Little video of me playing with myself 🤭
Little video of me playing with myself 🤭
2024-05-18 20:04:12 +0000 UTC View Post
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LIFE & HRT UPDATE --------------------------------- I must s..
LIFE & HRT UPDATE
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I must say that i think that my sexdrive is slowly returning or comming back, but in a different way. I have deeper desires to be a sissy slave now than i ever did. I feel more submissive and my desire to serve is higher and I chase less sexual pleasure. There are a few things about myself I am still unhappy about.
And, like I always preach, there is a solution for everything.
- My skin (face) : You see my pictures often in the best daylight there is and with make-up on, but I would love it if my skin, specially in my face, is extra soft and feminin.
- My weight : Yeah, i look skinny, but no flat belly yet. I lost so much weight and I am very happy with the progress. But the weightloss got me worried for a while. I recently started eating bad just to see if I could still gain weight. No worries, i gained 1kg's haha. Another worry is lose skin (belly) if I lose any more weight.
- My hair... needs to grow
My solutions :
- Skin : Yesterday I went to a dermatologist to see what things could work for my skin. She said I have large pores and now I need to use a special day and night creme to solve this. Another extra treatment she recommended was Microneedling, wich I am also going to do next week.
- My weight : I have no problem losing weight and working out. I will work out harder to lose the last bits. If lose skin, I'll just find a solution with my dermatologist.
- My hair.... waiting...
Sooooon I will be the PERFECT cumdoll!! :)
Mwah
Now I understand it. Wearing a chastity device while on HRT ..
Now I understand it.
Wearing a chastity device while on HRT (when you have no erections) is so much more comfortable. I also have the feeling I enjoy Anal more. I don't know, it just feels more right. I love it but its still frustrating and it still turns me into a horny submissive bitch haha. 😊
What color nails do i choose??
What color nails do i choose??
2024-05-14 06:58:41 +0000 UTC View PostHORMONES UPDATE ----------------------------------- I hate ..
HORMONES UPDATE
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I hate this ''in between phase''.
I clearly don't look like a girl but I clearly dont look like a very masculine guy either 😂 Hair growth is frustratingly slow.
I used to ''dress up'' to make content or have fun with guys. But I'm really looking forward not to use the word ''dressing up'' anymore. That I just basicly always look like a sissy fuck doll.
This is my current go-to kinda outfit. An oversized t-shirt and some leggings with pink sneakers. Lately I have also got used to wearing make-up in public.
Finally I started to workout and run again. I had to wear a workout bra to run because it hurts / bounces otherwise and thats actually annoying hahaha.
I can't wait untill I don't have to ''dress up'' and that i can just create daily content whenever I feel like it. It will be more real, less acted and more spontanious...
Mwah x
You don't need to choose! Living as a sissy slave is amazing..
You don't need to choose!
Living as a sissy slave is amazing.
I am very happy and I feel good.
But you don't need to go all the way or 24/7 like myself to enjoy it.
You don't need to choose. You can also be multiple things, or become a sissy just in the weekends! Enjoy the kink at your own pace and in your own way. You don't need to go all the way. Experiment and have fun in your own way.
You can be a masculine man at day and a sexy sissy slut at night too.
If you do decide to go down this path,
Know that there is no end, the rabbit hole is endless.
You will end up as a sissy slave with cock in your ass.
Don't walk on the edge if you are scared to fall down the rabbit hole.
I remember +- 1 year ago, right before HRT , because I neede..
I remember +- 1 year ago, right before HRT , because I needed some extra ''encouragement'', Princess Diamonds send me to a friend of hers. I visited Mistress Laura and she used me and ''encouraged'' me to obey them and to stop thinking. Now that i'm sitting here with boobs growing and craving cock, I wonder that experiences like this had an impact on me. 🤭
2024-05-13 09:09:55 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE ---------------------- First of all I need to th..
LIFE UPDATE
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First of all I need to thank you, my followers for sticking with me! 💖
I know I haven't been super super active, Like this weekend I went to a magic the gathering tournament. (Dutch Open Series) But I lost very hard haha. But I was in good company and I still had fun. Everyone was very friendly. It was nice. But because of the hormones, my libido is very very low.... I know as a slave, my libido doesn't matter. I understand that and I can still suck cock on a low libido but it does affect my inspiration a little bit.
Luckely, this is tempary and my libido is slowly returning. The reward of this is a very feminin body included boobs! How can I not pay the price of having a low libido for a couple months? I hope you will stay with me.
It's possible I will post some older content now and then in between to have a little bit more of a break. Except for that, all is going well.
I am feeling good, My breasts are growing, everything is going good.
