also explained that even that, the fact I'm struggling with my struggling makes it better for him.
I am so grateful.
Thank you Master.
I think in time I will overcome this urge to return to the times where I would stay still and reserved and accept the pain, I will let go my need to prove myself "strong". And suffer openly and as much as he wants. That should be my real goal. Trying to stay reserved... But accepting and embracing breaking for him. Screaming and crying for him. Giving it all up for him and whatever he wants to take on too of that. When I lose my own self control, then he truly has everything.
2021-05-07 16:19:36 +0000 UTC
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The final 100 whips from last Sunday. I hope next time I do much better.
2021-05-05 21:01:28 +0000 UTC
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2021-05-05 11:46:26 +0000 UTC
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2021-05-05 11:46:06 +0000 UTC
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My Master using the wand on me as a break, after 100 lashes to my bum and legs and before a further 100 to my back. He's never done this before...
2021-05-04 20:13:30 +0000 UTC
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The first part of three videos of my w hipping yesterday - bum and thighs, 100 lashes to start.
2021-05-04 00:31:47 +0000 UTC
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Such a mixture of sensations..
2021-05-02 18:52:45 +0000 UTC
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Where I should be
2021-05-02 18:51:52 +0000 UTC
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Comfort
2021-05-02 18:51:05 +0000 UTC
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