Much love
Sissy Joyce
Can you see my boobs growing? 😝💖
Can you see my boobs growing? 😝💖
2024-05-10 10:16:26 +0000 UTC View PostI am going to review all the chastity cages from the sissy m..
I am going to review all the chastity cages from the sissy market for you all 🥰 But it's a lot of work editing those videos haha. I just did one! The Feminizer V4!!
I hope some find it usefull xxxx
A Mistress training her fuck doll 🤭
A Mistress training her fuck doll 🤭
2024-05-09 19:00:44 +0000 UTC View PostJust posing a little, my ass deffinatly has a more feminin s..
Just posing a little, my ass deffinatly has a more feminin shape now
2024-05-07 07:48:57 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE (HORMONES) -------------------------------------..
LIFE UPDATE (HORMONES)
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I always like to get the same color on all my nails haha. But what I really wanted to tell you is that i'm experiencing a lot of changes right now. It's like after the 3 month, changes suddenly start to happen way faster.
I have not been feeling super good lately. It's very weird to describe. But when I'm awake, and I move, i sometimes get some kind of shock. Like my body is waking up again. These ''shocks'' are super annoying and yesterday I did everything to try and get rid of them. I think it is because I just went over the top (again) and I am super tired. I had some good rest now and it is getting better.. I tried to go for a run yesterday to ''wake up'' and daaaaaaamn. My breasts are too sensitive for running without a bra. I 100% have boobs now. And I must say it feels and is a lot different compared to chest fat. What a big step... That is super scary and excited at the same time. And Oh, I was always afraid to lose more weight because of my lose skin at my belly area. But my skin has gotten a lot tighter. I don't think I will have lose skin if I lose just a little bit more for a flat belly so now i'm super excited and motivated for that. My face is also looking very feminin.
I am very happy. Sucks that I need some rest. Thinking about booking a massage today and relax a little. 💖
Tested out the furniture of the batcave haha 😗🙈 This is prob..
Tested out the furniture of the batcave haha 😗🙈 This is probably my favorite one. It makes you feel so naked and exposed. I love it. 💖 The reason I'm wearing a metal chastity cage is because I made an updated chastity review & guide video and that day I did all the metal cages. Review is comming soon. x
2024-05-06 07:52:48 +0000 UTC View PostStarting to look good and feel good in lingerie!! Thats real..
Starting to look good and feel good in lingerie!! Thats really cool!! 💖
2024-05-05 08:05:42 +0000 UTC View PostCan you see it? My little mini boobies? 😍🤭 It might not look..
Can you see it? My little mini boobies? 😍🤭 It might not look like much but it's progress!! I always had little ''breasts'' (read : fat at my chest area) And If you then squeeze your arms together, you can create what looks like boobies. But this deffinatly feels different. I don't need to pose in awkward positions for my boobs to show. First of all the nipples are sensitive, but not in a pleasure way, in a painfull way, Yesterday I lifted a box and the box leaned on my chest / nipples and I had to put it down haha. It also feels harder, bigger and harder, its hard to describe.
2024-05-03 08:17:17 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE HRT CONTINUES? ---------------------------------..
LIFE UPDATE HRT CONTINUES? ------------------------------------------------------ 3 Weeks ago, I was thinking to myself : ''I don't notice any difference on my breasts. is this actually working?'' Oh boy, it deffinatly is working. Last week, my breasts started to hurt. They became very sensitive. Not in a pleasure type of way. But in a really painfull way. (This is normal). Right now they are super sensitive and I actually notice a difference. I have small breasts now for real. They are also harder than before. They feel like real breasts. But today was a big day. The descision to continue with HRT or not depended on my conversation with my doctor. I had some doubts, emotions, that wanted me to quit. I felt/feel guilty. I am aware enough to know that its probably because of the emotions that these feelings are amplified. Also I found some scary medical risks stuff about the Hormones that i'm taking. I wanted to clear everything out with my doctor and decide based on the conversation what I want to do. Continue, take a lower dose or stop. The hospital is far away. It's a 1 hour drive, but I have to drive through a very busy area that often as trafic jams that can double or triple the traveling time. To take no risk, I woke up at 05:30 in the morning. (I slept 4 hours) and drove to the hospital, slept in my car for 2 more hours before my appointment at 08:30 this morning. Great news. There are no health risks to what i'm taking and I had a very good conversation about my fears and doubts. I am getting my next male hormone blocker injection next wednesday. My feminization continues. This made me really happy during the day. I am now very tired of this busy day. My tits hurt. But I love touching them.
2024-05-02 20:52:33 +0000 UTC View PostWhen we arrived at the batcave, we were greeted by 2 amazing..
When we arrived at the batcave, we were greeted by 2 amazing friendly people who gave us a little tour before leaving us alone in the amazing rooms they have. Finally some time for just the 2 of us. We had a very good time as you can see. More content will follow but I can't post it all at once haha. Also this picture really shows howmuch weight i lost. Crazy actually...❤️
2024-05-02 09:59:05 +0000 UTC View PostYesterday we got invited to the batcave, it is a local busin..
Yesterday we got invited to the batcave, it is a local business close to the sissy market. It is a bed and breakfast in BDSM theme. This is us driving there! ^-^ If you ever decide to visit the sissy market and you are looking for a place to stay, the batcave might be a good option for you! 😊 We made very hot content over there (comming soon) By the way, hormones update, my boobs are visibly growing now and its scary and hot!! 😅🤭
2024-05-01 18:24:49 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE --------------------- This weekend I had a littl..
LIFE UPDATE --------------------- This weekend I had a little break from the internet. But I can't take a break from being feminin. I only have girlclothes left. It's still very shocking to me. I went to 2 Magic the gathering tournaments. (For those who don't know what it is, it is my hobby, it is a complex fantasy cardgame, often gets described as a combination of chess and poker. It's very skillfull but there is also luck involved) On saturday, I got 1st place at a tournament with a loooot of players. (Pauper) It's very cool to receive the first price when I'm dressed feminin and have everyone clapping for me haha. Thats super cool. The community is awsome!!! On Sunday, I lost in the finals of a Qualifier haha. (sealed) I had a lot of fun on these days. Today I woke up, worked abit, went for a run, went for a walk with my dog and then I saw a white pigeon at the side of the road not moving. Just chilling. When I got closer, It tried to get away but it was clearly hurt. So after the walk with my dog, i went back to the spot and it was still there. I took it back home and i'm taking care of it now ^-^ Tomorow evening, I am visiting a new business in our town. It's a bdsm themed bead and breakfast and Princess Diamonds and me are going to make spicy videos over there.
2024-04-29 17:26:31 +0000 UTC View PostBecause I have been so busy this weekend with other things, ..
Because I have been so busy this weekend with other things, I think you deserve this 💖🤭
2024-04-29 11:19:16 +0000 UTC View Post3 MONTHS ON HORMONES, NO WIG, NO MAKEUP : UPDATE/ THE TRUTH ..
3 MONTHS ON HORMONES, NO WIG, NO MAKEUP : UPDATE/ THE TRUTH ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Time goes fast... and I'm already 3 months on HRT. This means male hormone blockers and female hormone boosters. This picture is taken a couple days ago. I wanted to show you what I look like raw, without any make-up or wigs. So you have a better idea... When I was driving to the doctor to get my first injection, I was very hesitant and scared and nervous. A big step. For everyone. I talked long and hard about this. But this felt right. I did it. The first weeks, probably nothing happened. But I did notice some changes but those were probably psychological. I felt calmer. I felt at peace. It's difficult to describe. Imagen not having any sexual desires. You can basicly hyper focus on anything else. It's kinda like that. I was also very motivated to continue with my feminizing workouts and skincare routines because of this big step. That helped me out a lot. After a few more weeks, I noticed my skin getting softer. But only sometimes. It was very subtle. Perhaps this was also just in my head. I didn't get any erections whatsoever in the morning. The only erections I get is when I decide to be aroused. It's like i'm in control of my sex drive now. After a month, my libido dropped. This didn't suck as bas as i tou!ght it would. I still like sex and enjoy being a stupid cumslut for men haha. Its just less of a craving now. Compliments, feeling good about myself, are now turn-ons! When someone makes me feel pretty and safe, I love it. After 2 months, I had an orgasm without cum. I panicked a little. It was very intense and amazing but at the same time, it felt very permanent. I had 2nd thoughts about all of this. At 2.5 months I talked with my psychologist. I felt like a failed brother, a failed man, a selfish coward. I didn't feel good about myself. I experienced a lot of guilt. I felt guilty for my envirerment and all the people who have to deal with these changes. But at the same time. I really want it. We talked about how far I want to go. If I wanted any surgeries. I said No. I don't think i'm 100% female. I enjoy being feminin and I love to dress however I want. Perhaps the label ''non binary'' or ''Bi Gender'' would fit me better. But I don't care about those labels. I prefer the label Feminin sissy fuck doll! :D It's almost time for my 2nd shot. I hesitate a little bit. My health is very important. And So far everything has been going good. But the no erections / no sperm / the side effects from male hormone blockers worried me a little bit. Specificly when my psychologist said to me that I can only take these male hormone blockers for maximum 2 years because thats when health risks develop. (A bening tumor of the meninges is a very very small chance for example). After 2 years, I would have to remove my testosteron production in a different way, if you get my point. Hell no. First a little chat with my doctor. 2nd may is my appointment.
2024-04-29 10:08:45 +0000 UTC View PostI miss the days where girlfriends from Princess Diamonds vis..
I miss the days where girlfriends from Princess Diamonds visited and pegged me 😅🤭 I really need some pegging right now.
2024-04-26 11:43:55 +0000 UTC View PostWorking at the sissy market always boost my confidence!! I ..
Working at the sissy market always boost my confidence!! I get so many compliments and everyone is nice to me and it really has an impact on me 🙈😊 Feeling goooooooood (and horny)
2024-04-25 11:26:15 +0000 UTC View PostThank you so much to everyone who send me nice messages and ..
Thank you so much to everyone who send me nice messages and comments and/or tips!! The support during this time is very helpfull and appreciated. Yesterday I had a face skincare session at my beauty salon. They did so much things with my face, rubbed on so many creams and took out some ingrown hairs and now my skin glows!! I really love it. I realize that when I feel good about the way I look, (feminin), I feel happier. I think the more feminin I become, the happier I get. What do you think about the transformation corner of our store? +- 30 different styles of wigs to try on, make-up tips from me, clothes, shoes... it's sissy heaven over here!! I really concider doing some kind of coaching thing for sissies in real life. I believe there is a lot I can help with, but I can't do that for free, and I don't know if I can handle it as an other job. Thinking.... Mwah Sissy Joyce
2024-04-24 10:36:41 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE / HORMONE UPDATE --------------------------------------..
LIFE / HORMONE UPDATE ------------------------------------------ I am approaching 3 months on hormones... So here is what I have experienced so far. The first few weeks, I experienced a sense of calmness. I felt calm and at peace, it's hard to describe it to someone who doesn't take HRT. But basicly, it's like the anger and worries inside you are a lot less intense. It's just all fine and okay. After a month you THINK your skin is getting softer. But it's not really. (Not compared to month 3). You think nothing is changing and you don't notice much. Month 2, my skin actually got softer, my face looked a little bit more feminin than before. My first orgasm on HRT happened and I had no cum. I panicked and cried a little. Month 3, I became more emotional. Thinking about everything twice as hard. Sometimes I doubt myself. Will I end up looking like a freak? Not man not woman? Sometimes I cry, most of the time from happyness and grateful for the life I have. Emotions suck and plants seeds of doubt in my mind. But at other times, my emotions flip and I am super inspired and I feel proud at what I am doing. Last night I posted on my vanilla facebook a picture of me as Joyce. I am super inspired right now too. I've been brainstorming about sissy coaching. Perhaps I could help others with makeup, weightloss, and anything related to transitioning or feminizing yourself. Fetish and none fetish related. I am happy. But it's a wild ride. Maybe some cock will do me good. xxx Sissy Joyce
2024-04-23 19:57:59 +0000 UTC View PostHow do you say ''NO'' to cock? Me don't understand
How do you say ''NO'' to cock? Me don't understand
2024-04-22 10:00:37 +0000 UTC View PostThank you all so much for the kind messages and comments on ..
Thank you all so much for the kind messages and comments on my latest life update. All is going good. I guess the road to become the perfect sissy fuckdoll isn't going to be that easy haha. 💖
2024-04-22 09:54:03 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE ---------------------- I had a fight with Prince..
LIFE UPDATE ---------------------- I had a fight with Princess Diamonds. (I'm not going to share the details...) but we decided it was best that she took a break from working at the store. Atleast untill she feels better. So for the last week, I worked at the store mostly all by myself. Specially in the weekend. This was very difficult and very exausting. I am very very tired. But I am also very happy with everyone I got to know. So many amazing people. My biggest memory so far was an older, bigger guy who was really sad because he wanted to feel feminin and look feminin but he felt like he was too old and too ugly. So I did a quick little transformation to make him realize nothing is impossible. And he cried from happyness. That makes it all worthwhile. I'm also struggling abit with myself. This might sound strange to you but I don't think I look good as a girl sometimes. Sometimes I am very excited about my progress and sometimes I am scared that I won't look feminin enough. You only see the best side of me. Photos with good light and good angles you know.. haha. I don't know... it's stupid. This entire HRT process is confusing me a lot. It's probably messing with my emotions a lot.. To be continued... Sissy Joyce
2024-04-21 17:24:51 +0000 UTC View PostJust a couple of cool small clips that bring back memories h..
Just a couple of cool small clips that bring back memories haha 🥰💖
2024-04-19 07:49:44 +0000 UTC View Post